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@real-wildfires
Does the gimmickverse have any egg salad opinions?
Egg salad is bad
Excellent opinion. Anyone else?
Terrible
Ah, you feel very strongly about this. Next?
Never had it.
Though how can you make eggs into salad?
With mayonnaise, I think. Next opinion?
Absolutely fucking horrible.
Weighing in on multiple timelines, I see. Your distaste runs deep. Next?
It should burn.
Actually, I’ll do it myself!
Ah, arson! Fine opinion indeed. Next?
I think this goes without saying
I don't even know anymore
Okay , boss!
I've released the floodgates
:3c @non-tyrannical-usa
I think this is our firts interaction?
🔥hey is it me or is it kinda hot in here🔥
Yep, im doing some silly things with my pal :D
🔥oh ok I kinda feel like I’m burning idk why🔥
why did I get a like as soon as I posted something, I didnt even tag it
Followers with notifications on. Hope this he- *immediately gets rotated 5 times in the span of a second for nearly uttering the forbidden incantation*
dude this post is getting wild responses
.did they explode, 5 times in a second is gonna cause so much wind hitting you.
Yeah she is dead now
YORKSHIRE OFFICIAL????
NERDY LITTLE BUG CREATURE????
Are we just doing that? Is that what we’re doing?
IM CONFUSED ON WHY THE GIMMICK BLOG FOR YORKSHIRE OFFICIAL REBLOGGED IT
We do that sometimes.
It's fun to appear out of nowhere
AAAHHHH
No need to get so fired up
why did I get a like as soon as I posted something, I didnt even tag it
Followers with notifications on. Hope this he- *immediately gets rotated 5 times in the span of a second for nearly uttering the forbidden incantation*
dude this post is getting wild responses
.did they explode, 5 times in a second is gonna cause so much wind hitting you.
Yeah she is dead now
YORKSHIRE OFFICIAL????
NERDY LITTLE BUG CREATURE????
Are we just doing that? Is that what we’re doing?
IM CONFUSED ON WHY THE GIMMICK BLOG FOR YORKSHIRE OFFICIAL REBLOGGED IT
We do that sometimes.
It's fun to appear out of nowhere
I hate her I hate her I hate her so so so so much I hate her
Smith said the new policy requiring parents to consent before children under 16 can change their names or pronouns in schools will be propos
This fills me with so much fucking fury I hate her
*turns you into a wet cat*
...
...
...
*they walk over and notice he's a cat, but don't realize it's him*
Oh, a little kitty? Why are you so wet, did you get caught in the rain earlier?
*they pick him up. He can see just how stressed and tired they are*
*he sighs, if cats can actually sigh, and lets them pick him up*
Uh... meow.
You kinda sound like that Detective guy... I wonder how he's doin.
But nevermind that for now, I'll dry you up at my place.
*they start walking to their apartment*
This is kidnapping and it's illegal- I mean.. uh- meow.
You can speak? Cool! You kinda act like Detective too
*they smile a little and make it to their apartment, walking inside and setting Detective on the couch*
I'll go get a towel really quick, alright?
...
Damn it.. what do I do... I've been kidnapped...
*they quickly run off to go get a towel from the bathroom, and come back shortly after with a medium-sized towel. They then start to gently dry off Detective with the towel*
*he sighs*
Whata... it's me.
It's who?
*they continue to dry Detective's fur*
It's me... I'm the detective... I got turned into a cat.
...
... *Realization* Ohhhhhhh
*they finish drying him*
*he abruptly changes back into a human*
Well... I should probably go.
... Yeah, probably. You've most likely got stuff to do
Yeah.. I do.. uh.. you look tired, you should sleep.
I'll be fine. There's a lot of stuff happening right now anyways, my children might need my help soon...
Why? What happened?
It's difficult to explain, but...
Two of them are injured and one is being super mean and is probably possessed by something
Oh yeah.. Lep got injured, who's possessed though?
I mean... It's not confirmed he's possessed, but the one I'm talking about is... Also Lep? There's two of him for some reason
And Dojo and Less are also injured...
...There's two Leps?! Are you sure... One of them could be an imposter, and that would be identity theft, which is illegal...
Maybe one is an imposter... The one that isn't injured wasn't acting like Lep, he was being really rude and he's the one who hurt Less...
...I'll go arrest him!
@leprechaun-stealerofgold, get over here right now!
No, please no.
I-I saw what he did to Less, I don't want him to do the same to you.
*they look like they're on the verge of tears because of everything happening*
I don't want him to hurt you... I can't possibly lose anyone else
I'll be fine.. I've dealt with him before. If he's hurt someone, he needs to be arrested, alright?
*he looks slightly nervous though*
J-just... Be careful, please...
Not to worry, I'll be careful.
A-alright...
*they suddenly get a bad feeling*
... Passive's not alright. I can sense it. I need to go, now.
*they stand up hastily to leave, but they immediately pass out and collapse from exhaustion*
Fuckkk ok someone just passed out okay. Uh. Hello?
I can shapeshift with no need for following law of conservation of matter, and no issues of animal instincts like animorphs, and be visually indistinguishable from an actual specimen of what I shapeshift into.
You can only do that if you are wearing sage green socks on a Monday.
I can melt into the shadows to disappear, like if I do do something cringe.
You can only do that one minute after doing something you would consider "cringe."
I can teleport, with no ill effects from conservation of energy, conservation of mass, and with a 0% chance of ending up inside already occupied space.
You break a random bone every time you teleport
I can completely control the subatomic constructions of matter, no restraints.
Cure cancer, turn an apple into gold, turn air into water, whatever you want.
You have every sickness and can't cure them
I have the ability to swap bodies with anyone and retain all my memories and information
you also gain a random chronic illness, like digestive problems or bad joints.
complete control over all energy, including converting it into matter and vice versa
You can only do so on a Tuesday while holding an empty beer can
I'm omnipotent
Due to a misunderstanding of definitions, you now have significant amounts of every element, isotope, and chemical compound scattered throughout your body.
Ans I'll take a spoonful of telekinesis
You're only able to do so after stealing the declaration of independence
I'll go with shape shifting :3
You can only shape shift into characters from MY hyperfixations
Phyrokinesis (aka fire bending) :}
You get significantly burned while doing so.
I can generate extra limbs and body parts for myself and others.
It hurts, burning agony beyond imagining. It reduces over time, but the healed is never quite free.
I can do the things that I want to do, regardless of whether I have the necessary skills or willpower
but you can only do them incorrectly.
I would like every superpower.
You get the annoying about to sneeze but it never comes feeling every time you use them
I would like to be able to control time (as in stop and start it on command when I wanted) because then I could actually get things done on time for once
You have the overwhelming need to take a giant shit for the entirety of time being paused for you
I would like to be able to talk to my dog :)
Your dog can only speak like shakespeare
I'd like to be able to just be able to make rolls of duct tape pop out nowhere on command
I wuv gimmick bwogs dey’we da wabid middwe schoowews of da tumbwr ecosystem UwU
This post has been UwU-ified!
! ' - ...
4/22
would you rather have coffee but no more bacon or unlimited deltarune chapters and no cat boys?
coffee but no bacon
deltarune but no cat boys
Prime example all over here
official gimmick post
RAHHHHHHHH 🗽🗽🦅🦅🦅 WHAT THE FUCK IS A KILOMETER?!?!?!?! 🔥🔥🔥🗣️🗣️🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸 OH SAY CAN YOU SE
o l d b a y
this post has big naturals!
This post is now 120 degrees!
THIS POST HURTS!!! TOO MUCH ULTRAVIOLET RADIATION!!!
MY POOR POST
bees
Wow wouldn't it be a shame if I burned this post
wiat would that make me the rabid middle schooler who sets off the fire alarms once a week and also brings a lighter to school
the urge to have in-depth rants about your ocs and their character development and quirks is crazy…and then you remember that your characters don’t exist lmao
I have absolutely nothing to do but to listen so please go ahead
okay so…in the gimmick authority, the detective is easily the sweetest, objectively nice person (i polled this back when i started the blog). he’s also been through childhood neglect, peer pressure, countless comparisons to his beloved ‘perfect’ brother…who then died on a ship with the judge (another authority member) and her girlfriend. he’s been pushed to the sidelines because of - and by - someone who he loved, who then died and left him and his family completely broken. then his family died, and he was left magically bonded with two random strangers and the sole survivor of the accident that killed his brother. he’s been forced into more uncomfortable situations than he’d want to admit, but he still grew to love his new family and even dated someone!! but, despite the four people who he actually knows and loves (he still thinks himself incapable of loving @wikipedia-the-official, his spouse properly) he’s lonely. he doesn’t think he can hold on to anyone or anything. despite surviving wayy to much and still retaining his kindness and his dorkiness, he’s still impacted on a much deeper level that doesn’t let him actually remain attached to anyone. it’s driving him insane. to make it worse, he’s immortal.
on the other hand, we have the police, a law-enforcing jail-obsessed arse who tracked the lowest on the same poll i used in the beginning. they were bullied and hurt and lost friends, and were a jaded piece of playing-by-the-rules shit. they still calmed down, though. they have a much larger - and more stable - support system than det does, because he let them in easily. det can’t do that, because everyone he’s ever loved has either died, or hated him, or been the cause of his unhappiness, or a combination of those. he always leaves first.
Tl;dr: the police came out of their trauma as a gloomy, rude buzzkill and the detective came out of his with his kindness and objective awesomeness still intact. despite the detective having friends and a new family and a spouse, on a fundamental level, he’s alone. police is the complete opposite, but he still has more people truly close to them.
THANK YOU FOR COMING TO MY TEDTALK I MAY EXPLAIN THEIR ENTIRE BACKSTORIES SOON :D
Woah
honestly the amount of stuff about det that I related to probably isn't good or normal but I refuse to unpack that anytime soon
also the "has been pushed away enough to never want to be close to another in fear of losing them or being forgotten" is made so much worse by the fact that he won't actually ever die and likely will see the people he loves die long before him and leave him and sdfgtjyhgtrf
they're sort of narrative foils to each other aren't they?
yep. the police was hurt, but never by those he loved. yes, that left him scarred and jaded and reluctant to open up to people, but also fiercely protective and strong. the detective was hurt in a million different ways by a million different uncaring people who he loved, and after that, he couldn’t truly let someone in. he was vulnerable to being completely off-the-rails when he was wronged or someone close to him was (eg the whole wikipedia-being-kidnapped thing). he’s going to be alone for all eternity even when his ‘loved ones’ are alive, but the police will live with the feeling of being loved even if every mortal he loves dies.
Idk i just think they’re cool :3 thank you so much for listening it means the world <333
and yeah the amount that you relate to det might be a bit problematic but take your time :)
I honestly want to hug Det now I think he needs therapy
also ofc!! It's really interesting actually, I love listening to OC lore, its better then honest to god published books sometimes
omgg thank you, i agree <3 he probably does need therapy but he ain’t gonna get it on my watch! :D
D’you have any ocs you’d want to rant about? /genq
Sort of? So I'm actually also the mod of the passive inc (funnt enough they're dets sibling in law) account and while I'm definitely coming up with its lore they've infected my brain and won't leave
ooh oki, feel free to tell me about their lore when you feel like! I’m not very informed on the whole emotion-inc lore, but it seems really cool :3
I have a hard time keeping up with it but the main idea is the first was Smile who's main thing is being sort of obsessed with smiling and being happy even when its forced and tries to get other to do it to which ended up with Frown, their oposite and the one who's trying to stop it and then that started a bunch of different blogs including Passive
They're a bit of a weird character, being both very submissive, indescisive and well, passive and somehow at the same time very, very loyal and absolutely too trusting with some people (like Smile for example who doesn't really treat it well most of the time)
And then what complicates it more is that they're a robot who lived who knows how long completely unaware of it and actually only learned now (which could explain a few things now that I think about it, as the original purpose of the bot was to serve and basically be a playmate or babysitter for children)
oh they're also a huge fan of fish. that too very important to chracter development /silly
whoahh that’s awesome, thanks for explaining! Fish are indeed very important to character /lh
A week ago or something, I've completely lost track of time and the past month feels like a few days but anyway Passive had to be restarted (took a lot of inspo from the start of the wild robot for a lot of it, that book is my childhood) and I got to make the contact number for help the rickroll number
the urge to have in-depth rants about your ocs and their character development and quirks is crazy…and then you remember that your characters don’t exist lmao
I have absolutely nothing to do but to listen so please go ahead
okay so…in the gimmick authority, the detective is easily the sweetest, objectively nice person (i polled this back when i started the blog). he’s also been through childhood neglect, peer pressure, countless comparisons to his beloved ‘perfect’ brother…who then died on a ship with the judge (another authority member) and her girlfriend. he’s been pushed to the sidelines because of - and by - someone who he loved, who then died and left him and his family completely broken. then his family died, and he was left magically bonded with two random strangers and the sole survivor of the accident that killed his brother. he’s been forced into more uncomfortable situations than he’d want to admit, but he still grew to love his new family and even dated someone!! but, despite the four people who he actually knows and loves (he still thinks himself incapable of loving @wikipedia-the-official, his spouse properly) he’s lonely. he doesn’t think he can hold on to anyone or anything. despite surviving wayy to much and still retaining his kindness and his dorkiness, he’s still impacted on a much deeper level that doesn’t let him actually remain attached to anyone. it’s driving him insane. to make it worse, he’s immortal.
on the other hand, we have the police, a law-enforcing jail-obsessed arse who tracked the lowest on the same poll i used in the beginning. they were bullied and hurt and lost friends, and were a jaded piece of playing-by-the-rules shit. they still calmed down, though. they have a much larger - and more stable - support system than det does, because he let them in easily. det can’t do that, because everyone he’s ever loved has either died, or hated him, or been the cause of his unhappiness, or a combination of those. he always leaves first.
Tl;dr: the police came out of their trauma as a gloomy, rude buzzkill and the detective came out of his with his kindness and objective awesomeness still intact. despite the detective having friends and a new family and a spouse, on a fundamental level, he’s alone. police is the complete opposite, but he still has more people truly close to them.
THANK YOU FOR COMING TO MY TEDTALK I MAY EXPLAIN THEIR ENTIRE BACKSTORIES SOON :D
Woah
honestly the amount of stuff about det that I related to probably isn't good or normal but I refuse to unpack that anytime soon
also the "has been pushed away enough to never want to be close to another in fear of losing them or being forgotten" is made so much worse by the fact that he won't actually ever die and likely will see the people he loves die long before him and leave him and sdfgtjyhgtrf
they're sort of narrative foils to each other aren't they?
yep. the police was hurt, but never by those he loved. yes, that left him scarred and jaded and reluctant to open up to people, but also fiercely protective and strong. the detective was hurt in a million different ways by a million different uncaring people who he loved, and after that, he couldn’t truly let someone in. he was vulnerable to being completely off-the-rails when he was wronged or someone close to him was (eg the whole wikipedia-being-kidnapped thing). he’s going to be alone for all eternity even when his ‘loved ones’ are alive, but the police will live with the feeling of being loved even if every mortal he loves dies.
Idk i just think they’re cool :3 thank you so much for listening it means the world <333
and yeah the amount that you relate to det might be a bit problematic but take your time :)
I honestly want to hug Det now I think he needs therapy
also ofc!! It's really interesting actually, I love listening to OC lore, its better then honest to god published books sometimes
omgg thank you, i agree <3 he probably does need therapy but he ain’t gonna get it on my watch! :D
D’you have any ocs you’d want to rant about? /genq
Sort of? So I'm actually also the mod of the passive inc (funnt enough they're dets sibling in law) account and while I'm definitely coming up with its lore they've infected my brain and won't leave
ooh oki, feel free to tell me about their lore when you feel like! I’m not very informed on the whole emotion-inc lore, but it seems really cool :3
I have a hard time keeping up with it but the main idea is the first was Smile who's main thing is being sort of obsessed with smiling and being happy even when its forced and tries to get other to do it to which ended up with Frown, their oposite and the one who's trying to stop it and then that started a bunch of different blogs including Passive
They're a bit of a weird character, being both very submissive, indescisive and well, passive and somehow at the same time very, very loyal and absolutely too trusting with some people (like Smile for example who doesn't really treat it well most of the time)
And then what complicates it more is that they're a robot who lived who knows how long completely unaware of it and actually only learned now (which could explain a few things now that I think about it, as the original purpose of the bot was to serve and basically be a playmate or babysitter for children)
oh they're also a huge fan of fish. that too very important to chracter development /silly
the urge to have in-depth rants about your ocs and their character development and quirks is crazy…and then you remember that your characters don’t exist lmao
I have absolutely nothing to do but to listen so please go ahead
okay so…in the gimmick authority, the detective is easily the sweetest, objectively nice person (i polled this back when i started the blog). he’s also been through childhood neglect, peer pressure, countless comparisons to his beloved ‘perfect’ brother…who then died on a ship with the judge (another authority member) and her girlfriend. he’s been pushed to the sidelines because of - and by - someone who he loved, who then died and left him and his family completely broken. then his family died, and he was left magically bonded with two random strangers and the sole survivor of the accident that killed his brother. he’s been forced into more uncomfortable situations than he’d want to admit, but he still grew to love his new family and even dated someone!! but, despite the four people who he actually knows and loves (he still thinks himself incapable of loving @wikipedia-the-official, his spouse properly) he’s lonely. he doesn’t think he can hold on to anyone or anything. despite surviving wayy to much and still retaining his kindness and his dorkiness, he’s still impacted on a much deeper level that doesn’t let him actually remain attached to anyone. it’s driving him insane. to make it worse, he’s immortal.
on the other hand, we have the police, a law-enforcing jail-obsessed arse who tracked the lowest on the same poll i used in the beginning. they were bullied and hurt and lost friends, and were a jaded piece of playing-by-the-rules shit. they still calmed down, though. they have a much larger - and more stable - support system than det does, because he let them in easily. det can’t do that, because everyone he’s ever loved has either died, or hated him, or been the cause of his unhappiness, or a combination of those. he always leaves first.
Tl;dr: the police came out of their trauma as a gloomy, rude buzzkill and the detective came out of his with his kindness and objective awesomeness still intact. despite the detective having friends and a new family and a spouse, on a fundamental level, he’s alone. police is the complete opposite, but he still has more people truly close to them.
THANK YOU FOR COMING TO MY TEDTALK I MAY EXPLAIN THEIR ENTIRE BACKSTORIES SOON :D
Woah
honestly the amount of stuff about det that I related to probably isn't good or normal but I refuse to unpack that anytime soon
also the "has been pushed away enough to never want to be close to another in fear of losing them or being forgotten" is made so much worse by the fact that he won't actually ever die and likely will see the people he loves die long before him and leave him and sdfgtjyhgtrf
they're sort of narrative foils to each other aren't they?
yep. the police was hurt, but never by those he loved. yes, that left him scarred and jaded and reluctant to open up to people, but also fiercely protective and strong. the detective was hurt in a million different ways by a million different uncaring people who he loved, and after that, he couldn’t truly let someone in. he was vulnerable to being completely off-the-rails when he was wronged or someone close to him was (eg the whole wikipedia-being-kidnapped thing). he’s going to be alone for all eternity even when his ‘loved ones’ are alive, but the police will live with the feeling of being loved even if every mortal he loves dies.
Idk i just think they’re cool :3 thank you so much for listening it means the world <333
and yeah the amount that you relate to det might be a bit problematic but take your time :)
I honestly want to hug Det now I think he needs therapy
also ofc!! It's really interesting actually, I love listening to OC lore, its better then honest to god published books sometimes
omgg thank you, i agree <3 he probably does need therapy but he ain’t gonna get it on my watch! :D
D’you have any ocs you’d want to rant about? /genq
Sort of? So I'm actually also the mod of the passive inc (funnt enough they're dets sibling in law) account and while I'm definitely coming up with its lore they've infected my brain and won't leave
the urge to have in-depth rants about your ocs and their character development and quirks is crazy…and then you remember that your characters don’t exist lmao
I have absolutely nothing to do but to listen so please go ahead
okay so…in the gimmick authority, the detective is easily the sweetest, objectively nice person (i polled this back when i started the blog). he’s also been through childhood neglect, peer pressure, countless comparisons to his beloved ‘perfect’ brother…who then died on a ship with the judge (another authority member) and her girlfriend. he’s been pushed to the sidelines because of - and by - someone who he loved, who then died and left him and his family completely broken. then his family died, and he was left magically bonded with two random strangers and the sole survivor of the accident that killed his brother. he’s been forced into more uncomfortable situations than he’d want to admit, but he still grew to love his new family and even dated someone!! but, despite the four people who he actually knows and loves (he still thinks himself incapable of loving @wikipedia-the-official, his spouse properly) he’s lonely. he doesn’t think he can hold on to anyone or anything. despite surviving wayy to much and still retaining his kindness and his dorkiness, he’s still impacted on a much deeper level that doesn’t let him actually remain attached to anyone. it’s driving him insane. to make it worse, he’s immortal.
on the other hand, we have the police, a law-enforcing jail-obsessed arse who tracked the lowest on the same poll i used in the beginning. they were bullied and hurt and lost friends, and were a jaded piece of playing-by-the-rules shit. they still calmed down, though. they have a much larger - and more stable - support system than det does, because he let them in easily. det can’t do that, because everyone he’s ever loved has either died, or hated him, or been the cause of his unhappiness, or a combination of those. he always leaves first.
Tl;dr: the police came out of their trauma as a gloomy, rude buzzkill and the detective came out of his with his kindness and objective awesomeness still intact. despite the detective having friends and a new family and a spouse, on a fundamental level, he’s alone. police is the complete opposite, but he still has more people truly close to them.
THANK YOU FOR COMING TO MY TEDTALK I MAY EXPLAIN THEIR ENTIRE BACKSTORIES SOON :D
Woah
honestly the amount of stuff about det that I related to probably isn't good or normal but I refuse to unpack that anytime soon
also the "has been pushed away enough to never want to be close to another in fear of losing them or being forgotten" is made so much worse by the fact that he won't actually ever die and likely will see the people he loves die long before him and leave him and sdfgtjyhgtrf
they're sort of narrative foils to each other aren't they?
yep. the police was hurt, but never by those he loved. yes, that left him scarred and jaded and reluctant to open up to people, but also fiercely protective and strong. the detective was hurt in a million different ways by a million different uncaring people who he loved, and after that, he couldn’t truly let someone in. he was vulnerable to being completely off-the-rails when he was wronged or someone close to him was (eg the whole wikipedia-being-kidnapped thing). he’s going to be alone for all eternity even when his ‘loved ones’ are alive, but the police will live with the feeling of being loved even if every mortal he loves dies.
Idk i just think they’re cool :3 thank you so much for listening it means the world <333
and yeah the amount that you relate to det might be a bit problematic but take your time :)
I honestly want to hug Det now I think he needs therapy
also ofc!! It's really interesting actually, I love listening to OC lore, its better then honest to god published books sometimes
I want to _____ you.
reblog and see what your followers say
Interesting..
I’VE LITERALLY HAVE NEVER DONE ANYTHING TO YOU PEOPLE
I was just reblogging for the above post I didn’t think I’d get any
apparently you guys want to do a lot of different things with/to me
Okay, guys. Go ahead. I know what’s coming.
*cautiously reblogs this*
I’m gonna have an empty ask box…Aren’t I? *rolls on floor*
Go for it :)
Lmfao this post is so fucking funny
MEEEE!!! DO THIS FOR ME!!!!!
me next
*raises hand* me too
Fearfully reblogging
the urge to have in-depth rants about your ocs and their character development and quirks is crazy…and then you remember that your characters don’t exist lmao
I have absolutely nothing to do but to listen so please go ahead
okay so…in the gimmick authority, the detective is easily the sweetest, objectively nice person (i polled this back when i started the blog). he’s also been through childhood neglect, peer pressure, countless comparisons to his beloved ‘perfect’ brother…who then died on a ship with the judge (another authority member) and her girlfriend. he’s been pushed to the sidelines because of - and by - someone who he loved, who then died and left him and his family completely broken. then his family died, and he was left magically bonded with two random strangers and the sole survivor of the accident that killed his brother. he’s been forced into more uncomfortable situations than he’d want to admit, but he still grew to love his new family and even dated someone!! but, despite the four people who he actually knows and loves (he still thinks himself incapable of loving @wikipedia-the-official, his spouse properly) he’s lonely. he doesn’t think he can hold on to anyone or anything. despite surviving wayy to much and still retaining his kindness and his dorkiness, he’s still impacted on a much deeper level that doesn’t let him actually remain attached to anyone. it’s driving him insane. to make it worse, he’s immortal.
on the other hand, we have the police, a law-enforcing jail-obsessed arse who tracked the lowest on the same poll i used in the beginning. they were bullied and hurt and lost friends, and were a jaded piece of playing-by-the-rules shit. they still calmed down, though. they have a much larger - and more stable - support system than det does, because he let them in easily. det can’t do that, because everyone he’s ever loved has either died, or hated him, or been the cause of his unhappiness, or a combination of those. he always leaves first.
Tl;dr: the police came out of their trauma as a gloomy, rude buzzkill and the detective came out of his with his kindness and objective awesomeness still intact. despite the detective having friends and a new family and a spouse, on a fundamental level, he’s alone. police is the complete opposite, but he still has more people truly close to them.
THANK YOU FOR COMING TO MY TEDTALK I MAY EXPLAIN THEIR ENTIRE BACKSTORIES SOON :D
Woah
honestly the amount of stuff about det that I related to probably isn't good or normal but I refuse to unpack that anytime soon
also the "has been pushed away enough to never want to be close to another in fear of losing them or being forgotten" is made so much worse by the fact that he won't actually ever die and likely will see the people he loves die long before him and leave him and sdfgtjyhgtrf
they're sort of narrative foils to each other aren't they?
the urge to have in-depth rants about your ocs and their character development and quirks is crazy…and then you remember that your characters don’t exist lmao
I have absolutely nothing to do but to listen so please go ahead
