DIVA WITH A BLOG

the mind is a precious thing..don’t waste it

[janopy]

So much has changed and so have I my life upside down but inside out all at the same time

Will this pain sit or rise

Will this be for me now or be stuck in the past

Will anything ever last

(Blogging and poems are kinda my thing and I’m turning them into my hobby I love tumblr

Xoxo-diva)

~New theme in the works~

[paper-wounds]

[wildweirwood]

— Faith Alexandria, Fears of the Heart

[janopy]

It’s 2026…

And I’ve learned that people are what they show you that first time and that being alone is apart of growing and experiencing different sides of yourself and learning from within during the time you spend alone.

Love isn’t the answer

Yes it may seem like it is but really the answers all lie within you not outside of you

Im just trying to say that life is what you make it and im not going to continue to make my life miserable because someone else wants it that way when they’re miserable themselves.

Just choose peace and yourself :)

[rontieremodeled-deactivated2023]

take care of what you love.

[janopy]

ITS 2025 ALREADY

So I honestly have so much to say because this year has taught me so much in just a little short amount of time…well that’s what it feels like but I’m tipsy and I want to recap some of the things that have made me understand that people are not your responsibility you don’t have to fix someone,you don’t have to take care of someone who doesn’t give a fuck about you,you can just be

I have had a lot of ups and downs BUT

I’ve learned that people show you who you are the first time so believe it and go with your gut and do what you know you have to for you

So live the life you want without someone in your ear making you feel like you can’t

[janopy]

You walked into my garden

And made the soil dry out

The sun stopped shinning

You drained me of so much

But I still stand tall growing high

And strong even while feeling weak

Weak like a leaf breaking free

Changing colors

Like Autumn

I felt a different energy that night

I was fading away in your eyes

[janopy]

Dear Nobody,

I have stopped looking for it and then it doesn’t exist anymore and it never did

It was just a gentle breeze that turned into a viscous Tornado that ripped apart towns brick by brick

The same bricks I have once built

The garden I had once grown

But instead of taking it personal and dwelling on the inevitable things that probably won’t come true ever

I walked away from the disaster that was left around me underneath my feet

I could smell the disheartening silence

All around me,I began to walk away from it all

From the uncertainty of everything I used to know of is gone doesnt exist it doesn’t exist

I kept telling myself this until it didn’t exist

Because it didn’t

[janopy]

Dear old me

Thank you for letting me experience the pain so I could find strength and motivation

Thank you for helping understand holding on hurts more then letting go

And if it’s meant to be it will be but until then let it be

——————-

Where to begin

Where do I even start

I’ve been experiencing a lot of new things in my life slowly but surely and things are going fine for the moment but I’m just enjoying taking everything in one day at a time

Sincerely

~Happier me

[janopy]

I have realized healing is different for everyone and can not be avoided either or put on pause

You will wake up some days and not want to even get out of bed and want to rot and there will be days you will ..

You will ..lay in bed and just rot in it with your tears and your thoughts swirling around in your room into your mind crumbling up in your insides making you want to hide from the pain

…but then you ..start to see that these feelings are temporary like the person you’re healing from

Like that phone you broke

Or that job that you lost

You have to be ok with being removed and elevate your mind and go within and it takes time don’t compare your story to others

Everyone’s is written differently

You can either rewrite yours or continue living a never ending story because you refuse to see the new beginning that’s ahead of you

Take it in let it go if it’s meant for you you will know

[perfectfeelings]

“Repeat after me: My current situation is not my final destination.”

— Unknown

[madworlddiary]

It Hurts Until It Doesn't

I don't feel wrong anymore and I refuse to say sorry when you left me with nothing holy to fight for.

I cradled the last of my sanity in over burdened arms and looked in the mirror to see the unrecognizable as I washed away harm.

Everyday I chip away at these wretched walls, building a foundation with my own hands; starting from scratch.

[what-iz-life]

it's not overreacting, we all have different levels of sensitivity. if it hurts, it hurts. no explanation needed

[daydreamers-serene-musings]

"A poem begins as a lump in the throat, a sense of wrong, a homesickness, a lovesickness."

--Robert Frost

[resqectable]

“I fell in love with your personality, your looks are just a bonus.”

— Unknown

[perfectfeelings]

“Sometimes suffering is just suffering. It doesn’t make you stronger. It doesn’t build character. It only hurts.”

— Kate Jacobs; Comfort Food

[becoming-thebest-of-myself]