jayteasers

Hello! I'm Jacob, 17. ADHD.

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@charlie I'll miss you too. We'll still talk though!

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Plane leaves in twelve minutes,

Bye Chicago!

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Guess this is goodbye. [PRIVATE]

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Theyre not you. Bye, Kent.

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…. Bye Jay…. Have a safe flight…

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I'll try.

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Nothing that you’d want to do, nothing.. Ethicle.

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I’m sorry Jay… I wish I wasn’t breaking your heart I wish I could keep you here with me, but maybe you’re right.. maybe you need to leave… I’m sure the guys and girls are cuter in England anyway.

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Theyre not you. Bye, Kent.

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….. I’m going to miss you Jay… is there anything I can do that will keep you here?

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Nothing that you’d want to do, nothing.. Ethicle.

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you don’t HAVE to do anything Jacob…. you’re CHOOSING to. You’re CHOOSING to run away….

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I have to, Kent. Because if I don’t, I probably won’t be able to see you every day and not be able to have you, kiss you. And I can’t do that to you. Besides, I want to go home. I miss home.

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If you don’t want to leave… don’t.

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I have to.

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You have nothing to be sorry about it was me who fucked up Jay not me… I just…. God I wish you didn’t want to leave… I want us to be friends… I want us to not shut each other out of our lives.

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I don't want to leave either, but I really have no other choice. Just think of it as a positive step, though. You'll never have to worry about me, and I'll be safe from Freddie for good. I think different continents is enough space. Stay out of trouble.

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He’ll never have my virginity Jay… as much as I care about him… as much as I see us working out… I’m glad I gave that to you… because even though you don’t believe me… I did… and part of me still does love you…. I’m with Troy because he and I… we just click. I don’t know what it is between us, we just work. You and I we were great together… it just wasn’t meant to be…. and part of me hates myself for hurting you… I never wanted to hurt you… I just…. I should have gone about this differently.  I should have treated you better I should have told you we were through before I kissed Troy.. I shouldn’t have cheated on you like that… and I’m truly and honestly sorry.

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Thankyou, Kent. It's okay, you're forgiven. It's understandable, I should probably be used to it right now. I'm not meant for relationships, so I guess it's good you got out when you did. I hope Troy treats you better than I did, than I ever could. I'm sorry.

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Jacob… you were my first everything…. no matter if we’re together or apart… You’re always going to be special to me. You’ll always have a part of me that no one else will EVER have… So no matter what you say… There will always be a part of me that wants you in my life… a part of me that will miss you. If you feel like you have to leave I understand… I just wish we could have worked things out and became friends…. I… I’ll miss you.

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I'm sorry, Kent. I think it's just better that we both move on, without each other. You're right, there will always be a part of you that I have, and if I'm still around, that's not fair to Troy. He deserves all of you, not just half of you because I'm too selfish to let you go. I'll miss you. I love you.

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Guess this is goodbye.

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you’re mad at me though…

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Kent, I'm not mad. I was, but there's no point in being angry anymore. I can't change anything, what's done is done. You seem happier with Troy than you were with me, and still wanting you is selfish. Me moving away would finally be closure, and I get to see all of my old friends again. You won't miss me much, I bet you anything. It'll be like I was never even here.

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Guess this is goodbye.

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…. stay for me? I don’t want you to leave hating me.

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I don't hate you.

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Please don’t go…. 

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I have nothing to stay for.

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Home? What do you mean “Home?” Back to England home?

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Yeah, Cheshire.

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What?! Where are you going?! Jay!

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Home.

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ooc// and the fact that no one responded to jacob's post in character just sorta proves my point :(