So when it comes to love, I was cursed basically all my life. Either the guy I was in love with, loved my friend, or worse, āfriendzonedā me.Ā
I met this guy in 2012, he was housemates with my best friend whom I was visiting up north and I ended up getting TWO flat tires. He ended up helping me with my car in a place iād never been before. With him being my knight and shining armor, I developed a crush on him, which turned into an infatuation, (since I had not yet had a boyfriend ever in life) And it didnāt help that he lived so far away. But anyways, I told him I really liked him on Christmas Eve that year. He didnāt reciprocate, so I moved on. The day after Christmas, I went on a date with Neko, and through a couple break ups and make ups, we have been together for 3 years.Ā
NOW ALL OF A SUDDEN THIS NIGGA WANNA COME AND TEXT ME AND ASK ME WHAT MY FAVORITE SONG IS AND SHIT,Ā
WHERE WAS THESE FUCKING CUTE ASS QUESTIONS 4 YEARS AGO, HUH?! I remember crying the last time I stayed at his place because I thought I would never see him again. Now he tells me heās thinking about moving to LA, and my love for Neko is strong, but I canāt help but have that feeling for him, that Iāll probably always have. Heās that one guy that I always wanted in most of my adult life (before Neko), and I think it was mostly because I really didnāt know him. He lived so far, and I knew so little about him, it made it easy to be infatuated.Ā