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#79 What you wear when he takes you away on holiday

Jai: He takes you on a romantic holiday to Greece where you spend the whole time on the beautiful hot beach.

Daniel: He takes you to Amsterdam where you go out to the historical sights and spend the nights clubbing.

James: He takes you to Italy where you spend most of your evenings in the local restaurants eating delicious Italian food and the day time you go out on romantic trips around the country.

Luke: He takes you to France. You spend one week at Disney land Paris and the rest in the sunshine shopping at the local markets and spend the nights going out to clubs.

Beau: You go to London where you spend the week in a fancy hotel, seeing a few shows on the west end and clubbing.

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It was only a matter of time

I forgot how good that pain could feel

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And just like that I have that familiar urge again

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My family constantly make me feel like shit and im sick of it

The only reason they talk to me is to put me down and I genuinely can't take it anymore. I desperately want to move out but I have no where to go and I just don't know what to do. I'm always the one crying myself to sleep and feeling like I just want to end everything but they don't see it because they dont care enough to look. I hate it, I hate them, I hate me and I hate life. I'm so tired of being called fat, ugly, slut, whore. I'm sick of being made to feel like a disappointment. I'm sick of having no one to talk to about it. I'm sick of having no one who cares. I'm tired of hearing about how im a disappointment and worthless. I'm sick of feeling miserable, like I don't matter, like no one cares. I'm sick of being the one being left to cry in my room all alone. I'm sick of the empty feeling inside me like I have no purpose, like im not wanted, like I shpuld just kill myself. Im sick of people using me. Im sick of fake friends putting me down because they think theyre better tthan me and they cant even look me in the face. I've never wanted to die more than right now but im too fucking scared to actually end it! I can't even do that right. I hate my life! I hate myself!