What Makes You Beautiful - A Mentalist Fanfiction
TIMELINE: Set some in the future after series four finale. Minor spoilers.
SYNOPSIS: “Yesterday I made a New Year’s resolution. I’m going to give myself one whole year to woo and win the love of California Bureau of Investigation’s Senior Agent Teresa Lisbon.”
PAIRING: Patrick Jane/Teresa Lisbon
Previous Chapters: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11
“Right now I’m looking at you and I can’t believe,
You don’t know you’re beautiful”
~ What Makes You Beautiful ~ 1D
Another Christmas. Another CBI Christmas party.
This one’s a bit different though, for two reasons. The first is that Abigail Grant, the wealthy philanthropist we helped in July has sponsored this year’s event. The second is that I’m actually attending for a change.
Christmas is such a joyous occasion but ever since I lost Angela and Charlotte I’ve avoided this time of year like the plague. Too many painful memories of the lives I’d been so careless with. I wasn’t interested in celebrating. Didn’t want to be around people. Couldn’t have anyone guessing how I really felt. How much I hurt. It was a weakness I had to keep hidden, so outwardly I used to pretend it didn’t bother me…but it did. A lot.
This year is different though. I want to be with people. One person in particular.
This year I’m looking forward to Christmas with the over bright decorations and all the good cheer.
This year for the first time in over a decade…I’m happy.
Early this morning I laid wreath’s on my wife’s and daughter’s graves. It was hard but it no longer left me feeling so desolate and empty and alone as it had done in the past. Maybe it was because Lisbon came with me this time.
She hadn’t said anything; she’d just been there for me as always…quiet and steady. Letting me deal with it my own way and when I’d stood, she’d clasped my hand and raised it to her lips for a gentle kiss.
Honestly, every day, every little thing she does just makes me love her even more. I didn’t think it was possible for me to feel like this again…but for once, I’m more than happy to be proved wrong.
The thought of her has me avidly searching the ballroom. The normally modest party CBI throws has been far overshadowed this year and not only are employees here but also local councillors and legal hotshots. Abigail Grant doesn’t like to do things by half judging by the amount of decadent food laid out on platters around the hall and the huge, impeccably decorated trees that adorn the sides. They’re nice but there’s something to be said for the haphazard way a child, or even an out of practice adult, dresses a tree. Festive music is being played by a band and their singer is really, rather good.
Unfortunately, this is the one year I wish it had been the usual, somewhat boring, event that I often heard the rest of the team describe after the holidays.
It would make it a whole lot easier to leave this thing early. As it is, Ms. Grant has purloined Lisbon and is in the process of introducing her to pretty much everyone in the room.
I’m pleased for her; she deserves to get some recognition for everything she does. I just wish it didn’t have to be tonight when I have other, more personal, things I’d like to introduce her to myself.
What I need is a distraction.
I finally catch sight of Lisbon a few feet away, standing awkwardly next to a willowy bottle blonde who is with a short, rather rotund gentleman. Obviously a love match. Ms. Grant is called away and I watch Lisbon fidget with her dress as she self-consciously darts a glance at the taller woman. I can’t help but shake my head.
Despite her outward confidence, especially at work, Lisbon can still be so insecure at functions such as these. I don’t know why. To me, she’s far more beautiful than that gold digging leech draped over her wealthy lover. Expensive jewellery and expertly applied make-up doesn’t hide the fact that that woman is just plain ugly on the inside whereas Lisbon just positively glows with the compassion and goodness I know resides within.
I catch her eye and raise my glass to her in acknowledgement. I’m pleased to note that my shoulder no longer protests to such a motion. It’s taken a while to heal but even my ribs are feeling a lot better now too. I still have some twinges if I over exert myself but it’s not going to be enough to stop me taking Lisbon back to my new apartment tonight…unless she doesn’t want to go of course.
The thought pulls me up short but when I see the way she smiles back at me, I quickly dismiss my errant musings. There’s a sultry gleam in her eyes that fairly makes my body hum with anticipation. I stare back at her and, after blatantly running my gaze down her svelte, powerful body, I wink and give her a wicked grin. I can see her cheeks flame, even from here.
I take a sip of my wine and glance around the rest of the ballroom. Cho is talking to some guys from the office while Rigsby is dancing with Van Pelt. They’re swaying languidly together wrapped in each other’s arms even though the music isn’t slow. I guess they’re not keeping their affair a secret anymore. I’m a little sad that there are going to be changes within the team but happy for them nonetheless. It wouldn’t surprise me if we were hearing the sound of wedding bells in the very near future.
I can’t stop my gaze seeking out Lisbon when I think of marriage. I wonder what she’d say if she knew where my thoughts strayed to from time to time? It’d probably scare the hell out of her. Knowing Lisbon, I doubt that she would have allowed herself too much daydreaming in regards to me. I was hardly a safe bet, was I? But I am now and I’m going to do my best to ensure she knows that.
I just need to get her out of here first.
I notice she’s finished talking to the couple and is about to head in my direction when a man suddenly appears at her side. I recognise him instantly. It’s Senator Carlton. I wonder what rock he crawled out from under? Despicable oaf.
I can see the change in Lisbon’s relaxed demeanour immediately when she tenses and gives me an almost pleading glance as the odious man takes one of her hands in both of his and leans in closer. As she draws back and tries to politely extricate herself from the snake’s grasp, I can feel my grip tighten inexorably around the slim stemmed flute I hold and put it down on a nearby table in case I snap the delicate glass.
I never did like Carlton and each time I see him I’m reminded exactly why. I saunter over and paste an innocent smile on my face that I know Lisbon can see clean through. Now I notice her a tense for different reason. She’s obviously concerned at what I’m about to say…or do. I must say she’s probably right to be worried because I’ve just found my perfect distraction.