I have been what I now know to be trans for as long as I can remember, at least from the age of 5, I’m now 58 but for reasons I am not going into now, I haven’t been able to transition I have another blog on tumbler where I can be the white Christian woman I have always felt I was inside but recently I have discovered blogs about white males converting to Islam and becoming married Muslimas which really appealed to me Is there such a thing as masculine Muslim men that would take a white male, feminize him convert him to Islam and turn him into a Muslima, I fear this is just all fantasy but it has given me a lot of thought I have done a lot of research and I feel converting to Islam and living as a Muslim Woman is truly my calling and a path a really want to take I need some guidance to help me on my chosen path and help me adjust to a new life as a devout Muslima whether that be from a strong mature Muslim man or an understanding Muslim woman, I need help with my conversion to Islam, with appropriate Muslima clothing and how I should conduct myself, I understand that once I have said my Shahada, Allah himself will guide me but I still need help to get to that point I little about me, unfortunately the picture above is not me, I have ordered a few items of traditional Muslim women's clothing and will post a photo up as soon as they arrive, as I have stated above I am mature at 58 years old, I am quite a big lady wearing a UK size 22-24 and if you haven’t already guessed I live in England at present I have chosen a name for myself, Jamila Latifa Bashar but would be more than happy to change it if someone chose one for me My ultimate goal? to become a big breasted fat bottomed obedient devout Muslima, married to a strong mature Muslim man to whom I would be loyal, obedient and respectful, obey his requests and live by his rules look after his home and all his manly needs, devoting myself to him and and to Allah
