Jiji's Journal tehe

i draw and game and stream and eat a lot!!

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Oh to be starting a tumblr blog again for the first time in 3 years

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[Part 2 / ?] The Man's Offer

"Welcome," the man whispers. "Are you ready to begin?"

"Begin what," I want to ask. But maybe it's because it's a dream that my voice refuses to come out. Something compels me to nod anyway.

The air shakes as his chuckles get louder, the butterflies' forms shaking and tearing with each quake.

His hand reaches out to me, palm up, as if asking for something. There is a pressure inside my skull, around my eyes, as I stand paralyzed watching that leathery hand with yellowed nails creak closer and closer to me.

My heart is about to explode.

The lights become too bright, and the pressure burns my eyeballs.

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[Part 2 / ?] The Man's Offer

"Welcome," the man whispers. "Are you ready to begin?"

"Begin what," I want to ask. But maybe it's because it's a dream that my voice refuses to come out. Something compels me to nod anyway.

The air shakes as his chuckles get louder, the butterflies' forms shaking and tearing with each quake.

His hand reaches out to me, palm up, as if asking for something. There is a pressure inside my skull, around my eyes, as I stand paralyzed watching that leathery hand with yellowed nails creak closer and closer to me.

My heart is about to explode.

The lights become too bright, and the pressure burns my eyeballs.

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[Part 1 / ?] The Man Beneath the Tree

From some point in my life, I have never been able to forget the dreams I saw.

The scenes I see in my sleep burn themselves into my eyes, so much so that they often overlap with the scenes I see in reality.

Particularly, when I see trees.

I feel as though if I look behind the thick oak trunks, the man will be sitting there, still watching and waiting. With his thin lips stretched out into a kind smile that reveals his hollow mouth, spindly limbs wrapped around him, as if to hide from something.

With the rustle of leaves that each rush of breeze brings, I can almost hear his chuckles, whispery and brittle but steady, as though my presence gives him the little strength it takes to keep him from shattering.

And, if I get lost enough in that line between reality and dream, I can almost hear the creaking of his joints, the tremble of the wings of the butterflies around us; goosebumps prickle my skin and my hair stands on edge, as my body tenses in anticipation for what's to come.

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[Part 1 / ?] The Man Beneath the Tree

From some point in my life, I have never been able to forget the dreams I saw.

The scenes I see in my sleep burn themselves into my eyes, so much so that they often overlap with the scenes I see in reality.

Particularly, when I see trees.

I feel as though if I look behind the thick oak trunks, the man will be sitting there, still watching and waiting. With his thin lips stretched out into a kind smile that reveals his hollow mouth, spindly limbs wrapped around him, as if to hide from something.

With the rustle of leaves that each rush of breeze brings, I can almost hear his chuckles, whispery and brittle but steady, as though my presence gives him the little strength it takes to keep him from shattering.

And, if I get lost enough in that line between reality and dream, I can almost hear the creaking of his joints, the tremble of the wings of the butterflies around us; goosebumps prickle my skin and my hair stands on edge, as my body tenses in anticipation for what's to come.

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commission from a little while back for generalgeega's birthday; requested by jetpaxteaches

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commission from a little while back for generalgeega's birthday; requested by jetpaxteaches

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Late to the game but a belated color wheel challenge with as many vtubers as i could fit

List of vtubers available on twitter thread

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Knight armor design for @.seriveis

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Commission for Lindo Crimsin (@ Lindo_CrimsinVT)

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Illustration commission for Nijimura Jun (Niijunjun)'s new cover song!

Please check it out!

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evolution!

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Fantasy armor designs for fun :>

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I drew this for LNY and forgot to post it here :>

Handwriting by @.crocuspokus!

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rabbit!

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Character design for leafydahon

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Little beans of some cool people