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I don't understand

I don't get it at all. Your words and your actions keep contradicting themselves. What's the point in apologizing when you're just going to keep in doing. I can't wrap my head around it. How could you just keep kicking someone while they're down? And you wonder why I so desperately distanced myself from you. I'm beyond down with these passive aggressive attacks. Don't push me. I will go, and if I do, I'm never going to see you again. Because I'm so done with letting you hurt me. You're not so above everyone as you'd like to think. And one day, you'll learn that.

Happiness

I hope I can find happiness, but maybe it's not for me. Maybe I'm meant to go about this life down on my knees. Maybe I f*cked it up half way there and God's mad at me. I hope I can find happiness, but it's hard to see. I hope that he finds happiness. I hoped he'd find it with me. I hoped he'd smile walking up and when he lays down to sleep. Maybe I can't do much for him, but I could give all of me. If he could find happiness... Even if I'm not his happiness... If he lets go, and he's happy, then that's enough for me. And then I'll find happiness, but he'll be so mad at me.

I'm not okay

I have never felt so alone in my life. My metal health is not okay. Just because you don't understand it doesn't mean it isn't real. And just because I seem fine doesn't mean I am. I want to explode. I want to scream. Anything at this point or I'll break apart. I can't handle this anymore, being fired at on all angles. There's only so much I can take. And this is that line, I'm only finger tips length away. I'm trying, but I'm tired. So very, very tired...

Hello. My phones kinda broken but I'll be back soon lol. Stay tuned #hey https://www.instagram.com/p/Br5lzT_nReS/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=12vqs537cnu1s

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So I’ve been gone

I won’t apologize for it, because I had good reason. I am also learning to be easier on myself and understanding that not everyone needs an explanation. My health has been my biggest concern, and that’s all I have to say on the matter for now. Feel free to follow my Youtube channel for better updates at Janejusticedoe