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mastered the art of not forcing things

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super short cover hehe :>

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It's my 10 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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short poetry entry #2

care

care less, you get betrayed

care too much, you're annoying

all else fades

never lose your self anyway

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short poetry entry #1

numb

only longing for your attention

while you constantly seeking others' validation

i feel so dumb

i'm getting numb

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y = mx + bitch

healing is not linear, indeed. but why?

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Tanjirou: I'd place you in the garden in the Butterfly Mansion under the flowers.

Inosuke: You're already a worm.

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i want to escape from this shithole called "world"

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to my love

i'll listen to your favorite songs/artists

i'll watch your favorite shows/movies

i'll try to read your favorite books

i will always love you the way you want to be loved

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today i learned the term retroactive jealousy and i'm so happy i'm done with this phase — a phase i would not recommend.

TikTok - Make Your Day

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pat yourself on the back

i wonder what it feels like to not worry about everything.

won't have to worry about the future because of generational wealth. won't have to worry about romantic relationships because they are genuine and consistent. won't have to worry about platonic relationships because they are true and low maintenance.

i'm really tired of worrying. and if the only way to stop this is to leave or to be left alone then so be it. that's what i ultimately want in the first place — to be independent. i may not be happy at all but at least i won't have to worry about anything if i'm already alone.

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i think i’ve seen this film before

even though you tried to change the course of the journey — hoping the present will not end up the same way the past ended — still the universe will make this journey go back to its natural course. even though you gave your best to make things right this time, thinking it was different this time, but still no luck. at the end of the day, things will fall into place whether you like it or not. you will get used to it but it will still hurt you. and that is the way it is. all you had to do was cry and notice that you were in there again. and again. and again. no matter how hard you try. you will realize you have seen this film already.

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still relevant up to this day, huh.

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there will be times when you will question your worth because of pain you didn't cause

but always remember that you were whole already before you met them

people come and go

but do not lose yourself

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:<

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