screaming your name

jason dane ❝ i can't judge any of you. i have no MALICE against you and no RIBBONS for you. but i think that it is HIGH TIME ——— that you ALL start looking at Y O U R S E L V E S , and judging the lie that you live in. ❞ jason dane ❝ i can't judge any of you. i have no MALICE against you and no RIBBONS for you. but i think that it is HIGH TIME ——— that you ALL start looking at Y O U R S E L V E S , and judging the lie that you live in. ❞

[jcson-blog1]

[islandofexeshq]

“i’m just messing with you. i am not that much of a foodie. even though if you expect me to go vegetarian or something that could be a problem. chicken is my go to food. find me another mentor? wow, i thought determination was a quality that you value and you giving up on me before we have known eachother for more than a few hours isn’t exactly a good showing of determination.”

[jcson-blog1]

‘ going vegetarian would mean a lot more work, a lot of vitamins and extra time wasted on trying to get a decent food regime for you. i doubt either one of us is willing to go through that. can i repeat myself? if that is going to be your outlook on this, we’re going to need to find you a new mentor. that doesn’t only include right at this moment — i don’t like wasting my time if you’re not going to participate. ’

[islandofexeshq]

“oh well that’s good to hear. i’d rather that than you all up in my business. aw come on. let a boy live. how am i going to live without at least one bag of chips a day?”

[jcson-blog1]

‘ one bag of chips a day makes any effort i put into you useless. if that’s going to be your outlook on all this, we’re gonna have to find you another mentor. i might look easy going or whatever you might see, but determination is a trait i value. ’

[islandofexeshq]

“alright whatever. well, just know that i had a very great couple of days filled with junk food, cute boys and some reading. guess that’s over now.”

[jcson-blog1]

‘ i don’t care what you do on your free time — hell, it’s actually none of my business, but i won’t have you slacking or stuffing your body with useless carbs. ’

[islandofexeshq]

“alright fine. i’ll stop being nice. so what took you so long anyways? if it weren’t for me, you wouldn’t even know that i am your cadet.”

[jcson-blog1]

‘ you weren’t exactly top priority the past couple of days — and the directory handed me a file with no picture or anything distinctive to go by, only a name. going around and shouting your name didn’t make sense to me. ’

[islandofexeshq]

“wow, i am so excited. i can barely contain myself. but hey, at least you are cute. that’s the only thing keeping me from running away as fast as i can.”

[jcson-blog1]

‘ — and i’m going to need you to keep those kinds of comments to yourself. that’s inappropriate and i’m not going to allow it while you’re with me. ’

[islandofexeshq]

“no, i believe that it’s you. fuck, i should have kept my mouth shut. why do i feel like we aren’t going to have very much fun at all.”

[jcson-blog1]

‘ then, i’m going to have a lot of fun with you. we’ll teach you how to properly keep your mouth shut at times.  ’

[islandofexeshq]

“oh shit. is this a joke or something? i- think i have to go suddenly.”

[jcson-blog1]

‘ would you like to see some form of id? oh, don’t go running away from me. while you’re obviously unhappy about this newly found revelation, i’m sure we’ll have a lot of fun. ’

[islandofexeshq]

“i think it’s dane or dean or something. why? do you know him?”

[jcson-blog1]

‘ you were asking why i was distracted —right. well, you might be one of my problems, dear. jason dane, at your service. ’

[islandofexeshq]

“eh, i think his name is jason or james or something. haven’t seen or heard from him so i doubt you will. oh, please do convey the message for me.”

[jcson-blog1]

‘ — do you happen to know their last name as well? i think there are a couple of james’ and jason’s around. ’

[islandofexeshq]

“ah, i really do appreciate it. i have no clue where my mentor is at to be honest with you. but hey, i’m not complaining. less shit that i have to do, right?”

[jcson-blog1]

‘ yeah? who’s your mentor supposed to be? maybe i can pass a message, tell him how ecstatic you are towards the program. ’

[islandofexeshq]

“oh, thanks so much. i appreciate it, sir. why are you so distracted if you don’t mind me asking?”

[jcson-blog1]

‘ oh, it’s not a problem, that’s what we’re here for, to help and all that jazz. your mentor should have given you a tour, but i’ve noticed not many do that anymore. it’s silly — no need to get into it. ’

[islandofexeshq]

“uh, yes sir. sorry i was just going to ask you where the weight room is.”

[jcson-blog1]

‘ i just came from there — uh, you have to back that way — and then you take a turn on the third hallway — was it the second — fuck, i’ll just walk you. sorry, i’m awfully distracted. ’

[jcson-blog1]

guys i know my activity is close to shit, but my mom is sick and i need to pick up on her responsibilities, alongside with dealing with my own ( aka school and shit )

i’ll try to pick up on my activity tonight if im not too tired after work, otherwise i’ll do it tomorrow as i have no work after school

[jcson-blog1]

‘ DUDE — i’m tired and sweaty, can this wait? ’

[jcson-blog1]

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[cxyoteheart]

“Aww, not even a little bit of spare time to stop for a but with me? I’m almost offended.” It was like cat and mouse with Jason, but if the other really wanted him to stop, he happily would. It was just fun for him. “I would most definitely like that.”

[jcson-blog1]

‘ i — don’t — think so? didn’t want to offend, or anything. ’ the man almost stuttered, and his vulnerableness in the situation made him cringe at himself.