okay, so, i wanted to let y'all know about something. and i was thinking about where i wanted to announce it or how i wanted to announce it, and i was thinking like, "do i post on twitter?" [that place sucks and i'm off of it now.] the stream is where i exist now, it's my happy place. i figured it would announce it here. [so...] a little while ago i asked jenna to marry me and she said 'yes' so we are engaged. it feels good to kind of get the words out because i've wanted to tell you for a while and i didn't because it was giving me anxiety [so i kinda held onto it for a while] and i think today i realized it was kinda flipped and it was giving me more anxiety to hold onto it. she is still off line as you know but still very much a part of my life. now it's official.
