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you want apologies? girl, you might h o l d your breath until your breathing stops forever, forever. the only thing you'll get is this curse on your l i p s - I hope they taste of me forever.

[jaeyxng-blog]

i have some hefty bio editing to take care of so while i do that (and watch the last episode of scream) maybe we can plot?? i have lots of open connections here or we can just discuss a plot!!

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donnxxts.

      there is something about jaeyoung that dongil could never explain. the older just make him feel like a child— and he doesn’t act like one with anyone. this isn’t something to complain, though. he likes it, he really do. somehow, to be feeling like a child is like feeling spoiled ( something he never was ). “— aigo.” he almost pouts but doesn’t bother to fix the hair. jaeyoung is also the only one who talks to him like that – referring to himself as dongil’s hyung. “— ahmm… how about galbi or samgyeopsal?” 

jaeyoung really feels a lot of affection and sense of protection over the younger male, almost like he’s a little brother to him. he casually drapes his arm around dongil’s shoulder, leading him down the street slowly. “ hmm... samgyeopsal sounds good to me. and beer? “ jaeyoung suggests with a raised brow. “ but i won’t let you drink too much if you have classes or practice tomorrow. “ jaeyoung’s been looking out for dongil since they became friends back in high school, and they’ve stayed close since, dongil always acting the cute younger brother.

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jvhoon.

He knew everyone had different music tastes and it really was no bother for him. He did had plans on writing some lyrics to go with the beats once he had the beats figured out and what type of work he wanted to do. He was aiming for a hip-hop type style type of song, so everything was going as planned so far. “I was actually aiming towards something hip-hop based so I’m glad this beat works out. I did plan on writing lyrics for it and having someone come in and cover it. I just wanted to get the beat done first so I get an idea of what I want to write about.” He watches as Jaeyoung went back to his laptop and figured that he should let the male go back doing his assignment. 

“ that sounds good to me. let me know how it works out. i’m a fan. “ jaeyoung mused as he gradually got back into the flow of his translation work. he was translating a short poem from russian to korean - being fluent in both languages, he knows what they should sound like but it’s hard to keep the meaning of the words consistent when both languages are so different. he sighed, running his fingers through his dark hair with slight exasperation. “ hey. “ he paused for a moment, the cyrillic letters on his screen reminding him of something. “ did your dad tell you my parents went to moscow for the week? some big business conference they were invited to. “ jaeyoung actually was also invited - but he just rejected the offer, already being focused on university. 

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minjachq.

*  :  ･ﾟ  ✧     he loves jaeyoung, that much is true. they’ve been friends ever since he can remember, ( well, since high school, but they feel like forever friends to minjae. ) even if they did part ways for a bit — it never seemed to matter; the pair picking up right where they had left off. he’s glad to have the male back in his life, as if he’s found the lost puzzle piece and he’s finally a whole picture again. his dimples are prominent, thanks to the grin he’s sporting. while he packs his belongings, it’s probably wrong of him, but he doesn’t doubt the other accepting his invitation, hence his speedy hands; he’d rather not make the other wait if he didn’t need to. just as thin fingers zip up his school bag, he feels his mobile vibrate against his side from its home inside his jacket pocket. a strap is thrown over his shoulder and he’s saying his goodbyes to those who kept him fueled as he pushed through his assignments ( and offers his gratitude ), eventually retrieving his phone once on the streets.   

( imsg ➜ 7:52pm ) : yeah, i’m fine !! no need to worry (: ( imsg ➜ 7:52pm ) : that sounds good to me, i just need to drop off my stuff ( imsg ➜ 7:52pm ) : i don’t want anything to happen to all the work i did  ( imsg ➜ 7:53pm ) : i’ll be there soon, tho. i can’t wait to see you !!

JAEYOUNG DIDN’T REALISE it at the time, but when he and minjae had drifted apart, there was some sort of emptiness in his life. it was only when he and the other male were reunited through university that the emptiness would go away, and he once again had someone who knew him, someone to rely on when things got tough. they know everything about each other, and sometimes it scares jaeyoung, to have his insides bared and available for someone else to see. but it’s relieving too, in a way. he needs someone to be there for him, although he would never admit a weakness. jaeyoung saves what work he has completed so far ( in two places, of course ), and his phone vibrates again. he can’t help but to break a smile at reading them - minjae always sends multiple texts and is always affectionate. in comparison, jaeyoung says what he has to in one or two messages and is usually... not so affectionate. it sort of describes their personalities, but they fit together better than anyone would believe, just like puzzle pieces. before responding to minjae, he changes from his loungewear into casual jeans and a t-shirt, slipping sneakers on while his thumbs type.

( msg ➜ 7:57pm ) : does samgyeopsal and beer sound good? the place we went to last time? ( msg ➜ 7:57pm ) : or soju. lol.

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jvngyubin.

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“ DON’T YOU USUALLY go for bad boys, yubin? what makes you come back to me? i’ll always be good. “ he muttered lowly, hands eager to touch at her skin, one remaining on her breast while the other roamed over her back. he leaned down towards her neck, lips hovering just underneath her ear. “ and not every girl gets to be fucked by me. what an achievement you made. i guess we both lucked out. “ he spoke softly, before pressing his lips to the skin of her neck, his track pants feeling all too constricting. the elevator arriving at the 6th floor was announced, and the doors opened - jaeyoung didn’t hesitate in pulling away from yubin to instead grab her by the wrist, leading her out and down the corridor towards a familiar room he knew would be unused. this floor seemed quiet, but who knew - students or professors could be busying themselves in other rooms. the risk was exciting though, and jaeyoung wasn't ready to stop here.

[jaeyxng-blog]

✿ % &

Send “✿” for a SUGGESTIVE text. 

( msg  → 11:48pm ) : i have some really fond memories of you in my bed with no clothes on. it was fun. ( msg  → 11:49pm ) : don’t hesitate to come here and relive those memories with me. 

Send “%” for a CURIOUS text.

( msg  → 9:14am ) : hey. i was just wondering.( msg  → 9:14am ) : approximately how hard would you kick my ass if given the opportunity. like for no reason. and would you do it?

Send “&” for a LOVING text.

( msg  → 1:15pm ) : the picture you posted on instagram earlier is really nice. you look cute. i don’t tell you it often, but... yeah. you’re pretty cute. thought you should know. 

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⁇ @ $

Send “⁇” for a DRUNK text. 

( msg  → 12:21am ) : jieun my friend you shuold have cme out after te event...( msg  → 12:23am ) : this club is p o p p i n ( msg  → 12:23am ) : yeh i did jsut say that( msg  → 12:24am ) : where did yuou even go( msg  → 12:29am ) : HEL P someone just tcouhed my butt

Send “@” for a SCARED text. 

(msg  → 6:36am ) : hey. you’ll probably be there before me, so when you get to the locker rooms this morning, go to my locker, the code is 2842. there’s medication in there that i shouldn’t have. if coach finds it doing a random check... just give it to me later. please.

Send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text.

( msg  → 8:40pm ) : no, i’m not fucking drunk, just come to my apartment right now. it’s not going to suck itself. ( msg  → 8:41pm ) : oh my god jieun that really was not for you. you don’t have to suck anything. and yes i’m a bit buzzed.

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kwonxjayeon.

‘‘tsarina yekaterina?  yes, i like the sound of that. i’ll be your yekaterina.’‘she joked, forgetting all the real historical facts. ‘‘tsar nikolai? the last tsar of russia? i think i like it. it suits you very well. i think he was a handsome man. but, all russians emperors had mustaches. so, i think that’s the only problem. no matter what happens between us, i’ll always be honest with you, my tsar. ‘‘ despite her joking tone, the promise was real.  

of course, she was obsessed with literature. she felt safer in the worlds of her favorite writers.‘‘yes, i know it now. you’ll be my favorite teacher.’’caring about someone was like playing with fire. try to pass it on, and you risk hurting someone else. hold onto it and eventually, you’ll get burned. but, she didn’t care. all her life, she had been afraid of her own emotions. but with him, it was different. her cheeks grew warmer with every second that passed.‘’… i doesn’t matter. just don’t let me go.’‘she murmured, with sadness in her voice. she cupped her hands around his face, stroking his cheeks and enjoying in the kiss. perhaps she just didn’t want to let him slip through her fingers. she was so foolish and naive, but she knew her feelings were real.

“ of course it suits me, it’s my name. “ he laughed, wondering if he had actually ever told that fact to jayeon or if she knew already. “ thank you, my dear yekaterina. you’re so kind. but i won’t be growing a moustache, fortunately. “ he grinned at her, her words making his smile all the more sincere. 

“ you will always pay attention in class... “ he murmured, and he couldn’t help but to think he enjoyed this teasing situation they had going on. playing into these feelings he had felt almost dangerous, but he couldn’t stop himself. why should he keep denying himself some enjoyment and the feeling of affection towards someone else? jayeon’s words carried such a sad feeling, too sombre for the moment. but he just continued to reciprocate the kiss, wanting neither of them to be upset by anything at all. somehow feeling brave with jayeon while sober, he deepened the kiss slightly, his hand moving down to rest on the back of her neck to keep her close, not wanting to part just yet.

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jvhoon.

He just needed a second opinion and seeing that Jaeyoung was in the room, he thought it was best to ask him. He just needed to know how his composition was going so far and if there was anything he should change or just scrap away what he was doing. He had the time to make a new composition if needed. He was well aware that Jaeyoung wasn’t an expert with music, but still a review was better than none.

He lets Jaeyoung listen to what he had so far and waited for an opinion. The younger was welcome to replay it too if needed. Jihoon just needed an opinion. He listened as the younger gave his comments on the piece and it relieved him a bit that it wasn’t terrible. “Well, I was aiming for something upbeat and could hype up a crowd, so I don’t see how no one can’t dance to it.” He could tell where Jaeyoung got the whole ‘beat for a short-ish rap song’ from and really he wasn’t thinking of using it as one, but it could actually work as one. “I could probably use it for a rap song if I wanted to,” he hums. “I’ll just have to play around with it some more and see what happens.” 

LEANING AGAINST THE desk a little, jaeyoung reaches down to replay the short piece of music once again, nodding his head along with it absentmindedly. after a second listen, he still likes it - so it must be good. “ i mean, it’s not a type of music that suits me, i guess. but i still like it. “ he hums as he moves back to his spot on the couch, bringing his laptop onto his lap once again. “ write something cool for it. that beat would go down well in some hip-hop clubs around here, it’s popular lately. “ his eyes glance over the screen, figuring out where he left off. “ it’s cool how you can create stuff like that. i wish i was creative sometimes. “ he mutters as his fingers resume typing, albeit a little slower than previously.

[dongho]

[wyminjae]

@jaeyxng

Sometimes it was hard for people to believe these two were actually related. The two of them were cousins in fact. You could say the both of them got along with one another. They really didn’t get all up in one another’s personal space, so there was that. It wasn’t like the both of them could avoid each other too. At some point of the week they’d run into each other. They hang out sometimes or they don’t for whatever the reason may be. Jihoon didn’t really mind. Sometimes Jihoon let the younger come into his studio to hang out or whatever it may be. Jihoon wouldn’t mind and let the male do as he pleased as long as it didn’t disturb him. 

So, here were the two hanging out in his studio with no classes until later in the day. Jihoon was busy working on a new composition for one of his classes. He had been actually working on it since the day he was assigned which was yesterday and it wasn’t due until a few weeks. So far everything was going well. With his headphones on, he listened to what he made so far and thought something was missing. It was always like this whenever Jihoon was creating a new work of his. Maybe he could get a second opinion of how it was so far. He knew it wasn’t completed, but still an opinion was always good to have. He removes his headphones and looks over at the younger. “Hey Jaeyoung,” he calls to the male, who was lounging on the couch doing who knows what. “Come here for a minute and listen to this and give me your opinion on it.”

[jaeyxng-blog]

IT’S NOT AS if the two cousins did not get along with each other - they just were not that close. they would chat casually, and easily hang out with each other at big family get-togethers, but jaeyoung wouldn’t label them as close. still, it was nice to sit in silence with each other while they both got a head-start on separate things - jaeyoung on a translation assignment, and jihoon on his composition. jaeyoung sits comfortably on the couch with his laptop on his thighs, typing at a fast speed, absorbed in his writing. he’s suddenly broken out of his concentration by jihoon’s words, and he nods, setting his laptop aside for the time being. music isn’t exactly jaeyoung’s area of expertise, but... a second opinion is always nice, right?

he knows jihoon is talented. what he’s made so far is actually great, honestly. it’s... different to jaeyoung, but it is definitely enjoyable. “ i really like it. sounds like something i’d pretend i could dance to when i’m drunk as hell in a club. “ he lets out a small laugh at himself, but it’s true. “ seems like... a good beat for a short-ish rap song to me. “

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jvngyubin.

HER EYES DARKENED over his persistence. she loved anyone who had a little initiative. “ you can take as long as it takes to remind me. ” she cooed as they entered the building. she headed for the elevator, wanting to enjoy a quick way up to the upper floors and to tease jaeyoung a little more. the button lights up, and she turned to the boy with a smirk. “ i love this little fearlessness in you. i mean, in the lecture rooms? how bad. ” she placed her arms over his shoulders, hand running through his hair. “ that makes it even more fun, doesn’t it? ” 

“I’LL TAKE MY time with you, don’t worry. “ as soon as the elevator doors opened he practically dragged yubin inside with him, and pressed her against the mirrored wall, hands resting on her waist once again.. luckily the business school’s building wasn’t being used for much during the fair, so they could probably get away with this. “ naughty, right? i mean, i’m not a bad boy. but i’ll have my fun with you. “ he licked his bottom lip, one hand casually sliding under yubin’s shirt to press his fingers against her bare skin. 

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☎

Send “☎” for a RUSHED text. 

( msg → 6:07am ) hey i know it’s early but did i leave my big coffee flask in your studio yesterday?? fuck it’s my favourite one i need it

[rpmememaker]

Send “✆” for a MORNING text. Send “✉” for a text that WASN’T SENT. Send “☎” for a RUSHED text. Send “⁇” for a DRUNK text. Send “✿” for a SUGGESTIVE text. Send “ø” for a LATE NIGHT text. Send “✘” for a HATEFUL text. Send “#” for a RANDOM text. Send “@” for a SCARED text. Send “&” for a LOVING text. Send “%” for a CURIOUS text. Send “ツ” for an EXCITED text. Send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text. Send “♀” for a HEARTBREAKING text.

[eon1bugi]

a knight or a prince?

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kwonxjayeon.

‘‘it sounds like you have a wonderful family.  it must be nice to have someone so far away. i understand now. it’s the custom of your family.’‘her mother wasn’t sweet nor generous. still, not all people were like her parents and it was nice to know that.’‘soju tastes just like juice. but, it’s a nice stereotype. probably the best. when you drink vodka, you feel like a tsar. trust me, every time i drink vodka i feel like a tsarina. you can call me the new catherine the great.’‘

‘‘i’m glad you like them. most people don’t know anything about alexander. let alone his poems.’‘not enough people appreciated the beauty of poems. she knew just how powerful they really were.his answer brought a smile to her face. ‘‘then, i’ll be the luckiest student in this world.‘‘she exclaimed with obvious delight. the kiss was soft and sweet, and it took her by surprise. it was also different, but she loved it. after a moment, she closed her eyes, letting herself enjoy in the kiss. she parted her lips and said,’‘in ecstasy my heart is beating.’‘perhaps life was just like a poem. her eyes were still closed, but she shivered,’‘do you remember this poem?’’she no longer needed alcohol to fuel her bravery. she didn’t want to run away and hide. but she was still very afraid of her own emotions.

“ they’re great. my korean family are so... stoic compared to the russians. almost as if the stereotype is reversed. “ jaeyoung smiled at his own words, and he let out a sincere laugh as jayeon spoke. it was nice to relax like this with her, saying honest words and funny jokes. “ catherine the great? yekaterina? i’ll call you yekaterina. if you’re tsarina yekaterina, then i’m tsar nikolai. really. “ he laughed again - it was not often he brought out his russian name - sometimes he did it when he wanted to amp up the intimidation or to sound distinguished - but joking around like this with jayeon felt natural. 

jaeyoung was never someone who was into literature and poetry, but of course, he appreciated it. plus, jayeon seemed so passionate about it - how could he deny her that? “ and i’ll be a very lucky teacher. “ he murmured to her softly. her words mid-kiss took him off-guard, and he had to be honest... he didn’t recognise that poem. not in that moment anyway - his thoughts were elsewhere. “... no. “ he muttered honestly, before his lips moulded to hers again in a more forward kiss, one hand coming up to rest on jayeon’s cheek. he disregarded his unsteady and unsure feelings in that moment, just wanting to focus on the right now instead.

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kwonxjayeon.

‘‘again, i can say the exact same thing.’‘she grinned shamelessly at him and nearly laughed. however, that thought made her sad. not even her own parents knew her well. she was just their beautiful pawn. they only bragged about her achievements, but they never cared about her feelings. she didn’t have many real friends - most of her friendships were based on superficial factors. yet, she felt comfortable with him, even though she felt a little nervous too.‘‘ah, is that one of the many customs in russia? trust me, not all people are so hospitable.’‘

‘‘really? i agree with the first part, but soju? are you serious? no, i refuse to believe you. all russians love vodka. i think that’s written in every history textbook. even i love vodka more than soju and i’m not even russian.’‘she said, shaking her head.‘‘allow me to quote alexander.’’she cleared her throat before she began to speak. ‘‘i want to understand you, i study your obscure language.”that was of course, the korean version of the poem.‘’my whole life has been pledged to this meeting with you…’’another one of his famous quotes.perhaps even her favourite.‘‘the university always has a lot to offer. but not all professors are good.‘‘ she was only looking for an excuse to see him again.‘‘would you really?’’she gazed up at him, with admiration in her eyes.

“ a custom... yeah, i guess it is. my family are so kind and welcoming when we visit. and my mother is the same with guests. “ he mused - he’s lived with two separate cultures his whole life, and comparing them was interesting at times. “ but yes, i’m serious. i prefer soju. stop feeding the stereotype! i like vodka, but... with alcohol i am full korean at heart. “

jaeyoung listened to jayeon intently again, and he recognised the poem she quoted. poems are always said to be better in their original language, with the true intent of the words staying unspoiled, but coming from her mouth, it sounded just as pretty in korean. “ i recognise them. i like them. “ he stated simply, before turning his head to return her gaze. “ i’ll be your teacher. “ jaeyoung said with a slight joking tone, revelling in the way she looked at him. it only took a few moments for him to be drawn in, for his head to lean down without hesitation so he could press his lips to hers in a soft kiss, much different from the previous night’s rushed and sloppy kisses.