I always smile despite being in pain. I lost the love of my life to another. I have 3 blood clotting disorders and have had 30 blood clots so far. I am in chronic pain but i managed to get a thc oil medical card in GA where only CBD is legal. I give myself 2 injections of a blood thinner a day until i die. I dont know if i can do this forever. Im sad...I need my soul soothed. im taking guitar lessons and I do abstract ink art while listening to music usually in nature. Im in a funk...Im lost and lonely and yet I smile.








