Helloo! You can call me Eli, I'm a minor and I use he/him pronouns.
I'm quite an anxious person especially when it comes to interacting with people, but I'm trying to put myself out there to be comfortable with both my regression and myself as a whole!! Especially because most of my irls don't know I regress.
My blog is going to be agere and PJSK centred, please respect that and DNI if that's not what you're interested in.
I write, draw, ect. I don't draw pjsk much bcs I get so anxious abt drawing them bad but I wanna get into it... I also write pjsk a lot! I post on ao3 (amizx) and I have some agere fics and some that aren't. I am willing to take drabble / short reqs but nothing major since I find my plate full with college often..
I do not and will not post anything NSFW. I'm not comfortable with it in general but especially considering the theme of this blog, please respect that!
I'm a big N25 fan, and VBS!! But moreso N25 bcs I've read all their stories and only a handful of VBS'.. my favs from each are Mizuki and Kohane!!
Please read my DNI and be respectful of them, I set them for a reason and will block freely if my DNI is broken
gift for @littleakito , hi i love u ok ?? i'm always here for u <3
🧸 ﹐ at first , i think neither of them would be super open about regressing in front of each other ? akito probably wouldn't want to seem vulnerable around his friends , and kohane is just generally shy about it .. but eventually they'd get comfortable with it !! after that they are 100% inseperable ... good luck trying to pull them apart ( you're gonna need it ... ) ₊♡
🥞 ﹐ they can both be protective of each other in their own ways !! akito's is more obvious , i think ... kohane gets startled and overwhelmed easily and he tends to be very protective of her like this !! think the "she asked for NO pickles" meme but if they're both babies and also clinging to each other .. awww <3 ₊♡
🐹 ﹐ kohane can also be really protective though ! i think she's more the gentler type , almost like she's copying their cgs while trying to be comforting . i think she'd really try to check on him except she's also really small so it's mostly just shoving a plushie into his arms and hugging him . she's not super sure of what she's doing but she just wants to make sure he knows she cares about him 🥺 ₊♡
🧸 ﹐ if they are little in public but trying to be subtle about it , i think they'd hold hands all the time . mostly akito grabbing kohane's hand cause she can be more anxious while regressed , but he also secretly likes to know she's right there ( don't ask him this , he will not admit it .. unless you bribe him with pancakes ) ₊♡
🥞 ﹐ at vbs sleepovers , i think they'd be really cuddly . an and toya are also cuddly with them ! but they're inseperable . an and toya smile about it a lot , considering kohane was initially terrified of him ! it's nice to see how much your friends can grow closer , you know ? ₊♡
🐹 ﹐ akito teases kohane a lot when they're big , and i think he'd do it when they're little too , just ... in a different way ? it'd take a while for him to figure out when she's in a teasing mood vs not , especially because she's shy about it . but this part of their dynamic tends to be similar eventually !! ₊♡
🎀 ﹐ a note from kels , hii ! hey i think this kindof is just us . how did i not realize how me coded kohane is .. or am i kohane coded ?? whatever . hi aki i hope you feel better soon and i love you ok ( i'm writing this with no e key and i have to keep copy pasting it . also my internet disconnected twice and my browser crashed . ALSO there's another version of this post that tumblr deleted out of my drafts with like .. 1 or 2 hcs i didnt remember . sooo uhhh ... yeah . I love you . Ok ?? ur not allowed to think that i dont ! ) ₊♡
Yknow eli... you know mafu.. I know kasa... we could totally do mafukasa together yknow? I just think the babies should baby and I feel it would be a good experience for is both.
I will be frantic to hear your reply, and I hope this letter will be seen in the right light, I fear if this were to be taken the wrong way andeave us in a conundrum like it has with one of our fallen soldiers
Yours sincerely
- someone you totally don't know
Woah someone I totally don't know is back!! Hello!! (this has been in my inbox for ages... I have other asks... sorry Eli hasn't been in a good place mentally recently pls accept this peace offering🥺)
Mafuyu and Tsukasa Agere hcs!
(T-boy He/him Mafuyu!)
Tsukasa:
Ough the little guy ever... 2-5, tries to stay bigger with playmates but if he starts slipping there's nothing you can do about it.
Very energetic!! Struggles a lot with volume control which can be an issue when he's with quieter or more sensitive playmates, he never means to upset anybody! He just can't grasp how loud he is!
The babbler. Has so much to say with no sense to make.
Very social and talkative, only issue with this is that it means he can't be left alone. It will result in a meldown. This unfortunately stems a lot from how often he was left alone in childhood. He does tend to feel horrible about it after but can't help it.
Always trying to be the best playmate! Putting on shows for other littles and inviting them to perform with him!
While he will share, he actually doesn't really like to... he'll do it, but his gaze will be on the item if somebody else has it. There's one specific toy that he does refuse to share though, it's too precious!
Main cgs are Emu, Nene, Rui and occasionally Saki!
Mafuyu:
Awww the babby ever!! 1-3 as I've said before, the cutie ever <33
The lil guy is mostly non-verbal, he only really says names rather than talking.
Very protective over his toys, so he doesn't like to share them. Look don't touch!!
Not a super active little, he likes napping or playing quietly most of the time, so he does better with other inactive or quiet playmates, though that doesn't mean he hates energetic or loud playmates, he just brings noise cancelling headphones... precautions yk.
Also hates being alone. Sometimes he does need quiet time and no touch but you can't leave him in a room alone!! What if a monster comes? D:
Main cgs are Kanade, Ena, Mizuki and Honami!
MafuKasa!:
A bit of an unlikely duo... but a duo nonetheless!
At first, they had to get used to each other, Mafu learning that Kasa is naturally a bit loud and eccentric and Kasa learning that Mafu is naturally quiet and doesn't play the same way he does!
Mafuyu would probably regress younger than Tsukasa, just due to where they both naturally fall in their ranges, though sometimes they will regress the same age! Not much changes, but I think Kasa likes to play a bit of a big brother role, as always. He's such a sweetie <3
Thinking bout... Fuyu feeling a little dysphoric or uncomfortable with himself and Kasa notices and is like !!!! He runs off to get the baby one of his own big shirts and offers it to Mafu and Mafu is like... hsjskfhsjdjfj. He's very happy and content, and Kasa feels like a great big bro! (He is, praise him rn.)
Kasa putting on a show for Mafu... awwwhwhwhwhw awwwwww theyre so cute awwww. He'd definitely invite Mafuyu to join, and ykw? I think if Fuyu was feeling older he'd give it a go! Definitely not with as much energy, but he's having fun, trust.
When Kasa picks up on how Fuyu plays, he joins in! The babbies playing pretend together with Kasa narrating and Fuyu making noises of agreement or distaste based on whether or not he likes the plot ok? ok
On the occasion that Kasa is sleepy regressed and not energetic, the two of them will find a comfy spot and just curl up together... their cgs definitely took 1736488 photos of them... they're just adorable!!!
Hihi I hope these are good!! Sorry my brain has been frazzled for a while so I hope they make sense.
(oof I haven't posted in a hot minute, life has been kinda topsy turvey recently for me hehe.. but hopefully I can post more again)
But uhh I wanted to add to it since it's so cool and mafukasa is life :D
◇Little!Mafuyu&Tsukasa!
🧸 It definitely took both of them a long time to truly un-mask with eachother, they were a little awkward the first few times being small due to wanting to be polite and everything, but when they got comfortable with eachother they both became unexpected besties! Tsukasa even made matching friendship bracelets while little! (Saki did have to help him but shhhh). And he shows it to them with a lot of excitement! (He doesn't have a lot of friends leave him alone)
"Mafu-! Looks-.. friens-! friens now-? here.."
"Mmmm..."
🐟 First things first, fishes! They both love aquatic life from what I've noticed with mafu taking care of little fishes and kasa wearing it on most of his clothes. They love going to the aquarium and just staring at all of the different types until their cgs have to drag them out at closing time (but not without a trip to the gift shop hehe).
🐇 They have a lot of differences with their play styles most of the time, but the true middle ground for them is totally storybooks and puppets! One time their cgs (mostly rui) tried to put them down for a nap via putting on a small play with the puppets while reading, and they were so hooked they stayed up another hour without breaking a sweat. Now it's mostly a play time activity for them.
🧸 Mafu really wasn't sure about having such a rambunctious playmate at first, they liked their peace and quiet! But they also suppose it is nice to have a sort of older sibling figure wanting to talk and play all the time, since they hadn't exactly that when growing up.
🐟 Their favourite show together is hands down molang, kasa likes all the funny stories and bright colours, and the dance in the intro is chefs kiss to him. Mafu likes the cute character designs and.. it has bunnies cmon. They probably have matching jellycat bunnies honestly.
🐇 Kasa wants to do everything together! But he also has to be reminded often that mafu needs quiet times sometimes, when that happens he does mostly stay out of mafus way but other times he'll be silently playing beside them and glancing over often (worried brother mode). And other times he'll just go over and whisper to them even if it accidentally makes them more agitated.
"Mafu okay-?.. got bunny, want bunny? Leave it.. here! Here you go's.. "
(Gahh I feel like this is a little rushed but uhmm yeah!! Not tryna steal anything btw js wanted to add stuff bleh)
Yknow eli... you know mafu.. I know kasa... we could totally do mafukasa together yknow? I just think the babies should baby and I feel it would be a good experience for is both.
I will be frantic to hear your reply, and I hope this letter will be seen in the right light, I fear if this were to be taken the wrong way andeave us in a conundrum like it has with one of our fallen soldiers
Yours sincerely
- someone you totally don't know
Woah someone I totally don't know is back!! Hello!! (this has been in my inbox for ages... I have other asks... sorry Eli hasn't been in a good place mentally recently pls accept this peace offering🥺)
Mafuyu and Tsukasa Agere hcs!
(T-boy He/him Mafuyu!)
Tsukasa:
Ough the little guy ever... 2-5, tries to stay bigger with playmates but if he starts slipping there's nothing you can do about it.
Very energetic!! Struggles a lot with volume control which can be an issue when he's with quieter or more sensitive playmates, he never means to upset anybody! He just can't grasp how loud he is!
The babbler. Has so much to say with no sense to make.
Very social and talkative, only issue with this is that it means he can't be left alone. It will result in a meldown. This unfortunately stems a lot from how often he was left alone in childhood. He does tend to feel horrible about it after but can't help it.
Always trying to be the best playmate! Putting on shows for other littles and inviting them to perform with him!
While he will share, he actually doesn't really like to... he'll do it, but his gaze will be on the item if somebody else has it. There's one specific toy that he does refuse to share though, it's too precious!
Main cgs are Emu, Nene, Rui and occasionally Saki!
Mafuyu:
Awww the babby ever!! 1-3 as I've said before, the cutie ever <33
The lil guy is mostly non-verbal, he only really says names rather than talking.
Very protective over his toys, so he doesn't like to share them. Look don't touch!!
Not a super active little, he likes napping or playing quietly most of the time, so he does better with other inactive or quiet playmates, though that doesn't mean he hates energetic or loud playmates, he just brings noise cancelling headphones... precautions yk.
Also hates being alone. Sometimes he does need quiet time and no touch but you can't leave him in a room alone!! What if a monster comes? D:
Main cgs are Kanade, Ena, Mizuki and Honami!
MafuKasa!:
A bit of an unlikely duo... but a duo nonetheless!
At first, they had to get used to each other, Mafu learning that Kasa is naturally a bit loud and eccentric and Kasa learning that Mafu is naturally quiet and doesn't play the same way he does!
Mafuyu would probably regress younger than Tsukasa, just due to where they both naturally fall in their ranges, though sometimes they will regress the same age! Not much changes, but I think Kasa likes to play a bit of a big brother role, as always. He's such a sweetie <3
Thinking bout... Fuyu feeling a little dysphoric or uncomfortable with himself and Kasa notices and is like !!!! He runs off to get the baby one of his own big shirts and offers it to Mafu and Mafu is like... hsjskfhsjdjfj. He's very happy and content, and Kasa feels like a great big bro! (He is, praise him rn.)
Kasa putting on a show for Mafu... awwwhwhwhwhw awwwwww theyre so cute awwww. He'd definitely invite Mafuyu to join, and ykw? I think if Fuyu was feeling older he'd give it a go! Definitely not with as much energy, but he's having fun, trust.
When Kasa picks up on how Fuyu plays, he joins in! The babbies playing pretend together with Kasa narrating and Fuyu making noises of agreement or distaste based on whether or not he likes the plot ok? ok
On the occasion that Kasa is sleepy regressed and not energetic, the two of them will find a comfy spot and just curl up together... their cgs definitely took 1736488 photos of them... they're just adorable!!!
Hihi I hope these are good!! Sorry my brain has been frazzled for a while so I hope they make sense.
uhm if you're taking requests then could you do some Kohane and/or An paci edits? 4koma or card is fine I'm not picky. Take your time and take care of yourself first tho!!!
ichika: 1-3, loves to color! a very anxious baby, cant survive a moment without her cg in the room. a bit of a velcro baby. loves her miku themed gear! has a galaxy lamp
saki: 2-5, loves the pool and playing in the sprinkler! very energetic baby, she cant keep herself still. loves being called princess. owns a bunch of barbies and toy tiaras
honami: 2-4, incredibly sensitive regressor, hates feeling ignored and unheard. a huge crybaby. loves cinnamon milk and apple slices. cant stand the cold. apple themed gear and play food
shiho: 1-8, big little range, wolf regressor. kind of a fussy little, doesnt like being babied too much. has a hard time regressing in front of others but softens around leo need. bunny themed gear.
She gets quiet for slightly too long and someone asks if she's all good and a Very Tiny Voice grumbles "I NOT all good because adobe aftafects HATES ME" (it crashed while rendering)
I LOVE BABYFUYU OMG U DONT UNDERSTAND I LOVE HIM SM AHSHDHFJ
Mafuyu Asahina Agere Hcs! (Tmasc Mafuyu)
Mafuyu is such a little guy! 1-3, as I said before :3
He doesn't really talk in littlespace. He's often mostly non-verbal and will just say his cgs names (K for Kanade, any variation of Nana, Enanan, Enana, Nanana for Ena and Mimi or Zuki for Mizuki!! I think it'd be funny if he also called Honami Nana or Mimi so sometimes they get confused who he's talking about)
I got this idea from a fic I read, but they've taught Mafuyu basic Japanese sign language so that he can communicate easier, but he does have one of those AAC apps for when he doesn't know how to sign something.
Bratty Mafuyu is also a hc I've adopted from that same fic. He doesn't like sharing and is prone to tantrums or outbursts. Of course that's nothing his cgs aren't willing to handle! They love every bit of him <33
I think Mafuyu is one of the most common regressors in N25, he's their little prince!!
His favourite toy is a bunny plush that N25 got him!! Mizuki sewed a little outfit for it, but Mafuyu prefers it without so he can feel the fur :3
He is such a napper. Oh, it's lunchtime? Zzzzzzzzzz. Playtime? Lil guy is conked out. Honk mimimimimi. Nap time? He's already asleep idk what to tell you man.
Unfortunately the baby often feels dysphoric when he's little, and those feelings are too big to handle, even when he has his cgs supporting him it can be really difficult :(
Mizuki is usually #1 here. Mafuyu doesn't bind in littlespace because it can get really uncomfortable (speaking from experience), so instead Zuki will give him her biig hoodies. Not only does it help a bit, it also smells like her!!
When Mafuyu is feeling uncomfortable or overwhelmed, Kanade always sings softly to him while they cuddle. They'll ask for any requests but the baby is mostly unbiased. He just wants to hear their voice.
Ena also sings to him, and she's pretty good at distracting him too. Like Oh my baby you probably don't feel good do you :(( Hey look your favourite show is on! :D
Idc what anyone says Mafu2 was so babycoded. So in honor of that, he is baby when he's sick. You gotta get him applesauce and soup and cuddles and more cuddles and also cuddles.
I said he doesn't like sharing, but he likes to show off his toys during play dates. Hi Hello do you want to see my bunny? No you can't hold him or touch him. You can look tho.
Bunny coded. He stomps his feet when he angy. Also he's a biter. Not like, a chomper but like play bites. He'll grab his cgs hand and js start nibbling on it. They've learned to expect it now and they don't really mind since he doesn't bite hard. They still got him a teether tho.
Doesn't fully realise that he is not physically tiny and will js drop his body weight on his cg. Mizuki and Honami can take it, Ena can kind of handle it, Kanade is a goner. They've gotten better at handling it overtime but at first they'd have to adjust how they're laying so that they can actually breathe.
YAAAY BABYFUYU I LOVE HIM WHO ELSE CHEERED I CHEERED
Im sad bcs I just had a dream where the next WL3 set was agere themed (Except they replaced Shizuku with Ena.) and like ueuueue babby tthemed card set 🥹🥹🥹. I got so excited at first bcs like waow MafuEna aagere cards !!! but no.
So moral of the story dont trust ur dreams if u fall asleep regressed
woaaww waow is eli hai lililili anythin emu or ena pleaseplalee
ENANANAN HI!!! HI ENANANAN HI!!!
I'll raise you one better... Emu and Ena.
Ena Shinonome & Emu Otori Agere Hcs!
I'm gna format this a lil different than my other ones because it's just the two :3
Ena Shinonome
I said before that I think Ena is a cg leaning flip, and that's because she unfortunately suppresses her regression a lot... :( She worries about leaning on others and thinks she'll burden them with her headspace... poor baby. It also makes her feel very vulnerable and that can be so scary for somebody who is used to guarding themselves.
Other than that, she's an amazing cg! She's very attentive to her littles and knows all of their wants, needs, preferences, ect! This is very good for when she's looking after non-verbal or shy littles (cough... Mafuyu...)
She has the sweetest petnames for her babies too, though she uses "baby" and "sweetheart" a LOT. They are fighting for 1st place in her vocabulary.
Also helps with decorating pacis okay? okay.
Little Ena... oh what a baby, 2-4. She definitely needs coaxing to fully let herself go. Because of her suppressing, I think she drops fast and hard when she lets go, which can be so overwhelming, so she usually spends a while just crying and wearing herself out because of all the icky big feelings!! >:(
The baby OBVIOUSLY still is a little artist, she's just not as good... which is fine!
She struggles a bit with her motor skills so colouring in the lines is a bit... challenging. She will colour nonetheless though!
Whenever she finishes a drawing she will shove it in her cgs face and wait for their praise, to which she happily accepts! Head pats and compliments are very welcome.
She can be a little bratty because of how many big feelings she bottles up... and it always makes her feel guilty later, but her cgs will always remind her that it's okay and she is in no way a burden to any of them.
Oh also Shinosibs regressing together. Yes they still argue about everything
Emu Otori
Okay so I think last time (forgive my poor memory) that I said I see permaregressor Emu!! I think now maybe semi-permaregressor because cg Emu is just so sweet too!!
Emu's bedroom is honestly every littles dream bro. Like it's so cute and colourful and oh plushes GALORE. It's probably one of her favourite places to regress just because of the familiarity and the childlike atmosphere.
I think Emu prefers regressing with other people around. Not that she struggles much on her own, but this sweet girl probably doesn't like being by herself. If she's little she'll probably call someone in WxS
N: "Hello? Emu?"
E: "Nene-chan hii! Hellow Nene-chan we talkin'!! :D"
N: "Ah.. hello darling, yes we are talking, hm? How are you?"
Emu definitely rlly likes just... talking to people when she's little. Even if she has nothing to talk about she just wants people's company (whaaat no I'm not projecting I would never)
I think little Emu is either overhyper or oversleepy. Like girlie is either bouncing off the walls or taking a nap tbh. Me too.
Cg Emu is such a sweetheart, she's really good at keeping up with her littles pace and she knows their routines rlly well!! This works great for Nene especially, since he relies a lot on routine but struggles to keep up with it when in littlespace.
Cg Emu is like the dream cg. She will give you sweets and cuddles and bedtime stories and plushes and just whatever you want!!
Ena & Emu
The colouring buddies EVER. EVEREVEREVER!!
This is great because Ena will show Emu her drawings and Emu is so impressed and gives sm praise (well. babble praise but it's praise)
Emu also shows Ena her drawings and Ena will clap for her because this baby doesn't know how to form words like that yet. (I feel like her brain would struggle to think of the words on the spot)
Ena regressing at Emu's house... I think it'd be so cute because Ena thought she had a lot of plushies? Emu proves her wrong!!
Uhn uhm if I may be so bold, HonaEnaEmu. Babies EnaEmu cg Hona. OR. ORRRRRRR. All 3 of them are babies and EnaEmu are helping Hona with her drawings. Ueueueuueeueue babbies hsjsdjjdskskdu I LOVE THEM.
Brief PJSK Agere hcs!
Hehe ty for the ask Nanan I'm having a real icky day so thinking these up made me feel real good :D ALSO SORRY FOR REPLYING TO THESE LATE GRRR I DIDNT SEE THE NOTIF
sometimes it's hard to care for yourself but it's always necessary ! here are a few ways i can hopefully help you look after your tiny self safely & happily !