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[strawberrywonnie]

Jungwon audio

Author note~ this idea is from a request that I accidentally deleted 😔 so anon if you're still out there this is what I made for you! 🩷 This is also my first audio so like... Yeah

Warnings~ heavy moaning, very quiet wet sounds in the background, I can't think of anything else tbh

Love you anon! 💕💗

[jessicatony1]

This dude is crazy lol #yungblud @

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It's a blessed new week all and Had the wonderful opportunity-once again

-to narrate another inspiring leader's retirement ceremony.

Maj Castro has been the definition of perseverance and dedication. From enlisted Marine, to Warrant Officer, and retiring as a Major-his career is proof that hard work, humility, and commitment to Marines at every level truly matter.

It was an honor to work for and learn from a leader who never forgot where he started and always took care of his people.

(Yes... this retirement was last year but respect has no expiration date.)

Semper Fidelis, Sir. a S † #marines

[jessicatony1]

Hello friends, the season is back again

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[a3therc0r3]

Remember Me

summary: Sylus hadn't seen you in years since that day you left out of the blue, when he does see you again, you have a child with you. A child that looks oddly similar to him.

content: sylus x reader, angst, some fluff, hurt/comfort, unplanned pregnancy, can be MC or non-MC, not proof read

word count: 1779

a/n: so i started watching 'MAID' on Netflix and it's so good it inspired me to make this. obviously very different from that story it's just what made me think of this. idk if anyone will like this so i might delete it if no one likes it- also might a series out of this so expect more angst :) also posted on ao3

Sylus stood along the walking path, looking out at the nearby pond. He stared out at the horizon, somewhat zoned out, waiting for the sun to go down before confronting a client who had tried to blind side him in a recent deal. These things were better dealt with in the blanket of the night. Ducks swam around in the pond, occasionally diving for food. Behind him, Sylus could hear the laughter of children who ran around the park, or the calls of their parents as they set on their way back home for the night. Amid the treeline, a dark figure flew past, landing on a telephone pole and giving Sylus a small nod, its red eyes glowing softly against the dimming sky. 

Sylus was about to head towards the client's shop when he felt a small body bump into his leg. Glancing down, he found two wide scarlet eyes staring back up at him, shyness painted across the tiny face. The little girl took a step back, fiddling with her hands, her short silver hair pulled into two braids that sat on her shoulders, “Sorwy.” 

She reached out and took hold of his pant leg. Sylus cocked his head and kneeled next to her. Usually, he wasn’t the best with children and did his best to avoid them, but for some reason, he felt compelled to help this girl. “Are you lost?”

She shook her head, pulling on his pant leg again, as if trying to get him to follow her, “Come.”

“Where? What is it?” He examined her more closely; she seemed perfectly fine, with no scratches or bruises on her, and her blue overalls were free of dirt and tears. She seemed to just be another kid playing in the park, not injured or in need of help at all. So why was she insisting he follow her?

The girl huffed and stuck her arms out, motioning for him to pick her up. Sylus was taken aback. Most children he’d come across were scared by his demeanor alone; none had ever come up to him, much less asked him to pick them up. He wasn’t entirely sure what to do. If he picked up some random child, surely onlookers would think he was kidnapping her or worse. Sylus looked around the park while the girl whined at his feet, mumbling for “uppies”. There were a couple of families still present, but none that shared her… unique features. Features that in no way reminded him of his own. Features that he was not going to focus on. 

“Where are your parents?” He asked.

The girl huffed again and grabbed his hand, walking back up the pathway. He allowed her to guide him up the small hill towards the picnic tables when he spotted where she was leading him and stopped in his tracks. Standing there at one of the tables, still clearly engrossed in cutting up a sandwich, was you. 

You, whom he hadn’t seen in three years. Who up and disappeared only a few months after you’d begun dating. Who he thought he had officially scared away for good. He felt oddly numb, as if his mind couldn’t comprehend that this was real. For a while after you’d left, he swore he caught glimpses of you in the corner of his eye, around an aisle, across the street, or ways above him in a long line; yet every time, when he focused more on the person he thought was you, he was wrong. And every time it broke his heart just a little more. 

But here you were–hair a bit longer, a soft smile on your face, but still nodding along to the music that echoed through the park like you always used to do–completely and totally real. 

The little girl felt when Sylus’ hand slipped out of her own. She turned back to him and frowned, “What wrong?” 

Sylus looked back down to her, swallowing hard, “Is that your mom?”

The girl followed his gaze, then looked back and nodded, taking his hand once more, “Come with.” 

He hesitated for a moment; part of him knew what this meant, but there was another part of him that wondered if he was being crazy. He was half expecting another man to come up and scoop the child into his arms and take both you and her away forever. And then there was the side of Sylus that wondered if you even wanted to see him. After all this time, there had to have been a reason you left. A reason why you hadn’t contacted him at all. 

The toddler, however, was clearly having none of this. She made her best eye roll and began tugging his arm until Sylus finally began walking again. Once you were only a few feet away, the girl let go and ran up to your side, patting your leg for your attention. 

You placed the cut-up sandwich on her ‘Winnie-the-Pooh’ plate and turned to your daughter, “Ready for food, honey?” Your daughter shook her head and pointed to Sylus. You followed her hand and looked up at the man you hadn’t seen in years, the smile falling from your face when your eyes met. 

“Sylus.” His expression was a mix of pain and relief, and you couldn’t help but feel extremely guilty. You’d never meant to hurt him–that was the last thing you’d ever want to do–but you weren’t expecting to see him here. Especially not like this. You’d imagined your reunion to be perfect, and most of all planned. You didn’t want him to just come across you out of the blue when you weren’t prepared in the slightest. 

You looked back down at your daughter, “Why don’t you go play on the swings for a bit if you’re not hungry?” She glanced between the two of you before nodding and running off towards the playground. You let out a deep breath you hadn’t noticed you were holding, “Sylus, I-”

He cut you off by pulling you against his chest in a tight hug, letting out a shaky breath, “I thought I’d never see you again.”

You were still for a moment before wrapping your arms around him and returning the hug, “I’m so sorry.”

Sylus shook his head, “Don’t apologize, I’m the one who should apologize,” he pulled back to look into your eyes, “Whatever I did to scare you, I’m sorry, please give me a chance to make it up to you.”

You frowned, “Scare me? You never scared me, Sylus.”

His brow furrowed, “Then why..?” He trailed off, but you knew what he was asking.

Why did you leave me? 

You sighed and motioned to the bench of the picnic table behind you, sitting down with him, “It’s a long story.”

“I have all the time in the world for you, sweetie.” He could ‘meet’ that client another day; today was for you. 

You rubbed your face, watching as your daughter and some other kid laughed together on the swingset, “I got scared- not of you, but more scared in general. Do you remember the day before I left, when I told you I wasn’t feeling well?” You turned to see his response.

He nodded.

“I thought it was a stomach bug or, at worst, food poisoning. Then I realized that my cycle should’ve started a few days earlier and we had recently…” You glanced around, not wanting to say anything inappropriate around children, “So, I took a test, and when I found out I was pregnant, I guess I panicked. At first, I thought that I’d get an abortion, but then the more I thought about it, the more I wasn’t sure that was what I wanted, and the pressure of having to lie to you and being worried about what you’d say just kept gnawing at me, so I ran. It probably wasn’t the smartest decision, but I didn’t know what else to do,” you paused to take another deep breath, feeling Sylus slip his hand into yours. You smiled; you’d missed this.

“You know I wouldn’t have been upset at all, right?” He said.

You nodded, “I know, I just- I wasn’t thinking straight. Everything felt like it was falling apart around me. Then she came into the picture,” you motioned to your daughter, who was now climbing on top of the monkey bars, “and I just got even more scared. I kept thinking that I was doing something wrong, that I’d mess up and hurt her by accident. There were so many times when I just wanted to give up, but I couldn’t. She needed me, so I forced myself to keep going. I got a job and moved out of the shelter we were staying at, and things got… better? They were never great, but it was better than before.” You turned to him, “I wanted to call you, I meant to so many times, but- I don’t know, I just couldn’t. I guess part of me felt like I’d betrayed you, or that you’d hate me. Or maybe I thought telling you would ruin your life? I mean, a daughter definitely comes with big changes.”

Sylus took another breath, “So then, she’s..?” 

“Yours?” You nodded, your daughter waving when she spotted the two of you watching her. You waved back with a soft laugh, “She looks just like you. My genes didn’t even try.”

Sylus hummed and shook his head, “She has your smile.”

You hadn’t realized you were crying until you felt Sylus wipe the tears away with his thumb, “I could never hate you.” You turned to him and smiled, letting your head fall against his chest.

“You have no idea how much I missed you,” you mumbled against his shirt that you had now stained with tears.

He chuckled, “I think I do have an idea. I felt it all as well, sweetie.”

A small hand grabbed onto where yours and Sylus’ met, making you turn to look at your daughter, “Mama okay?”

You laughed and nodded, “I’m okay, sweetheart, I promise.” 

She looked quite skeptical but sat down across from you anyway, kicking her legs as she ate her sandwich. You turned to Sylus once she was content, “What are you doing around here anyway?”

Sylus shook his head, “That isn’t important, nothing could be more important to me than you,” he cradled your face in his hands, “Whatever you could possibly need, I will get. Wherever you want to go, we will go. I’m here now, and I swear I’ll never have you suffering on your own again. You don’t have to be alone anymore.”

a/n: thank you for reading!! also let me know if you have any names for our little cutie in this fic cause i got nothing lol

[jessicatony1]

This summer, I've been embracing self-care, staying active, and savoring every moment. As we welcome the new month, let's focus on balance, fitness, and pursuing what brings us joy and peace.

We often forget to acknowledge our accomplishments with grace. I had the opportunity to attend career course as a distinguished graduate, met some incredible people, continued my master's program, kept up with coaching, and found balance in my friendships, work, and personal fitness goals.

I believe that God has a purpose for everything, and I trust Him completely. Sometimes, it's not rejection but redirection A. When you're passionate about what you do, nothing can stop you.

Here's to chasing our goals and inspiring each other

#SundayMotivation #WorkLifeBalance #WeeklyGoals #PositiveMindset #ProductivityTips #SelfCareRoutine

#BalancedLife #GoalSetting #Wellness Journey

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