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noooo not again

it’s just sad at this point

i wish i had someone to be vulnerable with. i’m always strong for everyone, i just wish someone would be strong for me

i don't have anyone to talk to about this kind of stuff. no one's there for me and no one's willing to listen either. everyone's just so absorbed and invested in their own life. it's not a bad thing per se, but i feel so unwanted. i wish they'd stop saying things like 'i'm always there for you', 'i'll be by your side always', 'i care about you' and the like if they're just going to make me feel like i'm this pathetic clingy loser who's always just sitting here waiting to bore you. it's really fucking me up. i wish i had a little bit of confidence and smartness. why did i have to be such a fucking loser?

i honestly hope nobody i love finds this

lol here we go again

i stopped asking if you love me because i’m scared to hear the answer

how do i always feel like a burden but feel extremely guilty if i were to die young

i especially dislike my life today

idk how much longer i can wait for it get better

most days i’d rather disintegrate into nonexistence

just be quiet crying at work lol

bro i’m just sad all the time

my life might not be falling apart, but i feel like i am

Please take my life so I don’t have the urge to take it myself

crazy to think my feelings would ever be validated

seasonal depression is coming in rough. maybe a future rip to me

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