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I talk to myself, I get answers from myself... perhaps I should just give myself a nickname? I have IBS and back pain and can mostly likely be found on the loo, telling my stomach to shut up or walking like I've had an accident.... I am on a weight loss journey to see if this helps my various aches, pains and problems... I like pretty pictures, I like food, cute things and things that make me laugh like a deranged giraffe... I often feel that the world doesn't know I exist or that I am even worth being here. I live with the constant anxiety of people I know and love forgetting me and quite often have to fight hard not to stay under the duvet and hide away from everything each day. I am just a boring person deep down...

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(excuse the mess in the kitchen) Ember has just shed. We decided to measure it this time because it was such a clean, nice and whole shed. Imagine our surprise when we found it was about 7ft long!! 7ft. Having done a quick bit of research, it would appear that she is very special in this regard, with normal #honduranmilksnakes coming in between 4-6ft. We always knew she was a special lady!! Diameter is about 2.5 inches around her widest point too... very proud owners over this way 🙋🏼‍♀️🙋🏻‍♂️#snakesofinstagram #honduranmilksnakesofinstagram #ember #freshshed https://www.instagram.com/p/Bzv6EfjgmvE/?igshid=1p1q7t8cug82z

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Got you a person who looks at you like #Freddie looks at the outside world... #chameleonsofinstagram https://www.instagram.com/p/BzV4L2OAZ_1/?igshid=n4af4lzosatu

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I think someone is hungry and has thrown an almighty tantrum in her viv. Again. 🙄 . . . . Don’t worry, they’re all getting cleaned out and fed tonight. She won’t starve...🤦🏼‍♀️#snakesofinstagram #honduranmilksnake #ember #tantrum #feedme https://www.instagram.com/p/BzIHRudgTF5/?igshid=1f199tbhisqsc

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🤣 but words to work with 😉 https://www.instagram.com/p/By7XLesgB6O/?igshid=os1bxku656d7

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Cervical Screening. Or ‘smear test’. It doesn’t matter what you call it, as a female, it’s something we all need to do. I’ve just been for mine. It wasn’t pleasant nor my favourite thing to do, but it’s quick, not the worst thing in the world and incredibly necessary! If you’ve had a letter, please please please - make that appointment and get it done. It’s important. #doit #womenshealth #cervicalscreening https://www.instagram.com/p/Byr2pfgAiDZ/?igshid=rsnma3fxdszb

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🤣 https://www.instagram.com/p/BymnPZHg6XZ/?igshid=x7p4vsltkqbq

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Ok. So it took me 12 months rather than 2. I haven’t quite gotten to the promised 5k, but I can run/jog solidly for 30 minutes (and actually could’ve carried on tonight) and I finally, finally finished #c25k #nhscouchto5k 🏃‍♀️ 🎉 💪🏼 next challenge: actually run a 5k! 😉 https://www.instagram.com/p/ByizwcHgbQz/?igshid=1ug1jzw9rd006

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Not the smarted squirrel but at least he’s keeping a bit of himself dry whilst he feasts on food! Credit: Allan Russell #squirrel #dampsquirrel #justhangingaround https://www.instagram.com/p/BycmSeoAm7z/?igshid=b2mblegetapj

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Oh I am excited about this!! @pinchofnom #yum #allthefood 🤤 https://www.instagram.com/p/ByFfvzkAxmm/?igshid=1xx4w34pxls9m

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Our #clematis is looking pretty stunning at the moment too... I very much love #spring https://www.instagram.com/p/BwW67Z-gqJI/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=stn4nstsclui

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at Stanwick, Nottinghamshire, United Kingdom https://www.instagram.com/p/BwRvHVJgR0F/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=nevdq6dl0lb2

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My Monday is better than yours... #walking (at Wellingborough, Northamptonshire) https://www.instagram.com/p/BwRsOuMg6EY/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1923sg9hnl2dq

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Well. This is rather lovely and warm. Slightly nervous about later on though but let’s get through some rugby first. #coyw #waspsrugby #ricoh (at Wasps) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bv6jcT8AuET/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=mndzuch5uen4

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A visitor in the garden... #squirrel #spring https://www.instagram.com/p/Bv37Z5bgo7Y/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=f801g0zwolvj

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How am I spending my evening alone? Why, nebulising a #snake of course. Poor sparky still has an issue in his mouth, a bacteria which makes him produce too much saliva, so he’s on a course of a baytril mixture (twice a day - he loves me at the moment 🙄) via nebuliser. #snakesofinstagram #ballpython #royalpython #albinoballpython https://www.instagram.com/p/Bv2AK-AgdVz/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=158x6mz8408ww

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It’s amazing what you stumble across in between a housing estate and an industrial estate 🌳 #walking #manmade #nature (at Bermuda Lake) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bvmh8i2A1vw/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=je3jjnetu8q4

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I’m loving my new leggings. They didn’t move, they’re comfy and warm, sooo soft and I’m in two sizes smaller than normal!! Highly recommended! #lucylocketloves #lucylockettdesigns 🏃‍♀️ https://www.instagram.com/p/BvI-ml9AAi9/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=12r9o7um3hl05