For the past six months, I’ve been on a relentless pursuit of achievement.
I finally landed myself in some big cosmic juicy juice.
I been raising, been working, been twerking, been feeling and mother f*cking healing some deep threads.
I landed my ultimate dream reality role, and I was not going to allow anything, or anyone stop me from that path of trajectory forward.
From early mornings to late nights (and by late nights, I mean I pass out by 9pm) I pushed myself to the brink, convinced that this was the path to success in a very new, yet rewarding path.
But recently, I had an epiphany.
I realized that I’d been acting like a wingnut, spinning in circles and burning out my mental circuits.
I been too focused on thinking, instead of being.
I hadn’t allowed myself to make space to enjoy what I had cultivated.
I had been too busy burning the candle at both ends.
I decided it was time for a change.
I believed that success required sacrifice.
Fuelled by ambition and caffeine.
My days were a blur of tasks, deadlines, and self-imposed pressure.
Getting sucked into the career wormhole and literally running on autopilot.
And, the work isn't going anywhere...
I realised, I was putting T&C’s on my own damn manifestations.
I needed something to shift, and fast!
So I decided to break the cycle.
Instead of my usual 5 a.m, jump out of bed, punch 2 coffees and an energy drink before 8am (Yes, I want to punch my own self in the face for being so dumb)
I found myself having to work a later shift, which meant I HAD to try something different.
I allowed myself to gradually and organically wake.
I hugged my son in the morning.
I hung out with my animals.
AND the world didn't f*coming collapse!
LIBERATION, in acknowledgement.
My life and soul goals are not measured on short-term success.
I'm embedding the ancient craft of alchemy.
Dancing on the fractals of time and space.
I want to be present, balanced, and an active pleasurable participant in all aspects of life.
That means saying no to burnout and yes to sustainable growth.
It means embracing my humanity—the messy, imperfect, beautiful journey.
No longer being a wingnut, spinning aimlessly.
Instead, I’m charting a course toward longevity—a life where achievement and well-being coexist.
Where magick exists in the “mundane”
And your reality, is only what you tell yourself about it- and how your belief systems define what you’re experiencing
Take a deep breath, reassess your priorities, and find your balance.
Remember, my fellow earthlings: We’re not machines.
We’re complex, evolving houseplants.
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