shit junkieミー

my name is jesse i like pizza and sleep in that order.

[jesse---huang]

I'm gonna curl into the hairy boy beside me and hope I wake up happy ugh fuck

[jesse---huang]

[jesse---huang]

coughs then runs away

[fychen]

[jesse---huang]

everytime i try to refresh the dash it saves it????????????

[hettiemcallister]

Then that’s where you and I differ. They don’t know shit about us, but maybe I don’t know shit about you. I don’t fucking know, okay? I can’t block it out, I’m not the same as you, I take in anything and everything that people say. I guess your first mistake was dating someone who’s just too different to you, otherwise we probably wouldn’t be in this situation. No, you wouldn’t, that’s complete bullshit and we both know it. If the situation was reversed, you would have reacted exactly the same way. Whatever, I’m not in the mood to hear it. Fine, then maybe we just shouldn’t be together anymore.

[jesse---huang]

You know pretty much everything about me, Hettie, don't play that card, you know yourself it's bullshit. Dating you wasn't a mistake. If you think that's true then you really don't know me as well as I thought you did. Then we've decided, we're over. You should just leave, get away from me.

[fan-qins]

[hettiemcallister]

How am I supposed to not listen when there’s so much talk, Jesse! Do you know how many times I’ve heard comments about being your beard? Our relationship is like some huge, hilarious joke and it’s tiring, okay? I love you, but it’s tiring. [She rolled her eyes, scoffing at his answer.] Right, okay, so I’m frustrating because I walk in on that scene and think you’re cheating, but if you walked in on me, half naked with someone else on my bed and condoms on the floor, the first thing you’d think is, ‘oh, they were making water bombs’. Why would I ask Nor?! He’s your best friend, he’s probably in on the whole fucking thing anyway. Well I don’t fucking trust you, it always seemed too fucking good to be true anyway, I should have known I would have been fucked over eventually.

[jesse---huang]

I manage to not listen, I just block it all out because I know that they don't know shit about us, they don't see how we really are they just see that I'm close with someone other than my girlfriend and automatically assume that just because we're close we're fucking, which is dumb, cause I'm not like that. If it's so tiring then why do you let it get to you? That wouldn't be my first thought but I wouldn't jump to conclusions and I'd never accuse you of doing something before hearing what you had to say first, it's only fair. Oh my god, there's nothing to be in on, I wasn't cheating on you! You don't trust me? Well you know what? I don't think I can be with someone who doesn't trust me.

[jesse---huang]

all i can think of rn is this gif of elijah wood and iDK WHY BUT I KEEP THINKING ABOUT IT AND LAUGHING

[hettiemcallister]

Maybe you would! Enough people think you’re ready to run off with someone else and I’m just your fucking cover up, how am I supposed to know? I’m just a naive fucking little girl. [She ran a hand through her hair, letting out a huge sigh and tears started to drip down her face. She knew she was acting too harsh with him, but she couldn’t stop herself. She couldn’t control her emotions, and all pent up anger was unleashing itself.] That’s it, I’m inconsiderate, it’s not exactly the first time I’ve heard that. Go on then, explain.

[jesse---huang]

Don't listen to other people, listen to me! I'm the only one who knows what's going on in my life, other people don't know shit, You're not you're   [he groaned and reached for the hoodie beside him, pulling it on over his head and pulling the hood up as he didn't have time to care about his hair being a mess] You're frustrating, that's what you are. We were just messing around and we filled them up with water and    Nor was there! Ask him, if you don't think he'd lie to you. I shouldn't have to explain myself to you anyway, you should trust me.

[hettiemcallister]

What the fuck is there to explain?! How can it be anything other than what it looks like, Jesse! [She exclaimed angrily, pushing his hands away from her as he spun her around. She told herself that she was never going to cry over relationships; ever, but tears were welling up and she aggressively tried to blink them away.] Go on, come up with some stupid lie that I can fall for so we can go on like nothing happened; like you didn’t have sex with some other guy.

[jesse---huang]

[he took a step back from her, not wanting to anger her or upset her anymore than he already had, he saw the tears in her eyes and all he wanted to do was grab her and hold her, but he couldn't because he was the one who put the tears there. However when she accused him he could feel himself getting angry, didn't she trust him?] I didn't have sex with him! God dammit Hettie, You really think I'd give up everything we have just for one dumb night with someone else? I'm not like that! I would never cheat on you, the fact that you're not even willing to hear me out is is really fucking inconsiderate of you, you know that? 

[hettiemcallister]

[She let out a shocked laugh, shaking her head in dismay. Was he just going to stand in front of her and lie to her face, even when the answer was so obvious, and the evidence was in plain sight?] Are you sure it’s not like that, Jesse? ‘Cause it sure looks like it is. Not that condom wrappers and naked boys are questionable at all. [She spat out, storming out of his bedroom to grab her jacket from the couch, fumbling with her house keys in her pocket.]

[jesse---huang]

[Jesse sighed and went to speak before she stormed out of the room, his heart starting racing and he looked at his friend, motioning for him to stay where he was] Hettie, wait! [he quickly threw on a pair of shorts and chased after her] Let me explain, you've got it all wrong! [he approached her from behind and spun her around] Won't you listen to me explain? Please?

[hettiemcallister]

[After trudging along to Jesse’s place for a spontaneous visit, holding a bag of take-out Chinese in one hand, and her Blade Runner DVD in the other, she was unsurprised to find his front door unlocked. She should have known that he’d have forgotten to lock it, as per usual. She dumped her jacket down on the couch before calling out his name once. Hearing voices coming from his bedroom, she prayed that it was just him and Nor talking; that she was imagining the worst. She pushed open his bedroom door, taking in the condom wrappers on the floor, the half naked boy in his bed, and Jesse, naked save the towel around his waist, clearly fresh from the shower. Her stomach turned and she felt like she was about to throw up. Ignoring the feeling of her lip trembling, she composed herself and gulped, nodding slightly at the two boys.] This must be a bad time, right? Since I’m clearly interrupting something here. 

[jesse---huang]

[Jesse had spent the night hanging out with Nor and a couple of the other stoner boys, filling condoms with water and just being general idiots. The others left where as one of the younger boys couldn't handle the all nighter and had passed out on the sofa, not wanting his clique member to get a sore back sleeping on the sofa he moved the boy to the bed in the night, at one point in the night the boy must have taken off his shirt, but Jesse didn't mind, he was used to his friends being half naked in his bed, it had became such a normal thing for him. After taking  a shower he was in his room, standing next to the other and laughing with him when the door suddenly swung open, he looked over at his door a little confused, hadn't everyone gone home? When he saw it was Hettie he smiled, his smile disappearing as her face turned sullen. He raised his eyebrow as she spoke] What? You're not    [Jesse looked over at his friend and then down at the floor, his mind piecing together what the other had seen, his heart instantly dropped and he shook his head] No, No you didn't it's not    Hettie, it's not like that.

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