JETPLANE

all things from JAE to Z 29 / atx

[jan1z]

After reading Lucas’s input about a couple hours ago (“I scrolled through 12 feet of crap to look for a Janiz tweet and all I found was a bitchy Facebook status. Shame shame.”) I figured that there was something wrong with me.

[jan1z]

Prayer

[jan1z]

gentle cycle only

hang to dry

[jan1z]

everyone wants to take advantage of what i have to offer but when i need somebody to be there they are either mentally or physically MIA.

whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

[jan1z]

[jan1z]

a big bender

[jan1z]

Hello

[jan1z]

the thought of suicide still lingers in my head and it’s making me realize that I’ve been masking happiness all of these years

i want love but don’t know how to receive it

wish my brain worked better but it doesn’t

tired of running in circles in my head

i don’t know how to be vulnerable with anyone anymore and it feels like i’ve lost my sense of self

sometimes i think i remember my childhood differently - that there were more good times than bad

in reality i was just learning how to grow up, coping with being alone in my world and forced to watch the worst relationship between my mom and dad

i wonder sometimes if the voice in my head is my sister’s from growing up thinking that she hated me

or if this sense of never ending loneliness comes from not having a real relationship with my dad

I don’t fucking know. I feel like I’m in a prison.

[jan1z]

my ex pays for sex and that’ll always rhyme

[jan1z]

It’s been some time since I said fuck you.

[jan1z]

art, hangs, & holding thangs

what a summer

[jan1z]

“don’t” - bryson tiller

[jan1z]

my friend drove all the way to Louisiana for this relic and I had the hardest time trying to figure that shit out tbh

[fuzzbby]

Grace Lee.

[xanaxfarts]

Unnamed creatures from Fantastic Planet (1973)

[jan1z]

I really loved watching this.

Strangely had an epiphany that my life was about to change direction in the middle of it tho

[jan1z]

Stevie Licks

[misericordiia]

[04k96]