jelizabethevans

you gotta keep your head up for the sole reason of not having to deal with sympathetic looks and the consistent need to be different

[jbethguerrero]

IMESSAGE || JENNA 💕

ZAYN: and i like you very much. i'm glad you don't mind it but i guess i'm just not used to it.

ZAYN: i know but do they have to be so harsh toward you?

jenna: they do, because that's the kind of people that are here. i'm fine, i don't care because i have you at the end of the day.

[jbethguerrero]

IMESSAGE || JENNA 💕

ZAYN: it's because you mean so much to me. i want you to know that. i don't mean to be sappy but i want you to know that i care about you.

ZAYN: i sure hope you're right. i really hope my friends do accept you.

ZAYN: i know they're going to be mad but what can i do at this point

jenna: you know i like you very very much. i don't care about you being sappy. it's cute.

jenna: you let them be angry and mad, it's okay, it's all part of the whole situation.

[jbethguerrero]

IMESSAGE || JENNA 💕

ZAYN: I told you I would. You mean a lot to me, Jenna.

ZAYN: I still agreed to go along with everything so I'm pretty sure they won't care what you have to say. They know it's partly on me too.

ZAYN: it's not okay. i hate seeing them gang up on you and I never know what to say.

jenna: you just message me like you did and tell me how proud you are that i actually decided to get up and do something.

jenna: i like you .. way more than i'd like to admit in public but i do, and eventually your best friends, the people who love you, will accept it and move on.

jenna: yes they'll be mad but.. they'll move on.

jenna: at least i hope.

[jbethguerrero]

IMESSAGE || JENNA 💕

ZAYN: I'm just really trying to be here for you during this.

ZAYN: I know but I lied. I lied to protect you and myself and I shouldn't have lied so much. I should've told my friends and now they're upset with me and they don't want anything to do with me or well, niall didn't. He's trying to forgive me but still. I know when Louis finds out, he's not going to want to talk to me ever again.

ZAYN: I don't want them to gang up on you. You don't deserve it. You're a good person, Jenna and they just need to see that.

jenna: you're doing enough by actually sticking by me. and i can't ask for more than that. please don't hold this against yourself :(

jenna: i'll talk to niall, and to louis, you won't lose them, not over something i asked you to do. i'm sorry i asked you to lie, had i known seven would out me i wouldn't have. i would have come clean myself.

jenna: they can gang up on me, it's okay, i am partially to blame. i mean i could have said no and just came here as jenna, but i didn't.

[jbethguerrero]

IMESSAGE || JENNA 💕

ZAYN: I'm really glad you came in the chat last night.

ZAYN: I know it was a lot and everyone was kinda ganging up on you but you stood your ground.

ZAYN: I wish there was more I could've said to make them back off but there wasn't and I know it sucked but at least you showed them you're still here.

ZAYN: And I know it's been hard on us both lately, especially you, but we're gonna get through it.

ZAYN: and this is a little sappy but I guess I just wanted to tell you I'm still here for you when you need me to be.

jenna: who knew you were a sap?

jenna: hey you don't deserve to lose your friend over something i did - it's not fair. i'm going to talk to louis and tell him everything and tell him not to hold it against you

jenna: i don't care, i'll deal with this, let them gang up on me, if it means that you get your friends back and you're happy. never apologize for something you didn't do babe

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[jbethguerrero]

facing the truth | louis

jenna was nervous; scared that she would be shunned, and scared that she would be forced to act a certain way to deal with this situation. she was tired of all the lies she was forced to spread, and she just hoped that people would be as understanding as zayn was. though, zayn at first yelled, and pushed her away, and stopped talking to her, but, when he let her explain, she knew that he was willing to get to know her as jenna, not as madison. the girl herself was surprised when she found out that she was a twin, remembering the day that it had happened.

while walking down the streets of new york after a busy day of work, the girl had her earphones in, listening to a voice message that was sent to her by her manager that consisted of tips on how to improve for the role that she was assigned. yes the girl knew how to act, but it was a different role than what she was used to. she was stopped by someone asking her if she was madison davis, wondering if why she would be mistaken for her. she politely declined. when she had gotten home, she immediately started searching up madison davis, and found herself looking at someone who looked exactly like her, turning to ask her mom what was going on, and how she could keep this from her.

so when she received a text from louis saying that she wanted to meet, well she had to go. she liked zayn, she found herself falling for him more and more every day. she wanted to get on his friends’ good side, even if it took some time, and she was sure that it will take time but she just hoped that they were willing to listen. she wasn’t expecting instant forgiveness, in fact, she’s surprised louis approached her so fast, but she knew he cared for zayn and that meant that dealing with this sooner rather than later. she had texted zayn to let him know of what’s going on, jokingly sending ‘if you don’t hear from me in an hour, call the cops :P’ before putting her phone away and sitting down at a table at the cafe they agreed on, deciding on sitting outside. she tapped her fingers on the table as she waited, her sunglasses and phone placed on the tale. ( @louiiis )

[jbethguerrero]

first dates ⠇ zayn

[jbethguerrero]

zxynokay:

zayn threw his head back slightly as he laughed and shook his head at the dark haired girl beside him, “thanks for the confidence boost, babe.” he joked and then looked down at their hands as she did. he squeezed her hand to attempt to calm her nerves. he could tell the girl was nervous and he understood. this wasn’t exactly something he expected to happen so fast but he was more than happy that it did. “and if it’s not the best date that you’ve ever been on then i’m blaming you because i’m feeling rushed.” he teased the girl as he led her toward the door.

she wiggled her eyebrows and smirked at him, nudging his cheek and giving him a soft kiss. “that’s what i’m here for, a confidence boost,” she giggled, before rolling her eyes playfully, “i thought you said this was going to be the best date i’ve ever been on,” she teased, before taking a breath and locking her front door. she didn’t want to cause any issues, not yet at least. she was scared that he would let others’ words against her, and that he’d fall for their words. jenna really hoped he was ready for this, and her, and the drama that comes with her.

[jasmin-103]

[jbethguerrero]

di-na-de:

Diane’s Madison’s Instagram Story - Part 1 - March 27, 2018

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[jbethguerrero]

sometimes, jenna zoned out, and other times, she was internally questioning why she was in the situation she was in. the girl was sitting by the bar, having just finished her lunch when someone walked up to her, asking her about who she was, questioning her on little details, and well, jenna was starting to get annoyed. “oh look, my friend is over there. sorry i have to go,” she stated, pointing towards the familiar face she saw. “quick pretend we’re friends so i can get away from that creep over there,” she told the individual, smiling brightly at them.

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[jbethguerrero]

first dates ⠇ zayn

[jbethguerrero]

zxynokay:

zayn couldn’t help it. the girl meant more to him than he expected and he wanted her in his life and so after talking things out with the girl, and failing miserably with keeping his distance, he decided to ask her to be his. luckily, she agreed. he wasn’t sure if she would after how stubborn he’d been in the past couple of weeks. he smiled at her as she came back into living room and shoved his phone in his pocket after clearing the app he’d been scrolling on. “are you ready to go on the best date you’ve ever been on?” he joked as he stood up and absentmindedly intertwined their fingers.

she looked at him with a raised eyebrow, “the best date? oh i don’t know i’ve been on a handful of dates and those happened to be great. you’ll be lucky if you make the top ten,” she teased, before looking down at their hands, smiling to herself. she was definitely nervous, scared that this was all going to end badly. but jenna was also willing to give him the benefit of the doubt. he knew her, he took the time to get to know her and that was something no one else did. “so i gave you like ten minutes to get a date ready, let’s see how you do.”

[jbethguerrero]

first dates ⠇ zayn

jenna was surprised when zayn had mentioned going steady, something she had never been asked to be someone’s girlfriend. she didn’t even know what it meant to be someone’s girlfriend. she still said yes, because well who would say no to zayn? she got ready, keeping in mind she left him on her couch, and quickly got dressed, ruffling her hair and letting it fall on her back. she walked back to zayn and grabbed her phone that was on the table, slipping it into her purse. “alright, i am ready to go, to wherever it is you’re thinking of taking me.”

@zxynokay

[jbethguerrero]

IMESSAGE 📨 TROUBLE

ZAYN: i have

ZAYN: that's why i asked for a picture in the first place

.jenna: mhhm. actions speak louder than words malik.

[jbethguerrero]

IMESSAGE 📨 TROUBLE

ZAYN: i've been regretting thw hole friends thing before you sent me a picture so

.jenna: sure you have.