My Sex Life
For those who are interested... A little bit about me.
I've been submissive as long as I can recall. While I got some pussy I always preferred oral. When I started dating my now wife I early on confessed I had a foot fetish.
She is ticklish down there, but would allow me to worship. At this point I started to get less pussy and honestly it felt better to worship her feet and get a HJ. I couldn't make her cum with my smallish 5" dick.
We went that way for awhile with me giving her mostly oral, pussy on special occasions and usually a HJ or FJ for regular releases. She slowly got less interested in it and would have me finish myself. When she realized how I took to that it started to become more me jerking off with her feet in my face and HJ/FJ once in awhile with very rare pussy.
I enjoyed when she refused and had me jerk and she noticed this so this happened more and more. Soon it became that jerking off was the main event, feet in my face was the best I could hope for and maybe a hj or fj on a special occasion and pussy was pretty much gone.
I had a brief pussy renaissance with having kids, but since Christmas 2022 I'm pussyfree. She gave me pussy and said you won't get any the next year, but its continued, year after year.
I still got a few HJs in 2023, but come Christmas 2023 she offered me a special last foot fuck and said that she wouldn't be touching my little guy sexually anymore. It was a great Fuck, wish I lasted longer. So since Christmas 2023 the only way my little nub has gotten off is with masturbation.
Around then I started chatting with my online Alpha @iknowyoursecretsss. He encouraged me to keep pushing my wife to give me less and less. Less nudity, less time with her feet, fewer squirts. Unfortunately for me, she has been all to happy to have me get less and less. He helped suggest I have my squirts alone and encouraged me to embrace toilet squirting, which is now basically the only way I 'have sex' (save the rare shower drain squirt).
Having to do the "walk of shame" to and from the bathroom after going down on my wife is so humiliating. To make matters worse I never mSke it more than a minute tugging into the toilet bowl and then flush there goes my filth. My cum hasn't touched any part of my wife's body in over 2 years.
Nowaday's a foot to kiss and sniff as I jerk is the most special sex I will get and something my Alpha believes is too good for me.
Alpha doesn't allow me to penetrate anything buy my hand and rarely the toilet (toiletpussy). He allows edging, but I am only allowed to squirt every few weeks.
Thanks to @iknowyoursecretsss, my wife basically doesn't have to deal with my little worthless nub and enjoys sex so much more.
I'll update with any big events, otherwise ask any questions!
