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I Simply Cannot Rest & Relax

After this weekend I have come to realize that I do not know how to rest or relax at all. I had this whole weekend to rest and relax just like I do most weekends and I got pissed off because I couldn’t find something to do. I always have to be busy.

Does anyone else have this for you always feel like you have to be busy and that you just can’t rest or relax?

Maybe I should rephrase this you…

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‪I used to be that way until I added up how much I was spending on all the vitamins, all the quick fix pills, diet plans and more just to lose weight and feel good! I was miserable! I felt like there was nothing for me to do other than live with how I felt or looked. ‬

‪I found Thrive and my life is changed!‬ ‪Ron even noticed that I carry myself differently now!‬ ‪This is something I highly…

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‪I used to be that way until I added up how much I was spending on all the vitamins, all the quick fix pills, diet plans and more just to lose weight and feel good! I was miserable! I felt like there was nothing for me to do other than live with how I felt or looked.

‪I found Thrive and my life is changed!‬

‪Ron even noticed that I carry myself differently now!‬

‪This is something I highly recommend to everyone!‬

‪Want to know more text or message me!‬

http://wildsassydiva.le-vel.com

You can Thrive with me!

#thriving #life is great #self love #health

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Happy Mother's Day

Happy Mother’s Day

Happy Mother’s Day to all of the beautiful women out there!!

Whether you have given birth, lost babies or children, have step children, adopted children, have fur-babies, had your children taken from you…whatever you are still a mother. Because of you those children or adults are here on this Earth. You carried them under your own heart, you shared a sacred space with them that no other could…

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Why should I hide myself away?

Friday thought……….

1Why am I so afraid to have my Facebook public when I have absolutely nothing to hide from anyone? My life is an open book. I am real, raw, honest and do not sugar coat! My life has had its ups and down and still here I am standing tall proud of who I am and how far I have come. I am proud of how strong I really am!

I died 4 times at birth and my parents were told I would not…

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Why should I hide myself away?

Friday thought……….

1Why am I so afraid to have my Facebook public when I have absolutely nothing to hide from anyone? My life is an open book. I am real, raw, honest and do not sugar coat! My life has had its ups and down and still here I am standing tall proud of who I am and how far I have come. I am proud of how strong I really am!

I died 4 times at birth and my parents were told I would not…

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Friday thought..........

1Why am I so afraid to have my Facebook public when I have absolutely nothing to hide from anyone?

My life is an open book.

I am real, raw, honest and do not sugar coat!

My life has had its ups and down and still here I am standing tall proud of who I am and how far I have come.

I am proud of how strong I really am!

I died 4 times at birth and my parents were told I would not live past 2 years old and I would have no brain function at all!

I lived through childhood abuse

Having to find my 3 month brother dead in his rib when I was 8 years old

Being molested by my baby sitter at 6-8 years old

Being raped at 14 years old then again at 18 years and having a forced abortion from the 18 years old rape.

Being disowned & abandoned by my parents

Waking up on the hood of a car after going through a windshield of said car the car was totaled and I was told I should not have survived

Getting drunk and falling down a 10-ft embankment on wet grass, slamming my head on a boulder & eating a barbed wire fence

Having my nose smashed into my face at a party by a Unionville bully, needing to my nose reconstructed

Alcohol poisoning from partying too hard

Having to hold my brother Mickey in my arms as he died from diabetes, now I know what death rattles are.

A very toxic abusive 1st marriage

Going through a terrible custody battle for my daughters and losing them due a nervous breakdown after Mickey died.

I have been diagnosed with severe PTSD where we tried Zoloft, Lexapro and nothing worked.

Three heart attacks : two after giving birth to my daughters reaction to drugs from c-sections the other stress related

A 5mm kidney stone lodged in my left ureter that attributed to septic shock

Having Klebsiella pneumoniae from backed bowels which also attributed to septic shock

Two surgeries after septic shock.

Was told after septic shock I would have no immune system and only 25% brain function!

I survived the deaths of all 4 grandparents, I was blessed to know each one before they passed.

I have held many different jobs, customer service, #1 store manager of Leslies pools in our district for 1.5 years, Apple online sales consultant, AppleCare tech for iOS and Mac, a QC for iOS, now a QC for iTunes+.

I moved from NJ with 6 bags of luggage to Tucson with Ronald Wright. We knew no one, had no jobs, no car...we came here on blind faith in the Universe.

I have been through weight loss and weight gain.

I helped Ron raise his daughter who came to live with us from 2009-2013 she put me through hell and destroyed relationships that I had with Ron’s family.

2020 here I am sitting on my patio, thinking about this.

I have survived so much in life and I accomplished so much!

Now we are living the dream in a nice house that our landlord and lady allow us to do whatever we want in so long as it’s legal and not harming the house, ourselves or others.

We have great jobs.

We have our fur babies.

We have our health.

We have a truck to drive.

So tell me why hide myself away from the world?

Because of my fun crazy posts that might “offend”someone? Let them be offended that on them not me, I am not responsible for how others perceive me or if they get offended.

Tired of living in the shadows and hiding my light!

What do you want moving forward?

What have you put out to the Universe during this amazing and last super full Scorpio moon?

I want to have a better 2020 filled with great, deeper, more meaningful, unconditional friendships that last. I want to get out more to see more of what Arizona has to offer!

I also want to share more about a Thrive, she our experience wherever I can!

I want to help others to feel like we feel…

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‪I also want to share more about a Thrive, help others to feel like we feel with it. I want others to experience feeling happier and healthier with Thrive! I want to see others do this with us! ‬

‪I want to celebrate life and live it without being in fear!‬

Passion, Energy, Focus….I am where I want to be

Midweek Check In

I was told by someone who doesn’t understand social media, blogging, or YouTube that I should keep to myself and not share anything!

This person also told me that I should not curse on my videos or my posts!

All I could do was blink my eyes and smirk!

My facial expressions say it all!

Proud Of Who I Am

These last couple of weeks I grew accustomed to doing video blogs or VLOGS as people call them, I make the video with my iPad Pro then upload to YouTube then share here and all over the place. Today I felt like writing.

It’s been a very relaxing and peaceful weekend for Ron and myself, we took three days off together. While we can’t really do much as most stores have been shut down, the…

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Thrive For Better Health

At first Ron and I did this for better health, until we realized how much money we are saving as well in getting healthier.

We were spending almost $1000 in health food products, vitamins, allergy meds, gut meds and this is stopping all that!!

Go to http://wildsassydiva.le-vel.com to start Thriving for yourself!

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