So when it comes to love, I was cursed basically all my life. Either the guy I was in love with, loved my friend, or worse, “friendzoned” me.
I met this guy in 2012, he was housemates with my best friend whom I was visiting up north and I ended up getting TWO flat tires. He ended up helping me with my car in a place i’d never been before. With him being my knight and shining armor, I developed a crush on him, which turned into an infatuation, (since I had not yet had a boyfriend ever in life) And it didn’t help that he lived so far away. But anyways, I told him I really liked him on Christmas Eve that year. He didn’t reciprocate, so I moved on. The day after Christmas, I went on a date with Neko, and through a couple break ups and make ups, we have been together for 3 years.
NOW ALL OF A SUDDEN THIS NIGGA WANNA COME AND TEXT ME AND ASK ME WHAT MY FAVORITE SONG IS AND SHIT,
WHERE WAS THESE FUCKING CUTE ASS QUESTIONS 4 YEARS AGO, HUH?! I remember crying the last time I stayed at his place because I thought I would never see him again. Now he tells me he’s thinking about moving to LA, and my love for Neko is strong, but I can’t help but have that feeling for him, that I’ll probably always have. He’s that one guy that I always wanted in most of my adult life (before Neko), and I think it was mostly because I really didn’t know him. He lived so far, and I knew so little about him, it made it easy to be infatuated.