Jay glanced once in the mirror, flexing his graduation gown as he inspected his outfit. It did nothing for his figure and hid every curve of his muscle, but in all honesty, that was probably the furthest thing from his mind.
Jehan shyly entered the dorms then, pushing past the heckles of his brother’s room mates and approached the soon-to-be-graduate with a wide smile. “After all this time, who knew you’d be able to graduate before me” Jehan ducked in time to miss the hook that Jay threw at him and tackled him into a hug instead. “I’m going to miss you, hyung” It was odd for Jehan to be anything but playfully disrespectful to his hyung so Jay didn’t bother retaliating but instead slowly wrapped his own arms around his brother.
And this is it, Jay's final post. It explains what he does after graduation and all that kind of jazz. I'll probably keep his tumblr inactive but not deactivated for the memories and shit. Might answer some asks in the future since he's still sticking around the castle.
Ultimately, this is the end of Jay. It really makes me sad how he actually graduated even though he is such a dim baboon half the time but I guess i'm proud of him too. He managed to bag Min, so you know, there's that highlight HAHAHA.
Well. See you all on the flip side (which is actually like junhyungs account or something)
Congratulations to us all for actually making it and not failing horribly! Now in the spirit of reminiscing, I leave you all with this wonderful sight.
Is there nothing better than me in a skirt, bra and blonde wig?
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I KNOW BUT I’M CONFUSED BECAUSE JUNHYUNG IS A 6TH YEAR SO WHY DAHAIL WOULD HE EVEN BE WRITING LETTERS OR WHATEVER DAFUQ Y’ALL ARE DEWWIN?’
he's writing one for hwaeji since she is graduating. like. i don't see why you're getting worked up over this LOL WHY CANT HE WRITE ONE TO HWAEJI? I'M SO CONFUSED TBH IDEK.
Don’t know if I should actually be happy about that though. ( * smirks slightly — It would have been funny… kind of. ) I—is that… ( * blinks and stares blankly at the photo album before opening it ) … each year, huh? Ever since second year even. ( * clears throat and tries to regain composure ) Thanks, man. This is… great. ( * awkwardly smiles at him )
I kinda feel like a bint cause I didn’t get you anything but — ( * stops, eyes widening ) Wait, I’ve got an idea! Come with me. ( * grabs Jay and drags him out to the Quidditch lockers )
( * takes a deep breath before handing over a broom to him ) I know you don’t have one anymore so—the Devastation 2500. You know, the one I used to terrorise people with. It’s not as good as the Polar Express 3000, but they’re both custom made and bloody brilliant and better than anything you can find on the generic market… ( * clears throat and looks away ) So, you know. Take care of it.
(/shrugs, happy that she liked it) I thought it'd be a nice way to end all of it, right? A documentation of our glory days.. even if most of them ended up in a fight (/laughs shyly as he stands next to her, looking at each photo, pointing out various memories.
Oh, don't worry about! You can make up for it anytime (/suddenly dragged off) ... or right now, whatever's cool for you (/blinks when they suddenly arrive to the quidditch lockers, looks around confused) Didn't you gather your things already?
(/watches curiously as she reaches into her locker, pulling out her broom and raises his hands instantly to deny) No, no, no way am I taking this off you its your broom- (/stops himself knowing that she isn't going to stop unless she takes it so he does so reluctantly) thank you.
When Jay dropped that figurative bomb on her, Seungah forgot to breathe for about ten seconds. Her eyes searched his for anything left of the boy she knew before. Nothing. Everything was tossed up and different. Then it came to her. It was because of her. The girl who she had so readily passed on her previous somewhat embarrassing title to. She smiled when she remembered seeing the two of them laughing over some inside joke. His smile when he was with Min was different. Any idiot would’ve been able to decipher the significance. She knew of their relationship and everything he went through when he decided to take on the responsibility that was being shoved onto his younger brother. He deserved the happiness in life he was deciding to pursue. Seungah? Well, she has lived through this her entire existence. The least she could do for him was cover his absence within the clan. Then came the thought of what was growing in her. Her smile faded slightly when he finished speaking. She shoved the thought completely to the back of her mind. Out of sight, out of mind, right? Business was business. The Hufflepuff plastered her usual grin on her face, giving him a soft pat on the cheek, “I’ll miss you too.”
He didn't know if he was entitled to a hug, if he deserved to explain to her his reasons, if he was even allowed to say that he'll miss her back or simply just walk away. She was a part of his life that he had to leave behind if he had any hopes of being someone different, someone better.
He could see the emotion run across her face as she tried to search his own for answers. He had gotten quite good at hiding his emotions as of late. If this was a good thing, he didn't know. Nodding at her once more, he readied himself to walk away, turning his heels and took a step, pausing a metre away from her.
"I just, um, I just wanted to say thank you" He began, turning around and suddenly grateful for the space he had allowed to spread between them. Now that they weren't so ridiculously close to each other, he felt a little less embarrassed admitting to her part of the reason why he had to leave the mafia (her) behind. "and really I'm sorry things couldn't have been better between the two of us. It's just hard to say no to the girl of your dreams, right?" He stifled a laugh at his use of his sentence before nodding towards her once more
It had only been two days since the confirmation of her current state, two days since she confided in Hwaeji. The Residential Mother of Hogwarts was currently well on her way to becoming a biological mother to one of her own, and her biggest fear was repeating mistakes that had cost her the chance preceding this one. It wasn’t that she wanted to be one at such an age, or her position, considering the life she leads. But hell, she’ll figure out as she goes along. Now the only thing left was to tell him. How was she even going to begin? It’s not like she had to explain. Waking up next to him the morning after, her entire figure in complete pain and remaining sore throughout the course of the day. It didn’t take a genius to deduce what had occurred the night before. Her thoughts were trucking along swimmingly, until they were interrupted. Speak of the devil. There he was, approaching her, with the most awkward smile across his face, after having avoided her for almost two weeks. Quite frankly, she never expected Jay to be bashful or shy of anything. Or at least, that’s what she thought based on what she thought she knew about him. With every action he took after that night, he was proving her wrong. Still, she felt obligated to play along, so she slowly turned to face him, however, remaining where she stood, trying to the best of her abilities to flash him a smile he was familiar with, “Hey! Yeah, sure, what’s up?” Seungah would bring up the topic in question, eventually.
His fingers wrapped around her petite wrist as he pulled her to a more secluded part of the courtyard, a slightly hidden corner. He leaned against the wall, folding his arms over his chest, and looking up at her. He wasn't really interested in really talking about the daily going-ons and decided to just cut straight to the point. "I don't know if you've heard but I'm dropping out of the mafia" He said simply, offering no explanation for his choice. No one wants to hear what he had to say especially what he had done with her.
No one needs that kind of heart break.
"I just wanted to let you know before they try to coax an explanation out of you. I've informed Maria, Paul and the rest of the family. They're working towards trying to fill my space so they might be looking to speak to you within the coming weeks." He continued on, pausing to think if there was anything more to add. When he realised that that was all he had to say on the topic he looked up at her with a smile, pushing himself off the wall and readying to walk away but stopped himself for a second. "it was really nice knowing you, Seungah" He added, putting on the most genuine smile he could form. It was the truth after all.
His bags were packed, his textbooks collected and all of his worldy possessions already sent off to home in Seattle. Everything was done and all that was left for the Gryffindor was to get up on that stage and graduate.
And one more tiny detail he couldn't forget.
Climbing down the stairs of the Gryffindor tower, he rolled up the sleeves of his plain white button up, revealing the new tattoo that adorned his wrist. He would have never been allowed to etch such a thing onto his skin but thanks to his new found freedom, anything was possible.
He glanced down the hall before jogging towards the corner, his eyes still searching for the one person he didn't want to see but needed too. It wasn't until he reached the Great Hall that he finally spotted the Hufflepuff sitting in the courtyard. Running his fingers nervously through his air, he sucked in his breath and began to walk towards her, embarrassment evident on his face. "Hey Seungah, um I was wondering if we could talk" He said simply, trying to put the most genuine smile he could across his face.
It had been almost a week since his night with Seungah and he hadn't been able to get her out of his head. Not Seungah, however, but Min. He hadn't been able to get the pretty Ravenclaw who he has known his entire life out of his head.
And that scared him to his bones.
Why did he suddenly care what Min would think, what she would say if she knew, what she would do once she found out. Why did he want to hide this secret from her, just her, and no one else? Why was he paranoid that he had made the biggest mistake in his life? Those questions would run through his mind day in and day out. He just couldn't figure them out.
Turning the corner quickly, he entered the Great Hall, eyeing each table length for a familiar face. A few people waved at him, called him over and such but his eyes darted towards a lone female at the Ravenclaw table. "Hey there," He grinned, sitting himself down beside Min.
She looked up lazily, as if she already knew he was coming, offering him his favourite smile before returning to her meal. He wasn't really in the mood to eat, he hadn't had an appetite since that night anyway, so he conjured a goblet filled with water and bought it to his lips slowly, eyeing her.
He had that unfamiliar feeling of paranoia that she already knew, that she was about to storm off and leave him. Forever. He quirked an eyebrow as he watched her until she finally noticed and gave him a confused feeling in return. "nothing," he waved her off instantly "there was someone behind you" She glanced over her shoulder to look at nothing but empty seats. Her features were clouded with complete confusion but she shrugged it off, already well used to him being like this.
He returned to his goblet after that, watching the waves of the clear liquid hit the edge of metal that enclosed it. He watched as his reflection stared back at him as if giving him its own disapproving looks -- but he couldn't figure out why. He placed it roughly back onto the table, uninterested in thinking about why he was so worried. He caught a glimpse of Min in the process and had to do a double-take when he did.
She had her hair fallen against her shoulders, fringe messily hung from the tip of her forehead and the quill playing in the air. Seeing her out of the regular teasing persona that she normally had with him caught him off guard and only then did he realise just how beautiful she was. Breath-taking even.
Once again she caught the stare at looked up at him, more confused than before. "What in the world are you looking at?" She finally asked, her first words that night.
"You're really kind of..." The words were out before he realised as he blinked at her "...beautiful"
Her hand came to her mouth as she shyly laughed into her palm, tucking her hair behind her fringe. "You're an idiot" She said simply, shaking her head and returning to her work.
"Yeah, a massive one" He laughed with her, his more awkward than her own. "I'm failing transifugiration" He said suddenly, noticing the textbook that she was reading. She laughed at him once more, something that he expected and once more the words were out of his mouth before they had even finished forming in his head "What do you think about me staying behind an extra year?" This time they both laughed, loudly, causing a few faces to turn into their direction. His laughter stopped abruptly however as the thought resonated in his mind.
He wanted to stay the extra year.
And finally everything made sense to him. As she continued to laugh at his misfortune of having to repeat, the realisation dawned. Why he was worried about her finding out, why he was keeping it a secret from her, why his dreams as of late always seemed to involve Min, why he wanted the extra year at Hogwarts, why he was more than happy to retake all his subjects.
due to popular demand it seems i'll be bringing gd and chen into the rp sooner than i had originally expected, aw yeah. with all that said, i'll be writing a couple of closed paras, saying some shitty graduation goodbyes and then dropping both jay park and woo hyunmin. i guess i'll keep their accounts around purely for some on-going plot lines (primarily jaymin, perhaps some jayseung, mika/hyunmin, bekah/hyunmin and ... idk i think thats all tbh orz)
i'll probably keep jay's head canon going too, attach it to junhyung's main account or something idk yet we'll see asdjhakshjdasd.
okay so unless you've got an important story line with either characters or you want to see why jaymin is like a totally awesome ship or you wanna have secks loljk bitches get away from me please unfollow both characters.
or dont, i'm not a cop. don't really currrrr.
kcool, gonna go eat and then apply for said characters n_n
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