Unbreakable Smile

Tori Kelly. 23 years old. Singer-songwriter.[This is only a roleplay. Not real.]

[jfctorikelly]

ninathedobrev‌:

‘I, uh..            Wow,’ Nina breathed, uncertain of how to respond. Honestly, it wasn’t exactly news to her. Their moments together, their kiss together, had given the actress more than enough reason to think Tori liked girls. She just hadn’t realised at the time how big a deal that was to her friend. Bright smile slowly began to fade and instead, Nina’s expression became one of complete fondness. Maybe she hadn’t realised it then, but she realised it now. She could see it obviously meant a lot to Tori to admit that and that automatically made Neens hella proud. ‘Good. That’s good. I mean, it’s amazing. Especially for me. I like girls too.’ Arms folded over her chest and the brunette took a step closer. ‘Was that the first time you’ve ever said that out loud?’

Nina. It was Nina that happened to walk into the room during her outburst. This wasn’t happening to her. It couldn’t have been anyone else in the whole fucking house? She turned to look at her, her eyes slowly meeting the other girls. She didn’t see confusion or dislike but instead, what she could only interpret as fondness. She felt her cheeks heat up in a blush (which always happened around Nina anyway) and nodded at her question. “Um, yes. I’ve thought it a lot but by not saying it, I don’t...know. It just seemed easier.” 

[jfctorikelly]

jackoconnellcbb‌:

Jack took a long drink, “Nice, so do I, but also boys, I fucking like to fuck anything whos legal with a pulse.” he said with a smirk. “You just make a big revelation?” Jack asked, finishing his beer and grabbing another.

“I think I like guys and girls. I mean, I’ve liked guys my entire life and that hasn’t exactly changed.” She moved to sit down, a huge weight lifting from her chest. “The revelation was made a while ago. I just...I couldn’t say it out loud.”  

[jfctorikelly]

loutommobb‌:

Louis paused when the other turned to him, raising a brow slightly at her statement. “Okay? Me too,” he shrugged, going behind the bar to make himself a drink. “Is this you telling me I’ve not got a chance with you? Because I’m a little bummed about that.”

It was odd feeling the boulder that was weighted on her chest move away and feeling like she could breath on her own. “I wouldn’t say you don’t completely not have a chance”

[posuasion]

Okay, yeah, there’s a bit of a mess in the back because of me, but don’t worry. I’m okay. I just might not have a functioning bike anymore and whoever bought that kiddie pool.. I’ll have to reimburse you for that. My Evel Knievel days are coming to an end if I can’t perfect my tricks around here. 

[jfctorikelly]

“You could always ask Big to get your bike fixed - or you could be safe and not do dangerous tricks.”

[lanacndr]

‘I’m kinda disappointed nobody rolled out the red carpet and threw confetti. No dog and pony show? Come on!            Also, you know, aside from complaining about the no-show welcoming committee, I’m actually really excited to be here. First things first: where’s the pool? And the fridge? I’ll take either-or, right now. Or both. Both works too.’

[jfctorikelly]

“I don’t have a red carpet but I can sing you a welcoming song? Also, I suggest going to the fridge and then the pool because lounging on the side with an ice cream is the greatest.”

[cbbhemmings]

‘No! No, no, no. Please no,’ Luke chanted in a low whine, desperately trying to turn off the launderette machine that was overflowing. It didn’t work. Bubbles and warm water continued to spill out. ‘Stop!’ Loud shout was directed at the actual appliance then, almost as if he hoped it would obey the command. That the inanimate object would listen and take pity on him. That didn’t work either. ‘Right, not a wizard. I keep forgetting that.’

[jfctorikelly]

Tori was heading down to do her laundry when she heard some talking in the laundry room. She stepped into the room, her basket in hand when she saw the soap coming from the machine. “Holy fuck, Luke.” She set her basket down and hurried over to help him. “Have you tried unplugging it?”

[jfctorikelly]

thatssokane‌:

“You like girls.” Adelaide’s eyebrows knit together. “Why are you telling me this?” The way her eyes were wide as she spoke told Adelaide that she was nervous. Was this her first time admitting it? Or was she simply trying to come on the other? It wouldn’t have been the first time something like that had happened. “I don’t really know what you want me to do with that information? Maybe write it down and I can keep it in a safe for you.”

Tori sighed quietly, taking a long drink from her glass. “I promise I wasn’t hitting on you. I realize it sounded like that but it wasn’t that. I don’t even know you.” She set her glass down on the bar top, moving to sit down on one of the stools. “I have been keeping it in a safe for a while. I just needed to say it out loud, to be honest.”

[jfctorikelly]

sharmess‌:

You’re forgiven. Maybe try to pace out the performances, though.

I promise to do my best to space out performances. Beware though that I sing in my sleep as well. 

[jfctorikelly]

infinnitively‌:

It has its pros and cons, but the only thing I’m complaining about right now is missing him. How old’s your little brother?

It must feel weird to just not have him around anymore. 20.

[chacecbb]

The worst part about living with so many people? The constant chatter throughout all hours of the day. Sometimes it feels like I can’t escape it. You’d think this huge ass house would keep it from being a problem, but some of your voices carry like damn wrecking balls straight through walls. I think I’ve prematurely aged since I’ve been here, ‘cause I’m starting to feel like that old grumpy man on the block that shouts at kids to get off his lawn. Someone hand me my cane so I can beat you with it.

[jfctorikelly]

I tend to sing when I can't sleep at 3am so I apologize if my love for Hairspray as kept you awake. I know how annoying it can be.

[infinnitively-deactivated202006]

So, this is new for me. I’m not used to going anywhere for a long length of time without my twin. Those studies they put out about the bonds we have? All real. I bet he’s somewhere right now feeling every bit of the nervousness that I am and doesn’t even understand why. Remember that for if you ever say anything below the belt to me. You’ll be hurting two people, not one.

[jfctorikelly]

I love my little brother but I've always wanted a twin. It just seemed so much fun and kind of an amazing bond.

[jfctorikelly]

Gerard looked at the girl once more a little confused by her sudden announcement . “You okay there doll?” he asked, Tori seemed terrified. “Ya wanna talk bout this?” Gerard asked, taking a sip of his cola. 

“I hadn't said it out loud. I’ve thought it. I wanted to say it but I haven’t said it out loud.” Tori explained, a small breath exhaling from her. She reached for her drink from the bar counter, taking a sip. “ How have you been?” 

[jfctorikelly]

Cara was a little surprised when the female suddenly came out with admission. “Nice so do I,” Cara smiled taking a seat. “You okay sweetpea?” The blonde said with a smile. She didn’t know much about Tori, but by the females obvious fear this was something new to admit.

”You know, I am.” She spoke quietly but firmly. She hadn’t been okay in a while. She knew how to fake a smile and seem like she was great but it was all a façade. As worried as she was about her family, she was okay though. She was slowly coming to the realization that the only opinion that mattered about her identity was her own. “I am okay.”

[jfctorikelly]

Kristen looked a little startled as she had just come back with her drink to greet the other female. The words disappeared from her lips as the other girl basically came out to her. She nodded her head, giving her a smile and a thumbs up. “Cool, man. I like girls too. Girls are hot.” she nodded her head, treating this normally like everyone should. She gave the other female a reassuring smile before rubbing her arm. 

It felt like this huge boulder had been lifted off of her shoulders. She let out a small breath, reaching for her glass. She took a long sip of it, letting the alcohol burn happily in her throat. “And the usually smell good and their lips are soft and everything is really just...soft.” She spoke quietly, a small smile coming to her face. Her mind drifted to Nina and the first time she kissed her. Boy, did she need help with this crush. 

[jfctorikelly]

"I like girls. I like girls. I like girls." Tori whispered to herself as she paced back and forth in front of the bar. She grabbed her glass of whiskey, downing a sip of it. It wasn't that she hadn't slowly (very slowly) come to terms with her sexuality but the idea of saying it out loud to someone terrified her. She didn't want to disappoint anyone - her parents, fans, friends, strangers. It didn't help that all of these feelings conflicted with the faith that she had grown up. Her biggest fear was disappointing God. She knew her beliefs but all of this was so confusing. She took a deep breath, running a hand through her curls. She heard someone step into the room, her eyes wide as she turned to them. She knew it was now or never and it would all come easier after this. "I like girls." It just came out, the words flowing off of her lips. "There. I said it out loud."

[grandefying-deactivated20200728]

So what’s the favourite pastime around here? Other than breathe and get camera time, ‘cos it goes without saying that’s at the top of everyone’s list.

[jfctorikelly]

Sing but that’s my favorite pastime anywhere. 

[ashbashbenzo-xx-deactivated2019]

“So I’m kicking your ass at this,” she teased the person playing bowling with her. “Right time for some shots to improve your game. Drunk bowling is even funner than normal bowling!” Ashley chuckled, she was pretty sure she was still drunk from her overindulgence on the plane.

[jfctorikelly]

“Drunk bowling has been an experience.” Tori let out a laugh, watching her ball roll down the lane. She managed to knock over one pin, a small sigh falling from her lips. “It’s better than last round.”