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˗ˏˋ i love jeno ˎˊ˗ prev. jenology, hiatus

[jenoist]

i haven't logged onto this blog in ages (and i'm not sure if anyone still remembers me) but i wish the best for you all and i hope you've been well! 💘

lots of love from cyrinne! ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

[jenoist]

23 days until jeno’s birthday!!

[jenoist]

[jenoist]

@sweetlystellar

[jenoist]

ok i'll post abt it when i remake (it might be before or after the start of 2019) so until then!! bye bye!!! take care and be safe i wish u all so much joy for the conclusion of 2018, i hope it makes up for the previous months somewhat!!✨💐🌈

[jenoist]

while i'm sad you're thinking of dropping this blog, you definitely should do whatever's going to be best for you!!! i'm glad you're working hard to feel better and improve your life and health!!!! it's been. forever, but i'm really glad to hear you're doing better;;; i hope you had a very very very happy and merry christmas!!

thank you so much!! i'm really thankful you feel that way, especially that you understand where i'm coming from 💗 there's a lot of memories and stuff i like on this blog, but it's just a lot of baggage and stuff that it would be too hard to "purge" or just get rid of. maybe i just have a really bad habit of restarting things every once in awhile, but i do want to do as much as i can to improve and grow as a person.

and thank you again millie, i'm really really thankful to have such a wonderful person like you as a part of this journey!! truly you've been such a positive impact on my life. 💓💕 these past few days have been good thankfully, christmas included, and I really am trying hard to patch up things in my life for the better. i hope you had a wonderful christmas too, may these last few days of 2018 be good to you as well!! 🤞🏼🍀✨

[jenoist]

hello i hope you have/had a very berry merry christmas!!

and if you don't celebrate it, i hope you have/had a wonderful day nonetheless✨💛

[jenoist]

the tags didn't work on your 2018 selfie tag :(

omg thank u for letting me know TAT i kind of guessed that happened but i really don't know how else to fix it :((( i guess they'll just flop or idk i'll delete them in shame dbdbdb

thank you so much for letting me know though!! 💘

[jenoist]

here’s where you can reach me while I’m gone!!

instagram

sweetlystellar (main)

johtobabe (2nd… kind of a finsta/spam)

cosmicallant (art)

twitter

jenokingdom (remaking with the same @ in the future)

snapchat

cosmicallant

kakao id

cyrinne

ask for my # if you want to imessage / facetime. I don’t use socmed much and won’t have time to check very often… but this would be the best way to contact me! and mutuals you can also add yourself to my spreadsheet ^^

[jenoist]

2018 was the worst… but at least i got some good selfies out of it!!

[jenoist]

so I know I’m on hiatus, but I was excited to post these and had them done in advance! now that I’m at my grandma’s house I thought it would be a good opportunity to post a little something.

this year really was the worst! but I am happy to have grown as a person, even through pictures of me alone. I’ve stopped using filters, started using makeup (for fun), tried out different hairstyles and clothes, and it just makes me happier with myself appearance wise. I still have a long way to go, but any progress is good progress!

now I was tagged by @slutual @icejeno and @citrusicheng for 2018 selfies! thank you so much my beautiful angels, I’ll reblog your wonderful posts when I get back home or smth!!

and i’ll be tagging @soyeon @myfirstandlast @markgf @jaeminlore @visiongf @jaerk @amorenjun @nctanti @ilovejunnie @hollyjollyjisung @jinlix @hyuckult @problematic-roll @lunacream @jjkslove @leejenos  @chuuwu @minhyukist @sproutjisung @jaeminftstars @zhongsgf @jaeminslatinagf @distrnct9 @1aphrodite @wonxuxi @ambearliu @zukophobic @5unwoo @wukhee @doyoungnav @whist1e @jenotech @dayoung @neojeno @berryjaellie @renjunasmr @sunyoung @gothkunhang @c-huuu @jenozen @geminidyke @yanyangs @airplaane @guksuu @showbebe @jaewin (tags weren’t working so I untagged a few ppl who saw this...srry! also you can say I tagged you!!)

whether or not I tagged you, please know that you are so loved and I am eternally grateful for you! thank you for being one of my many blessings in life! 

[jenoist]

2018 was the worst... but at least i got some good selfies out of it!!

[jenoist]

hi! for the sake of my mental health/well being, as well as my road trip from dec 6-16th... i’m going to be off tumblr!! I won’t have many opportunities to go online :( but I might log in queue things or reblog posts I’ve been tagged in, I have tons of drafts and stuff in my likes!

I really am not in my right mind to be in touch with others or post regularly, and I apologize if I end up interacting with you / have recently interacted with you. I’m also sorry for the lack of interaction, I know there’s a lot I have to respond to and I'm trying to better myself.

I'll get back to this blog (and every other blog I have on this site bc honestly... I have a lot of them) eventually, but for now I just want to figure myself out and also build character/self esteem where things aren't as suffocating, anxious, and overall toxic.

if you want to (try to) keep in touch, I posted some of my contact info!!

[jenoist]

here’s where you can reach me while I’m gone!!

instagram

rinnefluenza (kind of a finsta/spam)

cosmicallant (art)

twitter

rinnefluenza (main/personal, but im more active on "anitwt" and priv which u can ask for)

snapchat

cosmicallant

kakao id

cyrinne

ask for my # if you want to imessage / facetime. I don’t use socmed much and won’t have time to check very often... but this would be the best way to contact me! and mutuals you can also add yourself to my spreadsheet ^^

[nctinfo]

[jenoist]

[jenoist]

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[jenoist]