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they'll only miss you when you're gone Dot

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synapseoftheark

erm. obsessed with making stupid little color palettes. most of these are named after songs I like

here is a playlist of all of the music I used in these palettes

please tag me in your art if you use them ! :]

lemonlumens

made a colour palette challenge thing

feel free to reblog and use for yourself :]

#thieving!!

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Today, too, the happily dancing Pie-Pierrot--

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jelly

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10 but with 27 cause I cheat :>>

What do you love about your muse?

POINT ONE. Joshua face. Enough said.

POINT TWO his own design also, very handsome very pretty very gender

PONT THRE no more points I tire of the bit.

Have you noticed? Have you noticed? Psychology interests me very deeply, and from his first post he presented an interesting case. Who is this? I thought, foolish and gay. What could he be thinking? What perspective could he be bringing to this world? Flame decided to come after me personally, and prove that I'm dating the right person by snatching up my heart and mind so expertly.

A unique, intriguing upbringing, a case study on what kind of person that could build. An artistic soul given no boundaries, no need for conformity; poetic language and all the meanings you could spin from it given such freedom that it became all-consuming, enough to wrap back around into hindering communication. A quiet, observant, thoughtful nature, and a full display of the allure of that- the allowance to Be instead of Do. And such assurance in it all, such contentedness, in the face of all these things that could easily lead to anxieties and attempts to warp the self, he rarely seems to find a reason not to smile at it. He exists, here, exactly where he wants to be. Why over-complicate it? All these things, but they summarize into such an easy smile on such a pretty face.

But here comes me, eager to over-complicate it. Each of these things has strong downsides, and a captive creature set to the wild will either have to adapt or die out. I enjoy the prospect of either.

But!!! Yes!!!! I am delighted by the form of psych studies inherent in the boy and am delighted by the attitudes and airs he brings to the numbers table and am d e lighted to ponder about his funny little words and am d e l i g h t e d and comforted to see traits similar to my own put on such a loving display :> autistic club babey :>> this does not keep him safe from my malicious undertones of course but yes yes.

In summary, I'm gay.

#asks #anon #also delighted at how attractive he is as a whole and how every single one of those traits spawns from my girlfriend #tasty :>>>>>#but hm hm there's ma ny more but these are the biggest points #the problem with special interests is that you get no say in how much they clog your brain

19 with juuzou face

If you had to judge your muse and sentence them to a “fair” fate, what would your judgement be? Would you punish them? Reward them? How?

This is a valid question. He's stinky, he'll bring physical and mental harm to himself and others, he has destructive goals and no concern for the people who might get mowed down in his charge toward it

And I loathe the question; what's 'fair' here?

I don't have any confirmation on things he actually did yet. He provokes 26 and lets Dot hurt him...? These are the only things he's actually done with safe confirmation; I know things he could do, but have yet to pin down the situations that would cue those things. He's still very much in progress as a character, a lot of things I keep swaying on. He's stinky though. But not enough to fully judge. And it gets even harder when I look at what I know of his upbringing and mental state so far......

But honestly, I might still change things that I currently say I "know". He's really hard for me to grasp.

For now, I put him in gay baby jail

#asks #anon

1 with 74

What makes you the most emotional about your muse?

All the things I can't talk about yet.

I really like how they approach the 'liar' thing tho. How they're not hiding something through it, they're saying something through it. Good luck figuring out exactly what they're saying, though. They think it's obvious~

But while I think often about their past and what might have led them to being the kind of person they are, they continue to insist to me that none of it really matters, and discourage me from looking too much into it. Which sure is a feeling from a muse.

And there's no sense of like, ooh please don't uncover my secrets, I must hide my true self and feelings, deep down I'm so sad, nobody would like my true self, least of all me~ Not to say those kinds of liars aren't fun cuz oho they are, but that's not 74. They think highly of the person they were in the past, and every stage of self from then to now. They served their purpose in each moment. They just... fully embrace the ever-changing state of nature, and how every person perceives it; it takes effort to go back, and to pin down a resolute 'truth' of things. They love to see people attempt to, though~ But they're here to defy the idea of it.

It's not what makes me the most emotional but their approach does tie into it

#asks #anon #one day...................

occasionalrpmemes

questions for the mun, regarding the muse.

What makes you the most emotional about your muse?

What made you decide to write this muse?

If you could change one event in your muse’s life (in their main or canon verse), what would you change?

If you could tell your muse one thing, what would you tell them?

If you could give your muse one gift, what would you give them?

If you had to take one positive thing away from your muse, what would you take away?

If you could “borrow” one aspect of your muse and apply it to yourself or your own life, what would you borrow?

Do you genuinely want your muse to be happy? What do you think would make them most happy in life?

Do you enjoy putting your muse through angst? What do you think would break their heart the most?

What do you love about your muse?

What do you hate about your muse?

What about your muse amuses you?

What about your muse makes you sad?

How would you describe your muse to someone about to meet them, in person, for the first time?

Would you like your muse as a person if you met them in real life?

In what ways are you better than your muse? In what ways are they better than you?

Why do you think you connect to your muse?

What aspect of your muse’s personality is most important to you? What aspect of your muse’s personality do you think is most important to them? Is it the same? Why or why not?

If you had to judge your muse and sentence them to a “fair” fate, what would your judgement be? Would you punish them? Reward them? How?

[come up with your own question for the mun, regarding the muse]