Unanswered
All I want is to be loved. And to be happy. Is it that hard to somebody? Is it that hard to not think selfishly? Is it that hard not to trust? When you see me giving my all to make you happy and to feel loved, the feeling I am longing for in-return. Why find a way to ruin that? Why live in misery when happiness is sitting right in front of you? How do you go from hot to cold so quickly? Why is it that you don't believe me when I have given you no reason not to? I sit here in silence with these questions running through my head. Creating block outs like I can't think of anything else. Why is this emotion so consuming? The answer is in front of me but why do I procrastinate. Why do I let myself get to this point. -why do we hold on to the good times and try to out way them with the bad times. Meanwhile the whole time you have this hole or what it feels like to be one in your heart, which you try to fill with any once or happiness shared between you.
