[goldpixy-deactivated20230510]

[jazzipowwow]

Golden hour

[wodezhenxin]

I know you’ve reached out your hand

for me to hold

but there are things I need to do on my own

first

before I ever allow myself to grab another hand.

[1112pm]

Thoughts.

How do you balance between the hysteria and the day-to-day? How do you properly feel both relief and pain. What is the accepted human emotion while I’m indoors swiping my thumb in an upwards motion, shoulders shaking at the satire, while others are shaking in tears, gasping for air— “Today, we hit a new record high, 2,000 has died.”— turn it off, shut it out. Just don’t watch. But wait, the sky is bluer. So and so just donated. You can sew your own masks, provide your own free meals, give. So and so just donated. “Students, I’m sorry to inform you that your graduation ceremony has been cancelled.” That’s alright. We don’t have enough ventilators so “younger” people take priority. So and so’s mom just got laid off, did you hear? “You know, some families can’t even afford groceries.” You should feel lucky because—“Today, we hit a new record high.” Didn’t they say that yesterday? How can you be laughing at jokes, why don’t you care? I do care. “New York just postponed their state bar indefinitely until Fall.” That’s when we looked forward to being licensed. All our effort.. “Today, we hit a new record high.” People are out there risking their lives, what are you doing? Scrolling. What is the accepted human emotion? 

Breathe. 

It’s heavy.

[noura-pal-deactivated20200817]

[together-or-forever-alone]

what i need right now 🌊

[wodezhenxin]

I know you’ve reached out your hand

for me to hold

but there are things I need to do on my own

first

before I ever allow myself to grab another hand.

[ifaeae]

[heartingg-deactivated20190922]

A literal dream date

[jazzipowwow]

[softest-archive-deactivated2023]

I’m ok. I’m gonna be ok. I’m gonna live a beautiful life and I’ll get to know beautiful people. I will create things of beauty and be surrounded by flowers. And I’ll love myself, and I’ll be soft, I’ll be kind. And I’ll be ok.

[studyinky]

I don’t know how I can be so ambitious and so lazy in the same time.

[arkitekcher]

[archatlas]

Andrew Kow

[jazzipowwow]

Next update, I hope I'll be happy.

[porcelainapparition]

[sabrinasako]

[i-love-you-from-a-distance]

Love is always full time, never part time, never some times, and certainly not just on your time.

(via i-love-you-from-a-distance)

[jazzipowwow]

Proud of my high school batch graduating. Gives me more motivation, knowing that my year is successful so far. Big ups to them. Can't wait to see the fam this week, I need it.