my answer is you

[jaehyunsprincess]

intro + masterlist ✧˳⁺⁎˚࿐

intro !

hii^^ welcome to my blog !! im so glad you're here >3< im ari <3 my pronouns are she/her or jaemins/wife

i mainly post angst, fluff and timestamps ! sadly i do not write smut because GOD DAMN HOW DO PPL DO THAT ?? buut feel free to send in your smutty thoughts lmao and i can build up on those !

i usually write for my biases in nct - jaehyun, jaemin, mark, haechan, jeno and yangyang, but if you request a specific member i'll do them ! btw, requests are hiiighly encouraged

besides nct, i also stan stray kids, bts, txt, blackpink, newjeans, le sserafim, p1h, itzy and svt, but i listen to a lot of groups !

masterlist !

main masterlist is here

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my boy, i plead for you to be more open with your heart. be just a little more brave. brave enough to let me hold you, thats all. and please, become a little kinder, love. you’re killing me.

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why are u always happy when its time to leave :(

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yesterday i also js like asked him randomly do u gatekeepe and we were talking abt it. and he goes “i gatekeep you tho” and i was like omg me?? why?? hes like “yea i think only one of my college friends knows u the rest dont. cuz ur mine”

OH???? EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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he also said if anything happened to his dad or me then he’d actually end it. everyone else is fine except his dad and me :( in the beginning he only said his dad but then later he was like “and you” and ☹️

i JUST WANNA KNOWWWW IF THATS REALLY TRUE OR NOTTTT and even if it is how may ppl has he said that too in the past. i know thats kinda unfair and will make me feel worse probably but aaahhhhh

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02052026

we made out. for the first time. it raining and thundering and lightening and we were under a tree. i dont know how to feel about it if im being very honest. our first kiss was so…magical. so full of love and tension and sparks were flying and im not saying the makeout was bad. no, not at all. it just- scared me. all my past experiences have been either sa or bcz the guy wanted to and i gave in under the pressure. but our kiss was so :( it was because he just wanted to kiss me. nothing more. and i know im safe with him and i know he would never ever do anything lile that to me. but :( why do i have this funny feeling then? not like im unsafe or i was pressured, but i just felt a lack of love and that FEELS very similar to the other times and aaah :(( i never wanted this to happen, not with him. i have no idea what to do now. i do wanna tell him cuz i wanna let him know how i feel cuz i dont wanna carry this alone but at the same time i do NOTTT wanna tell him anything at all bcz what if he js stops everything to try n be respectful.

but also. my hormones are very very fucked rn and i KNOW that. im very very emotional rn and so maybe thats projecting onto this and that sucks but. idk.

im gonna try and not cloud this memory with all these heavy feelings bcz we MADE OUT IN THE RAIN AGAINST A TREEEE DAWGG WHATTT AAAAAAA i just need to talk to him and ah :(

[shaebygirl]

I wanna have good sex in 2026 with someone who adores me

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IT HAPPENED 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

is manifestation rea cuz i reblogged this on 20 dec and although i didnt have sex sex it was smth very close…..with someone who veryyy much adores me (hes in love w me)

[jaehyunsprincess]

you make me feel like the hardest person in the universe to love. why is it so hard for you to care about me?

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i ask for one thing, universe. one thing. for him. and you cant even do that much for me? after fucking up my entire life you cant give methe one thing i so desperately pray for? how cruel. i know i havent lost him but why does it feel like it yaar :// fishie why are you so distant and why do you act like its something against your will? lovie, if u wanted to, if u truly wanted to put in the effort then i would be able to tell. but instead im out here telling you im not okay and i NEED you and you….you dont text. you dont call. it hurts. you KNOW if the roles were reversed id flip the world around for u.

and then u act like the victim and be like “its not like im choosing to not be here” baby that doesnt even make sense.

i thought i was getting better but im not.

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you were like sunshine healing my bloody scars, drying my tears and blooming flowers.

[seobhani]

no thanks i'm full i just want some milk

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please find my tumblr when i die

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i've never ever been this bad before lmao, its actually very scary and lonely. depression is so real and im so alone in it and ah. lmao i dont wanna make it thru gang, i really dont. surviving this would mean continuing to live thru this, why would i ever want that?

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i've been doing really bad these past 2 months actually lmao

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they diagnosed me w depression tumblr

[museify]

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me on nye btw.