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How do I tell them?

How do I tell them how we return to each other's arms again? How do I tell them that I'm starting to love you again?

How do I tell them that you're making me smile again? How do I tell them all the hard conversations and tears we shared?

How do I tell them the difference between what we have right now? How do I tell them we are growing so much stronger this time? How do I tell them how you kiss me goodnight? How do I tell them how you comfort me each night? How do I tell them how I chose to forgive you every day? How do I tell them that what we have now is real?

How do I tell them that forgiving someone is not a sign of weakness or being naive, but the bravest thing you could ever do.

How do I tell them that, after all that we went through, it's still you?

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I rebuke every negative word spoken over my life, even if it was a joke.

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"Be proud of yourself. Be proud that your heart and intentions are good. Be proud of the fact that you are trying."

― Richelle E. Goodrich, Being Bold: Quotes, Poetry, & Motivations for Every Day of the Year

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January 30, 2025 (9:42 AM)

And it hits me—the peace I've been longing for.

I will thank God every day for where I am right now. I am grateful for the slow days, as they allow me to appreciate how good He is and how He saved me from my toughest times.

I can wake up late, sleep late, and go out late without worrying about anything—just enjoying life and seeing where it takes me. I guess it's true: the moment you let go, the moment you stop chasing, you start to realize your worth and all that this world has to offer.

I'm forever grateful for what I have right now. I no longer have to stress about waking up early or forcing myself to commute daily for work. I can work from the comfort of my own home—where I can also spend time with my family and pursue my hobbies.

Thank you, Lord, for the better days and, most especially, for my roughest days. Without them, I wouldn't be where I am today. Through them, I have come to know You more and more each day.

It really did. That breakup saved me.

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December 8, 2024

I just got home from today's Sunday Mass. I can't contain the sadness I felt during the mass. I cried (again). I cried to God about how heavy (still) it was. Healing is a difficult thing for real. I thought I let you go that day, but no one told me I must let go of you everyday. I still pray for you, but today I prayed about how to stop loving you? It's hard. I just pray that I can get through this. I miss you and I want to hug you. :(

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I might I lost him but I gained a closer relationship with Him and myself & that’s when I realised— i won.

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November 6, 2024

So I attended our BOD meeting and they told me na pumayat daw ako. Haha kinilig naman ako. Nagbungga na rin yung pag shirataki at walking everyday. Proud of you, Jen!