Lately, I’ve been feeling so low that I started praying for God to just take me. Not out of anger, just because I thought maybe I’ve had enough. I’ve been the happiest three times in my life, and for a while, I felt like that was already enough. That maybe I could bow out now and say, “I’ve lived a good life.”
But today, something hit me.
Maybe I’ve been praying the wrong prayer all along.
Instead of asking God to take my life, why not ask Him to show me how good life can still be? He’s God, nothing is impossible with Him.
So this time, I’m praying, Lord, show me how amazing life can truly be. Surprise me. Remind me why it’s still worth waking up each day. Show me the kind of joy that makes me want to stay.
I know it won’t happen overnight, but maybe this is the start of something beautiful. I’m choosing to hold on, even if it’s just by a thread. One day at a time. One prayer at a time.
