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Actually my biggest fear is that I will never reach my goal

#weightloss #no eating #tw eating issues #💡 as a feather #i need to be skinnier #skinniest

I'm soo tired, but all these thoughts haunt me at night.. so I spend half of the night crying

Can't do this anymorreeeee

#💡 as a feather #anabl0g #i hate calories #i want to lose weight #no eating #weightloss #an0rexi0 #i need to be skinnier #no food #analog #a4a angel #a4a thoughts #im so tired

"I didn't know you struggle with food"

- that's the problem

#anabl0g #a4a angel #a4a thoughts #i hate calories #i want to lose weight #i need to be skinnier #need to lose more weight

I HATE IT when I actually got my control back and than my ass gets ill !!!!

#i need to be skinnier #i want to lose weight #need to lose more weight #i hate calories #i hate eating #no food #no eating #tw eating issues #anabl0g #a4a thoughts

I'm stuck between 46-48 kg for almost a year now

pretty embarrassing tbh 🤗

its not like im planning my whole life around this

nvm keep trying right

#an0rexi0 #anabl0g #i want to lose weight #weightloss #tw eating issues

I JUST CHANGED THE BACKROUND COLOR TO PIIINK 💕💕💕

didn't know that was possible to do 😮‍💨

#i hate calories #calorie restriction #this is a girlblog #thinspp #💡 as a feather #no eating #🍽️#anabl0g #starvinb #analog

FASTING-DIARY🍭

I will take u with me during my

"134h (~5days)" fast !

➡️ FAIL 🙂

Start: sunday, 11.01 19pm

End: saturday, 17.01 9/10am 🤞

monday

Weight: 48,4kg

Symptoms: slightly freezing

Hunger: low

sleep quality: good

tuesday 😐

Weight: 48,1kg (at night 47,7kg)

Symptoms: headaches (took some salt afterwars litteralle just a pinch + magnesium)

Hunger: low/no

sleep quality: BROO ITS 2:30am WHY DO I ALREADY FEEL SOO DIZZY plus my arms kinda shake it feels disgusting

was so tired obviously just slept, but stood up for some salt but tbh i don't know if this is helping

so basically i HAD TO quit, it was such an disgusting feeling like i had to threw up i was so dizzy, my whole body was shaking like wtf it was just 55hours but basically i ate 2 rice cakes in 40min because it was so hard to eat bc i felt so dizzy.

the night from tuesday to wednesday ⬆️

wednesday (not fasting)

Weight: 47,3kg

binged and threw it up

mentally completely screwed up... I was clean for almost 5 months kinda thought i wouldn't do it anymore (mia)

but after purging i ate some joghurt

thursday (not fasting)

Weight: 47,2kg

I wont fast but I will eat less than 650kcal tdy

friday (Next fast till saturday)

but I will just note my weight down bc its not a long fast

Weight: ...kg

Symptoms:

Hunger:

sleep quality:

BY THE WAY

My most common reason for breaking a fast -> Severe dizziness, shaking, and not being able to stand up

so if someone has tips, share them please💕

#anabl0g #💡 as a feather #thinspiii #no food #calorie restriction #i hate calories #this is a girlblog #an0rexi0

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