Sometimes I feel myself better off alone. People are just so insensitive and meeting them every day is like another stab in my heart and my pain. It is not their fault wholely, but they remind me too much of the pain that comes along with them. I tried and tried and tried to ignore the blood leaking out from my wounded heart. But they do not let me? Why keep telling me about the pain? Why keep bringing that in front of my face? You think you are gonna make everything better? You think by trying to be nice and helping me could make the pain less severe? Fuck no. I am so good at acting that they think I am okay with it. Can’t blame them anyway. Put my fucking earphones in but they still try to dig into that fucking pain. Just leave me fucking alone. I do not need you to care about me that way. Leaving me now would hurt me less, thank you.
