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“I’m pregnant,” Melody said fresh wave of tears coming down her face as she looked at him and she whimpered softly.

“I- it’s mine right, our miracle baby?” he asked.

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Squeezing his hand she whispered, “Do you promise that you won’t leave me?”

“I would never leave you unless you cheated on me and had feelings for someone else.”

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Looking at him, she took a deep breath and then she began to cry as she looked at him. She then took a bite and chewed it, tears still coming down. She took a deep breath as she spoke, “Jackson….I… this sin’t about my dad.”

Jackson put his glass down and reached over to take her hands in his, “What is it Melody, please, you can tell me anything.”

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“That isn’t what I meant,” she said as she sat down and looked at the food. It looked amazing. She took a breath as she took a bite and then she moved ehr head to the side and mumbled softly, “There is plenty in my system besides alcohol.” Another reason she could feel guilty for drinking tonight.

Jackson continued eating in silence, seeing that his girlfriend wasn’t eating much, “Are you sure, they say you aren’t yourself when you’re hungry.”

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“I know it isn’t like that. I just…I need to know you are here right now, and that I do not scare or will not scare you away,” Melody wiped at her eyes and then she looked at him and then she took a gentle breath as she continued, “I need you to make love to me because I need to know you love me right now, like really love me. Not just saying it.”

“I am right here right now Melody, I’m not taking advantage of you when you’re vulnerable, please just sit down and eat it’s getting cold by now and it won’t taste so great when it’s reheated.” Jackson looked at her, “I prepared this meal for us Melody and I want you to get something in your system besides alcohol.”

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“I know, but I shouldn’t get set back,” Melody said as she looked to him. As he moved his hands into her hair she moaned gently against his lips. Then he pulled away and told her no. Melody shook her head a bit and spoke, “Right, now I am just damaged goods.” She began to gather her things that were at his apartment intending to go back to hers.

Jackson huffed when Melody gotten upset at him telling her no that he wouldn’t sleep with her. “Melody, it’s not like that and you know it. You wouldn’t even let me kiss you earlier and now you do? Melody, I care about you too much to just make love to you because you are feeling bad.”

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Melody wiped her tears and looked up to him as she spoke, “Drinking because he is a prick,” she then brought him down to press a kiss, a firey one, to his lips, “Make love to me and show me how a woman should be touched.”

“You’ve been sober for so long Melody, I can’t get pissed because of a minor set back,” he told her moaning into the kiss, his hand tangling in her hair before he pulled away from the kiss. “Melody, you know I’d want more than anything to make love to you, but I can’t, not like that...”

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“Babe, it is past the statute of limitations, it has to be by now,” she said as she fell easily into his arms. She stayed there, trying to be strong, as she whispered gently, “I know you are, just hold me and never let me go. I am so so sorry, Jackson.”

“Yeah you’re probably right, I hate not being able to do shit about anything,” he kissed the top of her head. “Sorry for what, sorry for having a father who’s a prick, or drinking because he’s a prick?”

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“Jackson, how can..can I tell people that,” she said looking at her mom. She took a deep breath and then she continued, “Right now though, you will….just hold me, right? Right now I just need you to hold me.”

“I’ll go with you and you could tell someone, this isn’t healthy. He should be in jail for what you told me he did to you,” he told her before moving to hold her. “I’m here for you baby, always here.”

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“He did. He tried to reach his hands up my skirt, and I tried to pull away and he pushed me against a wall. He didn’t…succeed, but it was…all of that from so long ago. I don’t know what to do, I can’t get the feeling of his hands off of me.”

Jackson looked at her, “I-I think we need to tell the cops with what happened in the past. And tonight, I can’t let him get away for hurting you Melody...”

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Melody moved into his arms and began crying harder as she struggled, “M-m-my d-ad.” Melody pulled him closer and hugged him tightly as she spoke, “I am so sorry. I didn’t mean to drink.”

Jackson held her close, rubbing her back, “Hey-hey it’s okay, are did he... did he put his hands on you?”

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Melody couldn’t look at him. She nodded as she spoke, “I will be in, in a minute.” She sobbed a bit and covered her mouth, her back to him still. She then finished getting dressed. Once she did she headed to the kitchen and stared at him, “Jackson….I shouldn’t have been at the bar to begin with. I…I was doing good and didn’t drink. Then…then he came in…he saw me instantly.”

Jackson didn’t understand why she wouldn’t tell him what was going on, he didn’t want to get upset with her but he hated secrets, he knew Melody was hurting but he didn’t understand why. He sat at the table and waited for her to join him. “Who-who saw you?”

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Melody wrapped herself with the towel that he was holding and she took it over. Melody shook her head a bit and then she spoke, “No. Please don’t make me.” She reached a hand to touch the side of his face, and then she stepped back. She was so ashamed. Melody began to dry herself off and then she began to get into her pajamas. Melody knew that he could smell the drinks on her breath.

Jackson just looked at her, “I got dinner on the table, please come eat with me,” he asked her softly, walking away.

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Melody got out and then she came to him. She was naked, still dripping wet, her skin in patches bleeding from where she scrubbed so hard. She looked at him as she spoke, “Can we not talk about it?” She hiccuped and then looked at him.

Jackson looked at his girlfriend and got the towel from the rack, and pulled it around her. “Not talk about it? Melody, you’re bleeding, your eyes look red seeming like you’re high... What’s going on?”

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Sobbing, Melody responded through her tears, “I…I’m fine.” She shuttered a bit and cried a bit harder trying to muffle her tears in her knees. She would disappoint him. She drank, a lot. She let him get close. What had she done?

“Melody, I can hear you crying...”

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“No, we really don’t,” she said as she walked away.

An hour later Melody was still in the shower, crying, holding her knees to her chest and her stomach and arms and legs were red from where she had tried to literally scrub the feeling away. The water pouring over her head

Jackson decided to make some dinner and when he was done she still wasn’t out of the bathroom, he knocked on the door “Melody, sweetie, please come out, you’re making me worry.”

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“Do me a favor and just…don’t. Just stay here, okay?” She grabbed a towel and looked at him begging him to not be disappointed. Melody bit her lip knowing she wasn’t sober. She’d disappoint him.

Jackson just looked at her and nodded, “Fine, I’ll stay out here but we are going to have to talk about whatever you’re so upset about.”

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