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Maggie has moved to allnightrp.

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Jett jumped, startled by her sudden movement. He had barely left her side in weeks, only to sleep sometimes and when the nurses told him he needed to leave. He realized her first sight of him wouldn’t be a good one - his eyes were red with exhaustion and there were deep bags underneath, his hair was messy as ever, and the scruff that lined his jaw was thicker than ever. “Maggie, holy shit,” he said, unaware of what to do. He was losing hope that she would wake up. He jumped back out of his seat next to her holding her hand, and backed against the wall, staring at her.

Maggie blinked several times, unsure what to do. She looked around the unfamiliar room and her eyes met his blue ones. He'd caused such a commotion yet she hadn't even realized he was there. He looked like a dear in the headlights. She licked her lips and attempted to speak but her throat was really dry.

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He had his eyes closed and his head bowed against her hand, and looked up after a few minutes of silently sitting there. He noticed the liquid coming from her eyes and assumed it was, like the nurse said, the medication taking a toll on her. “Aw, baby,” he said, as he wiped it away gently with his fingertips. “I fucking hate seeing you any way other than your sassy “I’m pretending to be a bitch” self,“ he said sadly, but chuckled. “Remember how we met?” He said, his eyes lighting up. “You shook me off because you were flirting with Darc,” he laughed, sitting up straighter. “I pursued you, found out a bunch of shit about you, got you naked in a hot tub, and the rest is history,” he smiled, thinking about their past. He smiled, sighing. “I swear, I’m going to sit here with you and talk for as long as it takes for you to wake up.” He said seriously. “Fuck university basketball scouts, they can all go fuck themselves if they think I’m going to leave your side for some shitty snobby-ass university,” he said, his natural tone coming back with the constant swear words dropping from his lips.

Having him there almost made her forget her current situation until she went to yell at him for even considering not going to a University. She wanted to yell at him and tell him to think about his future. If she wasn’t immobilized, she would’ve smacked him and told him to get the idea out of his head immediately. But then again if she wasn’t in this state, he wouldn’t have said it in the first place. There was no way she was going to be the reason holding him back from his dreams. Maybe if she just died, then he could move on with his life.

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He nodded, listening to the nurse. He hung his head as she said Maggie probably couldn’t hear him. He rubbed his face and eyes roughly, the exhaustion setting in again. He shook his head and stood up, “nah I have to go check on my sister. Make sure she’s in bed and fed and shit,” he chuckled, realizing he probably shouldn’t swear with a nurse. He glanced down the hall at where Maggie was laying and turned around without a second glance. It was hours later. Jett had gone back to the school and made a beeline for his sister’s room. He brought with him a few sweaters of his to make sure she didn’t get cold, a stash of DVDs that he had been collecting for when him and Maggie wanted to have nights in, and a bundle of chips, pop, instant noodles, and even more healthy food. He wanted to make sure she was comfortable. He got her in bed and stayed with her until she was asleep, then he sped back to the hospital and resumed his spot right next to Maggie. He sat down and took her hand. “Hi Mags, I’m back,” he said, squeezing her hand. “I had to go put Daisy to bed and get her food. I gave her our DVD collection, too,” he said, a small smile forming on his face as he knew that’s what Maggie would suggest. He sighed, bowing his head down. “How can I miss you this much if you’re right in front of me?” He asked himself.

Someone came in and gave her a sedative. She fought the will to fall asleep but when Jett didn't come back, she let the medicine take over. She woke up to the feeling of him taking her hand. She tried to squeeze it but she was too weak. She listened intently as he told her where he'd been and she started to cry when he told her how much he missed her. Just like with Phoebe, tears formed and spilled down her face.

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“Look, did you see that?” He begged the nurse. She nodded then called in other nurses and Jett was pushed out of the room. “No but I need to stay with her,” he yelled as he tried to push past the nurses, but two security guards came and pulled him away. His mind was racing. Could she hear everything he was saying? Was she hurting in her coma? Questions were racing through his mind, and as the security guards dragged him further and further away to the waiting room, he only felt the need to be closer with her. “You can go back when they’re done, okay, kid?” Said the security guard to the right as they pushed him down into a chair. Jett weakly nodded.

Maggie could hear him yelling, causing her to panic, which sent her heart monitor into a frenzy. She could hear voices but couldn’t make out what they were saying over the constant beeping of the machines. She could feel poking and prodding on her arms. Soon the beeping slowed and she was able to hear again. She heard someone say that if it kept happening, they were going to have to give her a sedative and that she wouldn’t be allowed to have visitors. Knowing Jett had mentioned leaving, she almost wished they would sedate her.

One of the nurses came over to Jett. “As much as we’d like to tell you that her movements are because she can hear you, there is a possibility that it’s just a reaction to the pain and medications. However, her heart monitor picked up accelerated activity while you were yelling so there is a chance..” She stopped herself, not wanting to get the boy’s hopes up.  “She’s stable now. You can go back in.”

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“Maggie..” Phoebe said, horrified as she watched the tears fall down Maggie’s face. Was she alive? Was she dead? Was she dying? “Oh my God. Someone do something! Someone-” Phoebe screamed, as nurses came rushing in. Phoebe quickly retreated to the bathroom to do a line, feeling better instantly. After she took a few minutes to collect herself, put some eye drops in and wipe away her tears she stepped back into the edge of the room sheepishly. “Is she okay?”.

One of the nurses came over to her. “There are several reasons that might have occurred. One is that she may be able to hear what you’re saying and you said something that upset her, while the more likely reason is that her body is simply reacting to the pain.”

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“I don’t even know if you can hear me. Maybe you can. Maybe it’s like that Reese Witherspoon movie where you can hear everything and move around, but we just can’t see you” Phoebe chuckled weakly. “Either way- Jett and Daisy were here. God, he loves you so much, Mags. You have to be strong for him. For all of us”. Putting a hand on top of her friends, she watched her face.

Maggie had figured it out. She wasn’t in a coma, she was in Hell. Everyone had always called her Satan for being such a bitch all the time and this was her punishment; she had to endure the pain of watching everyone she loved suffer without being able to do anything about it. Then Phoebe said it, God, he loves you so much, and Maggie started to cry. She didn’t expect her body to react but soon she felt tears dripping down her face, unable to wipe them away. Maybe if she begged for death, it would come faster.

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Jett knew he felt something this time. Before he thought his mind was playing tricks on him, but he was sure he felt something this time. He flagged down a nurse and stared in awe at Maggie. “I-I think her hand moved,” he said, his eyes not leaving her closed ones. “Maggie, baby, can you do that again?” He asked, gripping her hand tightly.

It hurt, not so much physically, but mentally and emotionally. She wanted to scream, she even tried. Did they realize how much work it was just to get her fingers to move, how much strength she needed? It took almost all of her energy and might every time she even just willed her body to react. But it was Jett and for him she would do anything. She did her best to try again and managed to get her fingers to wiggle slightly.

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Jett opened his eyes to find the room was much darker than it was when he first shut them. He looked around, confused about his whereabouts, but soon remembered why he was there and glanced at Maggie. The nurse came back in and asked him to get off the bed. He did as he was told, and rubbed his eyes wearily. “What time is it?” She told him it was the middle of the night. He nodded and looked back at Maggie, then shot a look at the nurse as if to tell her to go away. He sat back down next to his girlfriend and took her hand in both of his. “Maggie, love, I’m going to go now and check up on Daisy, okay? I’ll be back soon, I just need to make sure she’s okay and get her to bed. Okay? You got that?” He asked, knowing she couldn’t respond but was hoping she understood.

Being in and out of consciousness made it hard to keep track of time. Maggie didn't know what was wrong with her, but she was sure she wasn't dreaming anymore, if she had been at all. She felt him get off the bed and she wanted to scream, cry, anything for him to hear her. When he said he was going to leave, she tried to squeeze his hand but her fingers only twitched.

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“I’m staying here” Phoebe repeated, staring down the nurse. “Jett and Daisy? I’ll find them later” She nodded, averting her red eyes from the nurse when she noticed she was looking too deeply. “Mags? Hey, can you hear me?” Phoebe asked softly, repositioning the brunette’s hair how she liked it. “Remember when we first met?” Her voice began to break and her eyes began to water heavily. “I was SO excited to join the cheer squad, I did a freaking backflip then and there. And you were the first person who really welcomed me here.. My first friend at Sinclair. I need you… So many people need you”. The blonde shook her head, running her hands through her hair and letting herself cry into her hands. “We love you so much, Maggie. When you wake up.. We’re gonna go shopping, a-and we’re gonna have- Oh, God. Please wake up.”

There was a new voice. At first, they were yelling so fast, Maggie wasn't even sure they were speaking English. She still wasn't sure who it was until they mentioned doing a backflip and then she knew it was Phoebe. She could tell she was crying. She wanted to hug her but she couldn't move.

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“Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine. But I’m staying here until she wakes up. Who else is here?” The blonde asked quietly, slumping back down into her chair and bringing her legs under herself.

"There's no telling when she'll wake up. It could be hours, days, even weeks - if she wakes up at all," the nurse informed her. "There was a blonde boy here and the girl she came in with. There might have been others but I don't know."

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