*SCHISMATIC!

❝ 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐁𝐔𝐑𝐍 & 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐁𝐔𝐑𝐍 𝐎𝐔𝐓; ❞

[jedie]

❝        ALL        THINGS        DIE,        ANAKIN        SKYWALKER.         EVEN        STARS        BURN        OUT.       ❞

what’s up, i’m e! 20s. she/they. this is a selective, private, somewhat canon divergent, & independent portrayal of anakin skywalker / darth vader from star wars.

carrd. / headcanons.

[jedie]

i will FOR SURE be here around midday-afternoon tomorrow!

[jedie]

low activity today and tomorrow bc work. rest and do light stretching!

[jedie]

SOUNDTRACK: A MUSE PLAYLIST STUDY. list 5 songs that you associate with your muse!  ( bonus:  include lyrics if you'd like! )

my road leads into the desert - hans zimmer

you don't own me - tamino ( You've already dug a grave / Now you hope I misbehave / You say you know the cause / Of every shattered dream / Even when there's none to blame / You always shout my name )

i know - khushi ( I can't fix it all but I want you to know / That I know, brother I know / And the dark's got a hold of you now / But I'll wait for you 'til you come out / I love you and I'm afraid of you, too / Wanna be close but afraid of your mood )

dance of the knights - sergei prokofiev

welcome to the other side - dpr ian ( A warrior left in the dark / Who are you now when you hear the howl? / The sirens are calling for you / You're praying, the power's in you / Don't swing your lifeline )

tagged by: @iconaclysm 🫰tysm! tagging: @lamorts @datapadz @legashe @ofpolitics (anyone u want <3) @kingspartax @liberdie (hehe!)

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bring back tumblr ask culture let me. bother you with questions and statements

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reblog to let people know it's ok to bother you with questions and statements

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↳ @darthis ⇀ 💬

              DISPITEOUS MAROON DOMES LIFELESSLY GAWK AT THE BOY, the eyes behind them not much kinder or lively. overgrown pup yet blind…but bites ! jagged crimson fang has torn across many worlds’ skies as a mark of his arrival in the now and time to come when the scar fades & it's time to open the wound once again. & quite a name he has made for himself — so far ( above or below is to be seen ) from the ones who sired him.

              the harsh howl of the TIE fighters leaving the hangar rip the silence asunder, their anti-collision lights are the last sign of them as they accelerate in an upwards slope into the nimbostratus. not long after is the umbrose breath of the firmament loose, releasing the rain that now banishes the silence & emphasizes the boy’s presence. surely he was not here to usurp him. serve him? serve some purpose?  

              eyes snap to the fighter ren landed in. not off the factory line. modified extensively for long stretches of travel. has seen too many battles between maintenance. as if sensing vader’s distraction, the boy speaks up again, ❝ i said i know you. i know all about you. ❞  what a striking resemblance in cadence to the senator from alderaan. the impatience just under tongue, in the teeth that brought him here.

               ❝ then you know how foolish it was to come here. ❞  artificial head cants a few degrees over to get a better look at him. he looked nothing like his wretched father. no, he was a self-made beast, entirely. vader didn’t have to reach very hard or far to sense the power of the force in him. beast indeed.  ❝ but you didn’t come here to die. ❞  eyes narrow, a push into the veil of the force to make out an outline of. . .intent. . . ? another push using his force sight to confirm. ❝ you’ve brought me something. ❞

[jedie]

plot with me (threat)

[jedie]

walk with me! a lot of yapping and also blabbing about plots and aus! kinda typa wishlist type things

au where he podraces his and his mom's way to freedom and takes it intergalactically! au where he's self taught in the force and becomes a vigilante until the jedi learn of his shenanigans

or my personal favorite of dealing with local crime lords as a way for the order to keep an eye on him so they ground him by keeping him on coruscant and he refuses to just sit and do nothing so by night goes to the lower levels to get SOME work done. he'd find things to fix while down there too! faulty power generator? unmotivated droid? grill that wont turn on? he'd be all over it. noir pulp underworld overworld politics and crime and im so serious. and once he gets too involved in coruscanti goings on, the order sends him on a busybody mission to some outer world but anakin finds a way to get involved with them too lmao. baby lets even do space pirates arcs! SWASHBUCKLING! thats what its all about! anakin fr thought he'd be jumping off the top ropes and rescuing people from certain doom. growing up on tatooine and in his early days as a padawan he had this very polished idea and vision of being a jedi and the adventures he would have a la Space Ghost '66.

[jedie]

andor spoilers!

finished my rewatch of s2 and chat its kinda the best star to ever war. first half was kinda slow, s1 had a similar issue, but that second half hit my system like the first warning of a nervous poop while in a store after not going for two days. very exciting.

cheererd when bix lived. it got DICEY when she gave the dead wife monologue. cheered when syril got mmm whatcha said'd lmao. cheered when dedra joined the cell block tango. cheered for krennic's silk cape during the art show. kleya💖, architect of the rebellion YUP! rip luthen u were 2 real for the galaxy of nerds who wanna do the right thing without doing anything. i love mean people who get things done!! cassian was a steady and good anchor for the show. sorry about ur tradwife daughter mon!

[jedie]

↳ @iconaclysm ⇀ 💬

                 OUTSIDE   THE   EMPEROR,   Vader   has   never   encountered   a   power   to   rival   his   own   until   discovering   that   to   sever   himself   from   his   master   he   must   submit   to   one   he’s   fought   just   as   fervently   against;   patience.   His   disdain   for   it   comes   from   how   little   it   often   yields—its   appetite   as   perpetual   as   the   dark   side’s   &   hardly   as   rewarding.   Revan,   intentionally   or   no,   made   him   suffer   both   &   the   oppressive   force   of   failure   doubled   when   Vader   worked   in   parallel   with   them.               Acute   pain   beats   just   beneath   the   variegated   orbit   of   his   eyes.   The   one,   giant   sun   sits   as   an   arc   on   the   horizon,   but   it   will   never   set   on   this   planet.   It   observes   him   with   malice,   &   it   knows   he   will   never   enjoy   its   absence   &   the   balm   of   a   night’s   chill   on   his   suit’s   overheated   systems.   He   flicks   one   of   the   blocky   switches   on   the   function   box   that   regulates   his   suit’s   temperature   to   redirect   chilled   air   to   his   helm   at   the   cost   of   his   heated   abdomen.   It   didn’t   matter   how   long   the   days   stretched   into   years   of   tinkering   &   adjusting   the   parameters   of   his   suit,   there   was   nothing   that   could   appease   it—to   stop   the   gnawing   rawness   of   its   feedback   sensors   &   poor   fit   with   his   flesh   that   abraded   it   &   ended   up   exhausting   him   after   every   battle.   There   were   convoluted   machinations   that   were   powered   by   knowledge   yet   again   beyond   him.                

                 ❝   you’re   wasting   energy.   you   know   i’m   right.   ❞        a   phrase   that   abruptly   provoked   many   of   The   Jedi’s   memories   &   conflated   them   with   Vader’s—memories   of   being   barricaded   from   grasping   that   which   was   beyond   his   reach.    

              With   the   halfway   ghost   of   a   being—who   does   not   suffer   the   prickling   planet’s   pressure—in   his   ear’s   tepid   &   faulty   implant   about   fruitless   ventures   to   planets   abandoned   even   in   the   ghost’s   time,   &   the   stark   vacancy   of   the   archive,   Vader   considered   changing   his   mission   to   find   a   way   to   bind   the   relic   to   a   body   just   to   free   them   of   it.   The   leather   of   his   glove   strains   &   creaks   as   his   durasteel   fist   balls   up   &   releases   a   violent   force   push   against   a   nearby   console   whose   databanks   were   empty.               Visual   readout   analyses   on   his   HUD   shut   down,   he   would   prefer   to   use   his   own   eyes   to   survey   the   remains   of   a   war   so   ancient   it   could   only   hardly   be   recalled   by   Revan,   who   likely   heard   it   in   passing   between   whatever   crusades   they   waged.   Vader   would   find   some   mention   of   Sith   alchemy. 

              ❝   I   know   nothing   of   your   designs,   phantom, ❞   Vader   pointed   at   the   residuum   of   an   old   and   irrelevant   world,    ❝   and   whatever   role   you   assume   I   take.   ❞   Vader   felt   a   surge   of   purpose   permeate   his   being   in   the   shadow   of   doubt.   It   wasn’t   hope,   only   resolve,   the   boon   the   force   granted   for   his   control   over   it.   ❝   If   you   depend   on   me   to   help   achieve   any   of   your   schemes,   you   should   concern   yourself   with   ensuring   that   I   master   Sith   alchemy.   If   you   have   a   lead,   say   it. ❞

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andor sentence starters

❝ i don’t like seeing you nervous. ❞ ❝ the risk of doing nothing becomes the greatest risk of all. ❞ ❝ i’m gonna do us a favor and not mention this happened. ❞ ❝ you’re gonna get us both in trouble. ❞ ❝ i’m not moving. you want it, you take it and i walk away. ❞ ❝ if it’s not important, why not tell me? ❞ ❝ don’t tell anybody you saw me. don’t tell anybody you know where i am. ❞ ❝ you don’t look so good. ❞ ❝ you need to get as far away from here as you can. ❞ ❝ you’re like me. we were born in a hole. all we know is climbing over somebody else to get out. ❞ ❝ it’s all about you, isn’t it? it’s always all about you. ❞ ❝ ah, you’ve remembered how to mock me. ❞ ❝ that’s as close to an apology as you’re gonna get. ❞ ❝ maybe we should quit while we’re ahead. ❞ ❝ welcome. and just in time for dinner. ❞ ❝ there’s no way out alive. of that you must be sure. ❞ ❝ my anger, my ego, my unwillingness to yield, my eagerness to fight…they’ve set me on a path from which there is no escape. ❞ ❝ i’m struggling to understand why my faith doesn’t calm me. i believe in something. why am i so unsettled? ❞ ❝ you don’t have to worry about me anymore. ❞ ❝ i thought you left without me. ❞ ❝ you have a different path, and i’m not judging you. ❞ ❝ it’s better you don’t know. ❞ ❝ you’re avoiding the question. ❞ ❝ hey. you know something i don’t? ❞ ❝ i told you, i’m doing everything i can. ❞ ❝ you might as well wear a sign that says, “i promise to disappoint you.” ❞ ❝ you’re bleeding on my floor. ❞ ❝ you knew where this was going. you’ve always known. ❞ ❝ i need to hear you tell me you can follow the plan. ❞ ❝ pull yourself together, all right? ❞ ❝ this time…you can’t stay, and i can’t go. ❞ ❝ i burn my decency for someone else’s future. i burn my life to make a sunrise that i know i’ll never see. ❞ ❝ i said i know you. i know all about you. ❞ ❝ why don’t we do something fun tomorrow night? ❞ ❝ i knew i could count on you. ❞ ❝ i am going to ask you a question. i expect an honest answer. ❞ ❝ i yearned to be a savior against injustice without contemplating the cost and by the time i looked down, there was no longer any ground beneath my feet. ❞ ❝ that’s cold. even for you. ❞ ❝ you’ll stay with me. i need all the heroes i can get. ❞ ❝ i’m thinking clearly and you’re not. ❞ ❝ is that your defence? you’ve been ‘careful’? ❞ ❝ any civilized being knows an open invitation is no invitation at all. ❞ ❝ rule number one: never carry anything you don’t control. ❞ ❝ what’s the hurry? got some place to be? ❞ ❝ you come all this way to scold me? ❞ ❝ i’d never lie to you. ❞ ❝ you’re not here to save anybody but yourself. ❞ ❝ what, not happy to see me? ❞ ❝ i’ve never loved anyone the way i love you. ❞ ❝ i won’t have peace. i’ll be worried about you all the time. ❞ ❝ turning back will be impossible. ❞ ❝ there’s no room for doubt on the path to success. ❞ ❝ two guys jumped me. it went too far. ❞ ❝ you fall here, you fall alone. ❞ ❝ i’m just saying out loud what you already known. ❞ ❝ you love me because i show you what you need to see. ❞ ❝ it’s just me against everybody else. ❞ ❝ you don’t want to hear what happened? ❞ ❝ hey. i won’t forget this. ❞ ❝ you think it’s hopeless, do you? freedom? independence? justice? ❞ ❝ no one’s more at risk than i am. ❞ ❝ you wanted to leave? this is what it comes to. ❞ ❝ what are you staring at? ❞ ❝ we’ll die with nothing if we don’t put aside our petty differences. ❞ ❝ you’ll make an effort tonight if it kills you. ❞ ❝ i write when i can’t sleep. ❞ ❝ you haven’t been listening to me, have you? ❞ ❝ us? i don’t know you. ❞ ❝ i’m not gonna put my people at risk for someone else. ❞ ❝ your father’s looking for you. ❞ ❝ why would i go anywhere with you? ❞ ❝ i’m glad you’re here. no matter what the reason. ❞ ❝ that’s what a reckoning sounds like. you want it to stop, but it just keeps coming. ❞ ❝ come on. we need to get out of here. come on. ❞ ❝ being a leader isn’t just something you can turn on and off. ❞ ❝ it’s been a day of surprises for all of us. ❞ ❝ you lived because you ran. ❞ ❝ i imagine that no matter what you tell me or tell yourself, you’ll ultimately die fighting these bastards. ❞ ❝ you think i haven’t thought this through? i’d be the first one to fall. ❞ ❝ wouldn’t you rather give it all at once to something real than carve off useless pieces till there’s nothing left? ❞ ❝ you’re wasting energy. you know i’m right. ❞ ❝ i just want what’s mine. ❞ ❝ must everything be boring and sad? ❞ ❝ you have a problem, you come to me. ❞ ❝ i’m starting to think we’re in over our heads. ❞ ❝ everyone has their own rebellion. ❞ ❝ can one ever be too aggressive in preserving order? ❞ ❝ the day before is always hard. too much time to worry. ❞ ❝ don’t touch me. ❞ ❝ i wake up every day to an equation i wrote fifteen years ago from which there’s only one conclusion, I’m damned for what i do. ❞ ❝ i’m just trying to clear my name. ❞ ❝ working with other people is never easy. ❞ ❝ just being in your presence…i’ve realized that life is worth living. ❞ ❝ do you have any idea how much trouble you’re in right now? ❞ ❝ i knew you were lying. i knew it. ❞ ❝ losing hope? your mind? keep it to yourself. ❞ ❝ must everything be boring and sad? ❞ ❝ the axe forgets, but the tree remembers. ❞ ❝ perhaps my deranged belief that there was something better fated for me in the future was a dream worth clinging to. ❞ ❝ i’m not here for career advice. ❞ ❝ there’s a difference between fear and losing your nerve. ❞ ❝ you’re slouching. is that how you present yourself to the world? ❞ ❝ perhaps you should have a rest. ❞ ❝ i didn’t deserve what happened. ❞ ❝ you should go. i didn’t realize how late it was. ❞ ❝ i’d forgotten how sensitive you can be. ❞ ❝ you’re lucky to be alive right now. ❞ ❝ so, that’s it? that’s why you’re here? revenge? ❞ ❝ you can wear a ball gown if you’d like. ❞ ❝ this is the last place you should be. ❞ ❝ so much going wrong, so much to say, and all of it happening so quickly. ❞ ❝ it’s easier to hide behind forty atrocities than a single incident. ❞ ❝ what were you gonna do if i wasn’t here? ❞ ❝ i’ve been worried you might do something like this. ❞ ❝ don’t you dare talk to me like that. ❞ ❝ the very worst thing you can do right now is bore me. ❞ ❝ if you’re not willing to risk your conscience, then surrender and be done with it. ❞ ❝ we’ve come a long way from where we started. ❞ ❝ i show you the stone in my hand, you miss the knife at your throat. ❞ ❝ people blame you for what happened. ❞ ❝ i think about you constantly. ❞ ❝ i dreamt you came back. ❞ ❝ you pull in the net and the easy thing, the quick thing, is to assume that everything you’ve dragged to shore is a fish. ❞ ❝ i should…i should say thank you. ❞ ❝ i’ve given up all chance at inner peace. i’ve made my mind a sunless space. i share my dreams with ghosts. ❞ ❝ don’t die until you put up a fight. ❞ ❝ you came here to kill me, didn’t you? ❞ ❝ i’ve been shamed enough for one night. ❞ ❝ if you wanna say something, you should say it now. ❞ ❝ i would rather die trying to take them down than giving them what they want. ❞ ❝ is that meant to scare me? ❞ ❝ i’ve been turning away from the truth i wanted not to face. ❞ ❝ you’re bleeding. ❞

[jedie]

returning from exodus <3

[jedie]

the silhouette of vader's helmet is that of a fuck ass bob

[jedie]

hey all just wanted to pop in and say

Cha tung ee-ma chay-choo raun ta-nee-ee-choo!

[hauntedbythenarrative]

Things haunt, Joshua Jennifer Espinoza

[jedie]

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[jedie]

i love writing! i love coming back here with replies ready! im not easily distracted! i dont only remember to log on when i see a star wars reference! im a reliable mutual!