Nowhere Broadcast

Welcome to my profile, friend :) As you can see, I'll be uploading Countryhumans drawings, even if they're ugly, lol and it's pretty obvious that I like Countryhumans ;p I know speak many languages! Japanese, English, Spanish, Russian, Belarus, France, and German. I like drawing my favorite characters!

[jhn-nowhere]

Okay guys, I'm going to make a short introductory post and pin it

Okay?

Pronouns: She/her

Sexual orientation: Lesbian

Nickname: You can call me Miss Nowhere

Things I like: Hazbin Hotel, drawing, creating stories, Backrooms, Countryhumans, Digital Circus, anime, roses, poems, lecture (reading books) history, and especially butterflies

Things I dislike: Loud noises (I have VERY SENSITIVE hearing!!!), people treating others badly, homophobia, etc

Favorite color: Blue, black, purple, white, green

Colors I hate: Pink

Pets: An orange cat

My personality: I see myself as a rather childish and extremely shy person who gets embarrassed by absolutely everything. I don't consider myself better than anyone else, and I'm somewhat pessimistic. I also consider myself quite patient. And I would honestly do anything for my friends.

What do I usually upload?: Stories, drawings... oh, and poems too!!!!! <3

I also make songs! I write the lyrics, but an AI does the singing (I do it in an app)

Things I'm afraid of: Spiders, cockroaches, and the dark

And well, that's all, and welcome to my profile, guys! I'd like to make friends UvU

[jhn-nowhere]

Me: Alright guys, today I'm going to be playing this game, let's see... 😀

*Hours later...*

Me: *Crying* Sniff... Sniff... I'm not crying, there's just something in my eye....

[Based on true events]

(That's why I don't have it installed, because I don't want to cry)

[jhn-nowhere]

Hell, now that I think about it, I could earn the title of: Jhn-nowhere, the one who uninstalls apps when she's at an event or when one is about to happen 🗿🍷

[jhn-nowhere]

My TOP 5 favorite Dandy's World characters, from my absolute favorite to the one I just like:

1. Dyle

2. Goob

3. Vee

4. Gigi

5. Dandy

[jhn-nowhere]

I'm tired of playing Dandy's World alone

[jhn-nowhere]

I don't know if I'm crazy or what, but I've thought about making a game for itch.io... A Dandy's World otome game with 3 male and 3 female romanceable characters, and... and... I don't know (I don't know how to make games, heeeelp)

[jhn-nowhere]

When are you going to dedicate poems to your crush?

What-

Oh

Vindictaaa, I know it's you asking me this ;P

My answer is when I feel ready

It gives me anxiety

Nerves.

And embarrassment to do it and have everyone find out it's me :v

(Help-)

(I don't want, really-)

(Nou-)

[jhn-nowhere]

I'm back, guys

My stress and anger have finally worn off xd

[jhn-nowhere]

I'm going to take another break. Oh yeah, I'm the queen of breaks. Because this fucking place has me fed up sometimes, and I'm also sick of certain people because of some injustices. I'm completely burnt out.

[jhn-nowhere]

TADAAAAAA

WHO MISSED RAPHA?!?! HERE HE IS!

(He knows he's the handsome one in the house 😀)

Rapha: Are you talking about me? 😺

[jhn-nowhere]

I miss Princesa, guys

I miss her so much 🥹

[jhn-nowhere]

GUYS GUYS OMG OMG I HAVE A NEW PHONE AFTER 200 YEARS

I still don't know how to use this phone because I switched from samsung to TCL so suddenly ^^"

Help-

[jhn-nowhere]

I joined a spanish Countryhumans Discord server with 79 members, and at first I was too scared to join because many of them had been there for five years, and of course, I'd be the new girl. Plus, according to the server reviews, everyone draws amazingly, and I draw horribly. As soon as I joined, I closed the Discord without looking at anything because I was so embarrassed. Oh well. What's done is done. 😔 I don't plan on going back on Discord for 100 years.

I'm embarrassed, and on top of that it's a roleplay server and I'm used to roleplaying with bots, and I only write a line or a word, while according to the reviews they roleplay and write the bible, my god 😔

AHHHHHHH 😭😭😭😭

*I cry*

[jhn-nowhere]

Do you have a best friend?

Yes!!!1

Of course

I have a wonderful best friend who is special to me and who always (and I don't know how) has a lot of patience with me; is someone I truly appreciate

Mind you, even if I don't let them know, that person is the best person I've ever met, and I wouldn't trade them for anything :D

[jhn-nowhere]

Anyways.

I'm back with this edit

(God, bad edit 😔)

Btw this edit make me cry, really 😔😔😔😔

[jhn-nowhere]

I'm back.

[jhn-nowhere]

An anxious weight sits on my chest,

A nameless storm that grants no rest.

I feel the pressure start to rise,

With tears of stress behind my eyes,

Yet if you ask me why I weep,

It is a secret I can't keep,

For underneath this modern strain,

Lies an older, deeper pain.

Three long years have come and gone,

Since darkness fell upon my dawn.

Three years of carrying this ghost,

Missing the one I love the most.

I search for you in every crowd,

I scream your name, though not aloud.

I’d cross the oceans, turn back time,

To hold your hand and call you mine.

I love you still, it never fades,

It lingers in the twilight shades.

But love has turned to heavy chains,

As overthinking floods my brains.

I dissect every word you said,

Replaying scenes inside my head,

Trapped in a loop that will not cease,

Robbing my weary mind of peace.

Day after day, the cycle spins,

Where sadness ends and stress begins.

I lose myself in what has been,

Chasing a ghost I haven't seen.

I stress about the future days,

Lost in a thick, unyielding haze,

Loving you still, through all the tears,

Rewinding these same three long years.

A stupid poem that I made.