“I miss you. I miss you so much it pains me and keeps me up at night. You’ve been all I think about these past couple of weeks, you, you, and only you. You’re the only thing in my mind. Your kisses, your hugs, your cuddles. Everything. I put videos of you on repeat, the videos where I captured your laugh, smiles, and kisses. These videos are becoming the death of me. They’re killing me inside out. I miss you, but I know we’re better off alone. I love you, and I will never stop loving you. I love everything about you, your eyes, smile, face, hugs, kisses, and everything. And I can only hope someday you will love yourself the way I love you. I know I’m the one who ended things, but you need to understand that I wasn’t helping and you were slightly harming. I realized the people around me didn’t talk to me anymore, and my loved ones felt far away. I don’t think I was ready for a relationship like the one we had just yet, but you weren’t either. We both need to fix ourselves before we try again with other people. I hope that for your own sake you’ll wait. And I know it’s not in your nature, but you should get out there and not be cooped up in your room. You deserve to experience the world even though you think you don’t deserve it. Learn to love yourself and care for yourself. You isolate yourself for so long, only talking to me that I started to do the same. That no good, that’s not healthy, don’t do that again. Become your happiness. I love you and goodbye.”
— Your ex
Yeah fuck no, that bitch didn’t deserve me. He brainwashed the fuck out of me. I am so happy I was strong enough to leave that relationship because it was gaslight and degrading. Never fucking again (hopefully) I don’t love you and never did.
