Always Done With Your Sh**

I escape because I can, It's my life, and no one tells me how to run it.

[jbingreal-blog]

"Be grateful you don't. Well I was good at keeping myself closed off until recently. I don't think my daddy issues are the same as yours but sure we can talk about that."

[jbingreal-blog]

"I know I'm driving. I meant in regards to my health and my father."

[jbingreal-blog]

"Only time I feel like I'm not being judged. Besides you didn't have to get in the car with me."

[jbingreal-blog]

A few moments of silence pass before J.P. speaks. "I don't know what I'm doing anymore."

[codychristian]

[jbingreal-blog]

J.P. sighed. "I guess not. Why do you care so much? I mean you don't have to no one is forcing you."

[jbingreal-blog]

"Yeah and what's that going to do? You all still have yours?" He questioned,he had one briefly but he thought he would be fine without him.

[jbingreal-blog]

"Not really. I remember hearing Jetta say she was going to talk to my parents about letting me get my own place here. But I don't think that would go well." He sighs at the thought. "It would open up another door for dad to come whenever he wanted."

[jbingreal-blog]

He let out a dry chuckle. "I've tried twice to stop him and look where it got me? I've tried cops and I'm starting to think everything is useless. He practically held me hostage in my own house because I went to stand up to him for erasing Natalia's memory."

[jbingreal-blog]

J.P. sighed looking at her through the computer screen. "Mine is all my fault. I could've stopped him and I should have. Now it's just too much to even try."

[jbingreal-blog]

"Healthy." He stated simply. "Granted I know we're in different situations but we both just want to be healthy normal teenagers. I know mine is all my fault."

[jbingreal-blog]

"I don't need you to buy me things." He chewed on his lip. "Tessa,I don't want a fern. What I want you can't give me. I'm pretty sure you want it too."

[jbingreal-blog]

J.P. shook his head he'd never get used to it. "Don't say that. I'm not equipped to handle boredom.And I hope you're kidding about getting me a fern because I'll end up killing it."

[jbingreal-blog]

He sighed knowing she was right. "I know. I know. But it seems like I'm always spending time in the hospital and I've not got enough credits. This is so fucking stupid."

[jbingreal-blog]

"You don't mind? I've been getting them a lot lately."

[toby-callaway-deactivated201609]

“You’re half-drunk and bleeding. What the hell happened to you?”

[jbingreal-blog]

"Not half-drunk." He brought his fingers up to his nose and felt blood. "It's just a nose bleed,they happen."

[jbingreal-blog]

He could tell she was a bit pale but he wasn't going to question it. She looked like She was feeling a lot better than he was at the moment. "I haven't been able to shake the effects of what Dad did. I've been getting sicker than usual. I've had to have my oxygen on a lot more lately. I'm fucking scared,Tessa."