ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ɪɴ & ˡᵉᵗ ᶦᵗ ᵇᵘʳⁿ

drifting like it's 1974, dreaming like it's 1984. dressing like the rolling stones, dancing like the talking heads. let's go get some more like young ramones. last call 40's at the corner store to take to bed; some nights feel like every night, this one feels brand new. tell me that you need me on the floor, passed out in your dirty clothes. ask me what the hell i'm looking for like you don't know; only got bad things on my mind when i'm with you. you're making it so easy to throw myself a w a y.

[jinheeyj-blog]

yjinsu‌:

           status :             ☼ — @jinheeyj !            location :          ☼ —  INT. HAEAN BUILDING; LATE AFTERNOON !

        there’s only one thing left to do after insu’s got all of his boxes up the stairs (aside from dab the sweat building at his temples) and that’s introduce himself to all of his neighbors. he felt good, accomplished, and he’d already greeted several people on his way in and out of the buildings, hopefully leaving a positive impression though often times, those things couldn’t be helped. he stepped out of his room and crossed the hall, knocking a few times at the cracked door and daring to peek his head in. if it hadn’t been for the small noise inside, he would’ve assumed no one was there, but upon seeing a resident, he offered an apologetic smile.

        “sorry, i wasn’t sure if anyone was in! i just moved into the room next door–” he paused, wiggling into the door frame and nudging it open with his foot, “i’m insu!” his expression shifted, leaving behind apologies in favor of warmth, “i didn’t mean to barge in if you were busy!” he paused, eyes idly scanning the room and glazing over an image, a painting that looked eerily familiar but he decided to stay quiet about it… at least for now, and turn his attention back to the other’s delicate features, “i’m so sorry, i didn’t even ask your name– i don’t normally get star struck.”

            IT’S NOT ALWAYS THAT JINHEE feels the need to stay inside his room like this. it's his day off, so he should be out there, riding his bike around town, doing something productive, but could you really blame him for wanting to stay inside and just work on crafting exercises for his children on his computer. he'd just gotten back from the kitchen, having decided to make himself some popcorn because... why not? popcorn was always effective in inspiring him, be it for whatever strange reason it was. he didn't expect to get a visitor, though.

            LOOKING up at the knocks on his door, jinhee quickly noticed he hadn't exactly shut his door on the way back, and he would be worried if the guy who peeked his head inside didn't look so friendly. yes, you shouldn't judge a book by its cover, but if that was a neighbor, he doubted he was in trouble. ❝ oh, hello. i'm not busy, you just startled me a little, ❞ he chuckled, getting up from his bed then because maybe it was a bit too awkward for him to be sitting there while he had a visitor. he gave insu a friendly smile. ❝ i'm jinhee, it's nice to meet you. did you already get to see around the sharehouse? i don't know how long you've been here, but it's probably recent, right? i'd remember if i had seen you around. ❞

[lovetales]

[jinheeyj-blog]

{ TASK #1 — WHAT’S ON YOUR P L A Y L I S T ?

howl - years & years // me! - taylor swift feat. brendon urie // never seen the rain - tones and i // 93 million miles - jason mraz // dear no one - tori kelly // o pato - joão gilberto // comethru - jeremy zucker // city of stars - gavin james

[jinheeyj-blog]

                        status: closed with @arayj.

                        location: patio, 1am.

            NO ONE EVER TOLD JINHEE this, but whenever you're feeling down, the best company you can find is the company of the stars. he found that out throughout the years, in the few times he actually let himself go and feel the tiredness taking over his body. he's heard it all before, don't mind him. he's so happy all the time, does it never get tiring? yes. you're so childish, you need to learn how to deal with things better! he knows. normally jinhee wouldn't let any of those things bring him down or make him feel like he actually needs to change, but... sometimes it's all too much. 

            IT'S a coincidence that he finds ara in the same spot he's met her before. it's easy to figure out it's her, even if the lighting at such an hour is dim. jinhee is quite good at recognizing people, so he doesn't waste much time before going over and sitting on the seat right beside her, careful to make enough noise while he walks the way there to announce his arrival and not startle the girl. ❝ this is funny. we're both out here at the same time and i didn't even need to text you to let you know ❞, he joked, chuckling lowly as he got comfortable there. ❝ should i be worried? ❞

[jinheeyj-blog]

                        status: closed with @jiheeyj​.

                        location: heart of ink, 7pm.

            IT'S BEEN LIKE THIS FOR a few weeks now. ever since jinhee told himself he was going to do absolutely everything he can to overcome his fears and become a better person, he's been trying to do a few things here and there that he usually wouldn't do. walk almost on the edge of a bridge, go on those scary roller coasters everyone absolutely loves, all of that. he tried them once, definitely wouldn't do any of those things again, but at least he can say he tried. however, there was one thing he still hasn't been able to overcome: needles.

            THE closest thing to a needle experience that he could possibly think of was, of course, getting a tattoo. now, that should be quite scary, since he would literally have something on his skin forever, and it wasn't even that thought that made him uncomfortable. it was the damn needles. every other week, he visited one specific tattoo parlor, stayed for a few minutes and rushed off as soon as he started hearing the buzz of the tattoo machine from inside. this time, he got distracted while looking at the designs hung up on the walls, wondering which one of them would look good on his skin. maybe it wouldn't be too bad if he gave it a try... right?

[jinheeyj-blog]

minahyj‌:

STATUS : closed with @jinheeyj​

SETTING : the main building, kitchen. around 4 pm.

there’s a reusable travel mug, filled with cold coffee from this morning, in minah’s right hand, her bag slumped over her left shoulder. she needed either a cigarette or a fresh mug of her favorite beverage, steaming hot preferred, both of which she’d eventually get later on; after heating up some of her noodles that her grandmother had given her after the two had met up just hours before. times like this made minah regret leaving home, but when she looked at the house she called her actual home right now, she was happy.

the girl sighs as she throws her bag down somewhere where she’ll find it eventually, once she’s calmed down from her day - it was a typical routine she had after seeing her daughter she’d have a mild two hour crying session. of course her plans seem to change once she spots a familiar face in her eyesight. her attitude peps up, “hey.” she smiles, “you want coffee? i’m about to make a fresh batch, and i probably won’t drink it all today,” minah raises her shoulders as she shrugs.

since losing her daughter, jinhee had become a shoulder to lean on, a sweetheart really, and she always found herself having deep conversations with him on her struggles with being a mother, and everything she needed help with in that sense. 

            IT WASN’T UNUSUAL FOR JINHEE to arrive at the sharehouse like this; hair slightly tousled from how much he’d messed with it during the entire day, hands stained with paint from when he’d helped his children out. it was art day, so it was always like this, even if everyone went home earlier. well… at least the kids were supposed to have the palms of their hands painted before using it like a stamp and making imprints of their little hands all over the paper, but somehow jinhee had ended up being the one with paint all over him. he honestly didn’t mind it; he just really needed some tea, a long shower and he’d be good to go.

            DECIDING to make a pit stop at the main building, it was obvious jinhee needed to wind down after such a long day. of course, he still has energy bubbling up inside him, which wasn’t unusual at all, but some tea might be enough to calm him down. black tea, specifically. it reminds him of his home, and although he’s not necessarily homesick right now, he could always use a little extra reassurance. or… pseudo reassurance. 

            JINHEE had barely started filling a kettle with water when he hears a second voice in the room, turning around just enough to be able to look at the newcomer. he immediately notices the tired look in minah’s eyes, how she seems to be *drained* even if she smiles at him. jinhee is open with his own feelings, yes, but he can also read others pretty well. ❝ hey, you. ah, thanks, but i was about to make some tea. i’ll make some for you too, you seem like you need it more than coffee ❞, he said simply, placing the kettle on the stove and turning around to face minah. ❝ how are you feeling today? ❞

[booptae]

[om-shakti-om]

[missphilippines-deactivated2021]

hey guys, huge fan of genuine love and affection

[jinheeyj-blog]

yjhana‌:

𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐃 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 @jinheeyj

          𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐁𝐔𝐒𝐘 preparing for the upcoming semester, hana found herself visiting the nearby daycare where she can help the teachers and volunteers with managing the children. she will forever hold a soft spot for children. working with them is never a bothersome task. some of her friends wonder how she has the patience to constantly work with children, and all hana responds with is a shrug. a soft smile surfacing when talking about her job because she truly does enjoy her occupation. teaching has always been the dream, and knowing that she is helping young children take a step closer to great success is a splendid feeling. they are also just so much fun! they can make anyone’s day brighter.

          entering the daycare with a bag of books, she smiles when noticing jinhee from afar. he’s a teacher at the center that she often works with, for he is just as passionate with his job as she is. “hey! how are you today?” setting the bag down on the nearby table, she smiles at him before turning to look at the children playing with toys. “i was thinking we could read a story to them. i found some more books that they would really like.” they always did enjoy the performances jinhee and she put on when it’s story time. 

             NOW, JINHEE’S NOT GONNA LIE and say that everything about his job is a piece of cake. he has difficulties daily; difficulties he often does not know how to deal with, and ends up needing someone else's help, but if you look past that and every single time he's ever been overwhelmed by way too many things at once, his job was actually quite perfect for him. he loved his kids, truly; even with how spent he was everyday when he got home, he still loved what he did, and to think that he was basically helping raise those kids to be better people in the future was rewarding enough. it just made him want to push himself further, become a better teacher. really, a role model for those children. the next generation.

          STILL, that doesn't mean he doesn't need any help sometimes. that's why his face immediately lights up the minute he realizes who exactly is walking in his direction. hana has always been very helpful around the daycare, and the kids absolutely loved her. ❝ hello! i'm doing just fine, thank you. it's nice to see you again, ❞ he says, a smile hanging off of his lips easily. ❝ ah, that's great. i think story time is one of their favorite things, honestly. what books do you have with you? maybe i've read them before. ❞

[jinheeyj-blog]

hello !! i’m vivi ( 20, she/her ) & this is my sweet baby angel yang jinhee !! he’s... a bit of a mess tbh lmao BUT HE’S HARMLESS i swear he’s just kind of all over the place and def spends way more time in dreamland than living in the real world but he’s also a sensitive boi so pls don’t hurt him heh. if you wanna know more about him here are his unfinished stats, but i’ve also collected a bunch of info about him under the cut !! i don’t have any wanted connections just yet but if you wanna plot just hit that like button and i’ll come to you ❤ EITHER WAY !! here we gO

ok so first of all i’d like to start off by adding jinhee’s personality from the application form since it sums him up pretty well ( boy’s got no really traumatic childhood experiences ):

because of jinhee’s incredibly idealist way of viewing life and everything that surrounds it, one could say he’s definitely what people would call a dreamer. it’s a good thing, in a way, in the sense that he doesn’t care what people think of him or whether he’d be called weird or strange for living inside his own bubble all of the time. however, in other cases that can be pretty challenging for him, since he’s never been good at dealing with real life issues. jinhee can easily irritate people around him with his sense of humor and energy, which sometimes can be way too much to handle if they aren’t used to it.

contrary to popular belief, it took jinhee very little time to figure out what he wanted to do in life. of course, the instagram modeling and busking all came pretty spontaneously and wasn’t planned at all, but the sole fact that he’s always loved children made him want to be a teacher, so that’s what he strived to achieve. being as family-oriented as he is, it was a surprise that he actually moved away from his family home to live in the sharehouse; the reason being that a relative got the job for him at the daycare after he was done with his studies, and they lived way too far away. to make things easier, he moved to the sharehouse and that’s it, simple as that. doesn’t mean he doesn’t miss his family daily, though.

jinhee often finds himself in different predicaments which really take a toll on him, since he’s not too keen on living in the present. always dreaming and imagining alternative scenarios, it’s like his mind is constantly in a fairy tale world. it can be a nice thing, seeing that he works with children, but some would even see him as childish for it. he’s not blind to the public opinion; just doesn’t care for it.

nonetheless, he’s generous, optimist and really an open book; unable to hide his true feelings, it’s obvious to anyone whenever he’s feeling upset, mad, ashamed, or even anything, really. he wears his heart on his sleeve and ends up getting hurt badly for it sometimes, but he’s never really learned to protect himself as much as he probably should. however, there are certain situations in which he does his best to be realistic. he tries, of course, but sometimes things are just too much and he lets himself slip into the dream world once again. it’s one of the things he tries to work on the most: being realistic about life and hearing other people out, since he tends to shut out any other opinions different to his own.

ok so tl;dr!!!!! complementing all of that, it’s pretty obvious that he’s a dreamer

he can and WILL shut you out if you start to talk shit about him or his way of viewing life

he’s def gonna feel guilty & bad afterwards but oh well you can’t have it all in life now can you

basically he tries his best to keep his feet on the ground and not dream too loud but it’s just. HARD

he loveslovesloves his family, would do anything to live with them forever but life is tough bro SO he settles for visiting them frequently back at home since it’s pretty far away from the sharehouse & his workplace 

went to college with the idea in mind that he wanted to work with kids and does a pretty good job at it

he literally has no idea how the fuck he gained so many followers on instagram but then suddenly one of his friends called him an instagram model and he just accepted it lmao

also he’s always been told he’s got a nice voice so he decided to try out busking once and !! omg ?? people actually LIKED IT ?? so he came back more times even if it’s not a frequent thing

growing up he’s always had people call him names and tell him he’s weird but in his opinion THEY are the weird ones so who’s laughing now huh

jinhee really has no idea how to deal with problems... i mean he DOES try rly hard to deal with them but sometimes it’s just too much and it just does a LOT to his mental state

he also can’t handle direct confrontation, he’s just a sensitive boi who wants to see no frowns

basically anyone who’s gonna be around jinhee for an extended amount of time needs to have a LOT of patience bc he can be very annoying and think inside his own bubble & he can also be not very organized ( both with his mind and his things ) but he’s just got a lot of love to give

and THAT’S ALL !! pls love him a lot thanks