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Things might be rough but seeing my ex-situationship-from-when-I-was-17-that-made-me-loose-my-ability-to-love’s 10/10 ex girlfriend posing as a bottle girl with a sign saying “my new man richer” made things a bit better

When someone tells me I was his first choice but she’s the last one of us to touch him so who’s the real winner

I’m so scared that I’m somehow pretending that I was actually into him. Idk. Now I like reeeeeally wanna fuck him but when I was in the moment I know I questioned intimacy with men. And today she held her hands around my back and I liked it a lot. I don’t want to be a lesbian. But I can’t only really want one guy. I’d know if I meet him again but he “has to serve his country”. Another attractive guy won’t be into me again. So I’m left to question: am I gay or did I like actually really love him?

Drunk on the last bus home btw

it takes me 6 months to get over someone that I actually liked that is far too much time

I no longer pretend he holds me as I´m trying to sleep (he has not once held me as I was falling asleep)

luvbecca222

the vibe this summer

espresomartini

listening to the same music i used to listen when i was 14-15 is something else i'm still her i'm nothing like her anymore she knew everything she knew nothing she was so right she was so wrong

jupitersmusings

good things will happen 💫

things that are meant to be will fall into place 💫

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“I began to draw an invisible boundary between myself and other people. No matter who I was dealing with. I maintained a set distance, carefully monitoring the person’s attitude so that they wouldn’t get any closer. I didn’t easily swallow what other people told me. My only passions were books and music”

-Haruki Murakami