It’s about to be 4 years since my childhood best friends lost their parents, god mother, and aunt in a car crash. We haven’t fully processed it, them more so than me. Their parents were like my second parents and I miss them especially on their birthdays. It just feels like their off working, or traveling somewhere else. When in actuality they aren’t here physically anymore. It was 2017, Super Bowl Sunday and it traumatized me so much that I don’t watch football anymore and I especially don’t watch the Super Bowl.
It sucks even more because I was in a toxic relationship at the time that isolated me from everyone including them. I hadn’t seen them in over a year at that point and now they’re gone.















