5 months on T
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5 months on T
I’m telling you elephants are chill motherfuckers. They fucking love being helpful. They once defended a man with heatstroke from a truck that came to rescue him. They knew he was sick, laying against a tree for shade. They were watching over him and petting him, and they threatened to charge the vehicle for coming towards him. Another person passed out, and elephants cried over her and buried her body in a traditional elephant funeral. (Piling branches on her). And were quite spooked when she got up later. And an elephant was helping workers to put logs in holes for a wall. On one hole, the elephant absolutely refused to set the log in, despite being punished and goaded. Turns out there was a sleeping dog in the hole.
There are so many good elephants stories. They will even help zookeepers wash other elephants– literally, a zookeeper can be like “[Name 1], please wash [Name 2]” and he will go wash that elephant correctly. Listen guys. Not only are elephants people, but they’re largely better people than us. I’m 10000% serious.
depression tips™
shower. not a bath, a shower. use water as hot or cold as u like. u dont even need to wash. just get in under the water and let it run over you for a while. sit on the floor if you gotta.
moisturize everything. use whatever lotion u like. unscented? dollar store lotion? fancy ass 48 hour lotion that makes u smell like a field of wildflowers? use whatever you want, and use it all over.
put on clean, comfortable clothes.
put on ur favorite underwear. cute black lacy panties? those ridiculous boxers u bought last christmas with candy cane hearts on the butt? put em on.
drink cold water. use ice. if u want, add some mint or lemon for an extra boost.
clean something. doesn’t have to be anything big. organize one drawer of ur desk. wash five dirty dishes. do a load of laundry. scrub the bathroom sink.
blast music. listen to something upbeat and dancey and loud, something that’s got lots of energy. sing to it, dance to it, even if you suck at both.
make food. don’t just grab a granola bar to munch. take the time and make food. even if it’s ramen. add something special to it, like a hard boiled egg or some veggies. prepare food, it tastes way better, and you’ll feel like you accomplished something.
make something. write a short story or a poem, draw a picture, color a picture, fold origami, crochet or knit, sculpt something out of clay, anything artistic. even if you don’t think you’re good at it.
go outside. take a walk. sit in the grass. look at the clouds. smell flowers. put your hands in the dirt and feel the soil against your skin.
call someone. call a loved one, a friend, a family member, call a chat service if you have no one else to call. talk to a stranger on the street. have a conversation and listen to someone’s voice. if you can’t, text or email or whatever, just have some social interaction with another person. even if you don’t say much, listen to them.
cuddle your pets if you have them/can cuddle them. take pictures of them. talk to them. tell them how u feel, about your favorite movie, a new game coming out.
Reblog as much as you can
Exciting Update!
Alright so I've had some big things happen since the last time I posted.
First, I went to the endo and she said my levels were in the 200s and she kept me at my .25ml dose. I was hoping to get a slight increase but it is what it is. She also is sticking with 1 yr on T before any surgeries 😑😐
May 14th was the last day anyone could petition my name change so Wednesday I went to Social Security and switched my name over! Friday I went to MVA and paid 20 bucks for the License update. I'll get both cards in the mail in 2 weeks but OMFG I'M LEGALLY JACOB LEE GRAVES NOW! THIS SHIT IS AMAZING! I think my voice is starting to get a little deeper aswell. It feels so good to see progress, but as always my chest dysphoria drives me crazy. Well until next time Tumblr ✌
3 months and some dias 💉💉
So I've missed some post...oop. Just been going through the motions, working and shit. Went to group Friday and met new people. I've been listening to NF and I vibe his music for real. It's getting warmer out and I just want to go to the river and chill or fish or something. I have my endo appointment next Wednesday and I'm hoping she bumps my dose.
I have been growing the tiniest of stache and I just experience shaving my face for the first time yesterday. I hope it grows back 😅
I've started picking Spanish back up with this awesome free app I found duolingo, maybe one day I can't talk with the guys at the shop in spanish...one day lol well I know for not posting in forever this is kinda short but yeaaaaaaaaah. Until next time tumblr✌
Hi y'all, I'm Charlie! Thank you so much for visiting my fundraiser! I'm a 16 year old trans man who is in the process of medically transitioning (a very very slow process) and I'm hoping to have top surgery as soon after I turn 18 as possible, which is May 2019. This surgery is a medical...
Hi y'all, I’m Charlie! Thank you so much for visiting my fundraiser!
I’m a 16-year-old trans man who is in the process of medically transitioning (a very very slow process) and I’m hoping to have top surgery as soon after I turn 18 as possible, which is May 2019. This surgery is a medical necessity which will greatly reduce my dysphoria and would allow me to be able to go through the world without being questioned or harassed.
Top surgery is a gender reassignment procedure for transgender men that creates a masculine chest. It involves breast removal (Subcutaneous Mastectomy), male chest contouring, and nipple/areola resizing and repositioning. I wouldn’t be nearly as afraid of going into men-only spaces and would reduce the main portion of my dysphoria.
I need your help. My parents are not supportive and are forcing me to pay for this surgery by myself. I am still in school, so the jobs I can work is limited, so anything you could give would be a literal and figurative lifesaver. If you’re unable to donate please share and spread this as widely as you can, that also is a huge help. Thank you for taking the time to read this.
IF YOU CANT DONATE (I completely understand) PLEASE REBLOG OR SHARE!
Thank you so much, I give my love to all of you!!!
-Charlie
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So alot has gone on the past few days.
Two of my best friends FINALLY got married Saturday and I couldn't be happier. I've been listening to my friend Sami swoon over my friend Josh since 6th grade. Bumps along the way aside, it's crazy they tied the knot but not surprising.
Set up Friday was a back breaker, placing tents up, making benches out of trees, busting my head climbing into a hay loft. Exhausting. But it was BEAUTIFUL OMG. It was the first wedding I actually participated in and it was awesome. My friends are adorable together and everyone had a blast celebrating. My dysphoria was almost nonexistent, Sami was amazing and set everything up using my new name and she's had to do alot trying to switch me into a bridesman but it turned out perfect.
I also want to pat myself on the back to monitoring my drinking and not getting fucked up ☺. Well until next time tumblr. (Also my head still hurts😢)
Kid vs. adult
Still going
Shots down Jake up. This week has been tpugh, I started getting sick on Wednesday and I'm still sick. I feel like a bus crushed me and someone stabbed my neck. I've slept more then I ever have and I still feel shitty. My room mate told me to drink a beer cuz I'd feel better and my throat feels better but I feel like it's def. Not gonna make me feel better lol.
I just dyed her hair and it looks crazy but what can you expect with alcohol induced dying.
My little stash is getting darker guys!!! It looks like dirt and at first I was like ew I have dirt on my lip buuut NOPE it's me :)
I'm too buzzed to write alot so until next time tumblr😎
2nd Month!
Ok so I've come to terms with posting late. It's a sad thing because I'd like to post earlier buuuuut....yeah lol
So officially 2 months! That's insane. It doesn't seem like it's been that long but also doesn't feel like it's going at all sometimes.
T has put a damper on my weight loss though, I'm not losing anything anymore and it's frustrating. I'm not giving up though. I'll just have to keep pushing.
I filled out my name change petition forms! I just have to take them in to the court house once I'm off again. It will be great once it's all finished because my dead name is annoying at work.
I'm currently Pokemon going so I need to get back on my quest! Until next week Tumblr 😎
help my girlfriend get surgery!
my girlfriend ada has been fighting for every aspect of her healthcare as a disabled trans woman for an excruciatingly long and painful period of time. she finally has her GRS consultation in a few weeks but needs all the help she can get to fund her surgery. please consider reading her story, donating (even a dollar!), and/or reblogging 💜
LINK: https://www.youcaring.com/aida-1130884
Photography by Austin Jackson
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That’s the sun right there
Almost 2 months
Ok yes....i been sleeping on my post lol. But I'm back! Let's see here...i don't sound like Morgan Freeman yet but it's warming up. I'm completely quitting smoking again april 1st so I've been cutting back on smoking (I shouldn't even be fml) and I have my next endo appointment in a month to check my levels. I hope that goes well.
Went to my friends bridal shower, slightly awkward since I haven't seen everyone since the Bach weekend. It wasn't too bad but it's gonna take a while I think to get semi normal. I'm still gyming a bit but I really want to go more.
I found a cat yesterday with an injured paw so I took him to my old job (animal clinic) and they are taking good care of him. He's a stray so maybe they'll find his family but knowing how it's works probs not. No chip,slight percent(not a saying I just made that up😂)
Not alot for this post. I've been super bottom dysphoric the past week which normally it's just my top,I chalk it up to scoping out reelmagik shit though. Until next post Tumblr 😎
Puck’s Glen, Scotland
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Ok so I'm super late. That's my bad lol. I would say it was for something incredibly important but...its not. It's straight up lazy.
Ok so I noticed I had itching in the area I inject and it was super unnerving like maybe I was having a reaction or something but It's gone away, there were no bumps or anything so idk what it was.
My dysphoria is shitty atm and it's been bringing my mood down. My chest never seems flat anymore and I always have to reposition my chest tumors at work and it's irritating. I know one day I won't have the issue so I keep focusing on that. On a better note I got another tattoo. It's something I wanted now for like 6 or more years and it was again a random thing. My friend was getting a tattoo and had extra money because it was cheaper then she thought so she was like "want a tattoo?" And I was like hmmm ok lol. I love it and I'm so happy I finally got it. I also get to be a plus one on her gym runs and I'm hoping I can start getting back into working out.
I'll try and get my next post out by saturday, but no promises. Later days tumblr☺
open letter to all trans men
this is a friendly reminder that you need to acknowledge the privilege you have over trans girls as often as possible.
this is a friendly reminder that trans girls are demonized by much of the lgbt community while trans men are held on pedestals.
this is a friendly reminder that trans girls are often seen as aggressive and dangerous by cis people while trans men are frequently infantilized and romanticized by cis people.
this is a friendly reminder that trans girls, particularly trans women of color, are the minority most likely to be murdered in the united states.
this is a friendly reminder that if you’re a trans man it’s YOUR responsibility to speak up and defend trans girls, to acknowledge the existence of trans girls, and to support trans girls.
- sincerely, an ftm who sees too much transmisogyny in all political alignments