Nervous.
I got it mistaken, Deion moves in TOMORROW. My heart has fallen out of my body and idk what's going on. How is it gonna work? Will we be okay? I want everything in me to make sure it will be okay. I want us to be happy and still love one another no matter what. I want to marry this man and make him my forever. Is that too much to ask for? I love him more than anything, but is my nervousness scaring me? We were so use to just seeing each other every weekend and missing each other throughout the week. And it makes the weekend worth living for because we know we won't be able to see each other until the next weekend, but how will we feel in the next month? The next year? What if it doesn't last a year? I've been so attached to him. Idk why, it's weird.. I think it's because I just always want to be with him because it took me a long time to finally realize he's meant to be with me and that everything in me wants to be with him.
