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☀︎༄.° led me to you. - zhao james
pairing zhao james x fem!reader
synopsis on an evening beach date with your boyfriend james
warnings fluff, sfw, est. relationship, kissing, skinship, really really short, maybe some typos
author’s note ahhh guys i’m going to the beach soon and thought abt this☀️
now playing..heat waves by glass animals
taglist:
@eoduuung @yvesismylove @cortisen5 @taelvvrzz @lowkeonho @seonghwaswifeuuuu
you and james are walking on the beach together, just talking about anything and everything.
the view is beautiful, the sunset being the main attraction as the water glistens below it.
he interlocks your hand in his and gazes at the gorgeous scene in front of him. not the sunset, you.
you couldn’t even hide your giggle if you tried.
“what james?”
“i just love moments like these.”
“ugh tell me about it. being here with you is all i could ever ask for.”
“really?”
“of course. who else would i want to be here with?”
he laughs before giving you a kiss on your cheek.
“want to go sit back down?”
“yeah sure, let’s go.”
you and him return to the little spot you two created earlier. all you had was two towels, a vintage radio, a lunch box full of snacks, and a dream.
you’re both just silent staring at the moving waves in front of you, taking everything in. you lean your head on his shoulder and briefly close your eyes.
james wraps his arm around your shoulder and an insane amount of peace just comes over him.
“y/n.”
“hm?”
“you know, i never got to tell you exactly when i fell in love with you.”
you immediately perk up and turn your head in his direction. your eyes automatically meeting his.
“when did you fall in love with me?”
he sighs like that question instantly brought him a sense of nostalgia.
“you were everywhere, but it only seemed like i noticed.”
he brings you closer to kiss your forehead.
“what do you mean by that?”
“i always saw you around. like a lot. maybe at the cafe, or the park, even passing each other on the street. you were always there and i would always see you. but it seemed like i was the only one who noticed your existence and presence. i kept wondering, who is she? why do i always see her?”
“isn’t that exactly what people call fate?”
“yeah. that’s what it was. fate.”
“wow. that’s actually pretty cool. so, that’s when you fell in love with me?”
“yeah. i was getting attracted to you and you easily became a part of my day without even saying a single word to me. when we met coincidentally, i was very happy. i thought that maybe it happened for a reason, and it did. i’m sitting here with you, and i’m deeply in love.”
you look at him and smile.
“i am super grateful that my choices in life led me to you, james. you’re my happiness. you’re my fate.”
he looks you in your eyes before planting a kiss on your forehead, your cheek, and then your lips. you kiss back before breaking away and burying your face into his chest.
he holds you as the sound of waves crashing and seagulls flying overhead surrounded the two of you.
in that moment, it felt as though it was only you, and the fate of your life.
☀︎༄.° led me to you. - zhao james
pairing zhao james x fem!reader
synopsis on an evening beach date with your boyfriend james
warnings fluff, sfw, est. relationship, kissing, skinship, really really short, maybe some typos
author’s note ahhh guys i’m going to the beach soon and thought abt this☀️
now playing..heat waves by glass animals
taglist:
@eoduuung @yvesismylove @cortisen5 @taelvvrzz @lowkeonho @seonghwaswifeuuuu
you and james are walking on the beach together, just talking about anything and everything.
the view is beautiful, the sunset being the main attraction as the water glistens below it.
he interlocks your hand in his and gazes at the gorgeous scene in front of him. not the sunset, you.
you couldn’t even hide your giggle if you tried.
“what james?”
“i just love moments like these.”
“ugh tell me about it. being here with you is all i could ever ask for.”
“really?”
“of course. who else would i want to be here with?”
he laughs before giving you a kiss on your cheek.
“want to go sit back down?”
“yeah sure, let’s go.”
you and him return to the little spot you two created earlier. all you had was two towels, a vintage radio, a lunch box full of snacks, and a dream.
you’re both just silent staring at the moving waves in front of you, taking everything in. you lean your head on his shoulder and briefly close your eyes.
james wraps his arm around your shoulder and an insane amount of peace just comes over him.
“y/n.”
“hm?”
“you know, i never got to tell you exactly when i fell in love with you.”
you immediately perk up and turn your head in his direction. your eyes automatically meeting his.
“when did you fall in love with me?”
he sighs like that question instantly brought him a sense of nostalgia.
“you were everywhere, but it only seemed like i noticed.”
he brings you closer to kiss your forehead.
“what do you mean by that?”
“i always saw you around. like a lot. maybe at the cafe, or the park, even passing each other on the street. you were always there and i would always see you. but it seemed like i was the only one who noticed your existence and presence. i kept wondering, who is she? why do i always see her?”
“isn’t that exactly what people call fate?”
“yeah. that’s what it was. fate.”
“wow. that’s actually pretty cool. so, that’s when you fell in love with me?”
“yeah. i was getting attracted to you and you easily became a part of my day without even saying a single word to me. when we met coincidentally, i was very happy. i thought that maybe it happened for a reason, and it did. i’m sitting here with you, and i’m deeply in love.”
you look at him and smile.
“i am super grateful that my choices in life led me to you, james. you’re my happiness. you’re my fate.”
he looks you in your eyes before planting a kiss on your forehead, your cheek, and then your lips. you kiss back before breaking away and burying your face into his chest.
he holds you as the sound of waves crashing and seagulls flying overhead surrounded the two of you.
in that moment, it felt as though it was only you, and the fate of your life.
hihihihii number one i LOVE LOVE LOVEEEE ur aesthetic and ur work hehehe ur so cool!!!!
and uh number two this might be very angsty but like would you like to write a lil sumth sumth abt like let’s say a girl who basically she’s very depressed and like she’s deadass gone like barely goes to school and always wears long sleeve bc like she not really mentally okay and shes like obsessed with her body like she won’t leave it alone basically and uh have like a guy she really hates notice it and be the one to help her out of everything but like specifically like she’s changing in the schools “haunted locker room” bc NOBODY goes in there bc #1 it looks haunted and #2 its mixed gender, and idk which cortis member you’d wanna write it w but ion mind ANY!! oh and for reference this is like during game season where she’s a cheerleader and hes like a basketball player and stuff but yea more like hurt-comfort on the highly angsty level..!! strange request really but i find comfort in those kinds stories so if u wanna do it then hehhe lmk!!
love u lots 💓💓
thank u sooooo much for the request and the support!!! i’m super duper glad that you enjoy my work ahhh!!!
first off, this is a very good idea👀👀
i’ll definitely keep this in mind and see what i can do!! i really want to keep writing more angst so i’ll cook something up soon and dedicate it to you :3
LOVE YOU TOOOO!!🥹💗
thank you to everyone who liked the keonho fic i wrote a few days ago! i appreciate it very very much :3
— soooo basically i have another keonho fic in the vault that i’ve lwk been writing since like may😭😭i’m just having insane writers block with it for some reason😕like i’m still trying to figure out how i want it to go but either way i have been actively working on it so hopefully it should be out soon!! if anyone wants to be added to my taglist for keonho or any other members just lmk! and also, if anyone has any requests feel free to reach out!!
have a good day guys 🧁
sincerely, jjuboba
beabadoobee’s new song is so good she’s my fav person in the whole world i’m so hype for this album
and TOUR DATES DROPPED???😭😭😭is this heaven
♪‧₊˚ the heart takes what it wants - martin edwards
pairing producer!martin edwards x songwriterfem!reader
synopsis your coworker boyfriend martin suddenly breaks up with you and you have to go into work the very next day and see him again. will this separation be able to last?
warnings angst, crying, fluff, sfw, cussing, skinship, kissing, slightly rushed, happy ending guys plz don’t shoot me
author’s note this is my first time writing angst so bear with me😭anyway who else is obsessed with steve lacy and his new song???
now playing…the feeling by steve lacy
taglist: @eoduuung @yvesismylove @cortisen5
you had a feeling this would happen.
it just sounded too perfect to you. it felt too perfect to you.
a well known producer and his songwriter girlfriend. how lucky are they to be under the same label, always together and just..inseparable. right?
wrong.
it’s finally winter. probably the coldest one you’ve ever experienced. snow lightly filled the city, while he tragically emptied your heart.
“let’s break up.”
“…what?”
“i just think it’s not working between us.”
you scoffed at him.
“and what exactly isn’t working?? you see—that’s your problem martin, you come up with all these stupid ideas on your own and then expect me to understand you. i thought we were doing good.”
“look, i thought we were doing good too. but i feel like i can’t make you truly happy as your boyfriend. i’m scared of that commitment. i took a lot of time to think about us and came to the conclusion that maybe i’m not fully ready. i think it’s best we stay as friends for now.”
you stare at him. tears beginning to blur your vision.
“why is everything always uncertain with you?”
he looks down at the ground, refusing to meet your devastating gaze.
“i’m sorry, y/n.”
you’re just completely silent. in shock. a tear slowly gliding down your face.
“i knew you would do this to me.”
you walk right past him in tears, hoping that he would just run after you and stop you. you began to think to yourself.
“call out my name. just once. i’ll forgive you. i promise i’ll forgive you.”
but the further you got, the more unlikely everything became.
you could barely breathe. your face was soaked from the tears and the cold just made it even worse. you felt like a ghost walking into your apartment before completely collapsing and sobbing uncontrollably.
“stupid. so. fucking. stupid. i should’ve known.”
you lean against the wall as you wipe your tears away. you couldn’t help but think,
“where did everything go wrong?”
it’s the next morning and you woke up feeling like a zombie. you sluggishly get out of bed to get ready for work as the same words circled around in your mind,
“let’s break up.”
you never felt more disappointed in yourself than you did today. how could you waste so much time on him? now you have to go to work just to see him again? not even a full 24 hours after the break up?
what great luck you have.
you arrive to the studio pretty early and that just made you feel even more uncomfortable.
“i should’ve called in sick.”
you groan while leaning your head back into the office chair.
then you hear a faint knock, making your heart drop to your stomach.
it’s martin.
your eyes meet his for a split second before you quickly turn your head. he softly closes the door before greeting you.
“hey.”
“hi.”
“you’re early today.”
“i wasn’t trying to be, but yeah.”
you look down and start fidgeting with a loose string on your sweater. he sits down next to you.
“are you okay?”
“yeah. why wouldn’t i be?”
“i’m talking about yesterday.”
“i’m fine.“
“look, i just wanted to apologize again.”
“martin. can we not do this right now?”
he looks at you and then nods his head.
“okay.”
you get up and start heading for the door.
“where are you going?”
“just to get some air. i’ll be back in a few.”
you make it to the balcony and let the cold breeze swiftly pass you by. you had to admit, you did let your thoughts get the best of you. because all you could think about was how casual he was being with everything. he broke up with you, and now he has the nerve to ask if you’re okay? does he not regret anything at all?
tears start to well up in your eyes and you just look up at the sky to let them fall.
you missed him. a lot. you miss what the two of you had. all of this just made you come to the realization that you can’t go a second without having him right next to you. he was your rock, your whole world. how can you possibly pretend like you don’t care when he is the only one you truly love?
you sigh while wiping away your tears before turning around back into the building.
you make it back, taking a deep breath before opening the door of the studio.
“it’s okay. i’m okay.”
you click the door open and avoid any kind of eye contact with your coworkers and obviously, with martin.
you sit down in your original spot right next to him before clapping your hands together and faking a smile.
“okay! let’s get started shall we?”
martin has not taken his eyes off you for a second, his face expression slowly softening.
he knew you were crying.
he knew you.
it made him feel like his heart split in two as the guilt fully consumed him.
it’s like a force took over him because all of a sudden he’s grabbing your hand and dragging you out the door with him.
and you let it happen.
now you’re both in the hallway, still holding hands.
you aggressively let go and attempt to go back inside but he grabs you again.
“just hear me out please.”
“why should i martin.”
“i’m a dumbass okay?”
“yes. you are.”
“and i’m scared.”
your mind goes blank.
he looks at you with those eyes. those very familiar eyes that only you know.
“i’m scared that i can’t protect you. i’m scared of the future. i’m scared of fucking up. so i just ran away. that’s the only thing i’ve ever known how to do.”
“martin, can’t you see how that’s not fair? you were scared you couldn’t protect me, so you left me?”
“i know, and i’m sorry. i’ll continue to say sorry for the rest of my life so please—”
he looks up at the ceiling.
“please forgive me. i love you.”
you look to the side before meeting his gaze once again.
“if you love me so much, then why did you choose to break up with me? why couldn’t you just tell me what was on your mind? i just don’t understand. we always go through everything together.”
“i didn’t want to seem like a fool infront of you.”
he stares at you as tears begin to fill his eyes.
and in that moment, every memory with him that you hold close to your heart came flooding in.
the times he would randomly hold your hand, not for any particular reason, but just because he wanted to feel the warmth in your palms.
whenever he would always buy your favorite pastry from the cafe even if you weren’t hungry.
when he would show up at your apartment with flowers, standing at the door with his arms wide open, waiting for you to jump into them so he can embrace you.
you can never get enough of that. never.
so you accept it. you accept that you can’t be without him.
you walk towards him to hug him but he grabs your hand and lightly pulls you into his chest.
his chin automatically rested on the top of your head, like it was second nature to him. he sighs as a tear rolls down his cheek.
“i missed this. i missed you. i’ll never hurt you ever again, i promise you. i love you.”
“i love you too, martin.”
you knew that you were gonna forgive him.
every. single. time.
you believe that there’s no one in the world who truly understands you the way martin does.
he’s literally half of you, and he knows it.
he pulls away just enough to see your face, before cupping your cheeks and kissing you.
a kiss that lingered for longer than usual.
a kiss that said everything, but also nothing at all.
his tear stained cheeks brushing against yours, fully enamored by the touch of your lips on his.
he breaks away to look you in your eyes before softly planting a kiss on your forehead and pulling you into his chest again.
you wish you could stay like this forever. it felt like you were the only two people in the world.
just you and martin.
“do you want to go back in?”
“no, let’s just stay like this.”, most of your words muffled into his chest.
he chuckles and plants a kiss on the top of your head.
this wasn’t how you expected the day to go, but at the same time it’s all you could ever wish for.
you and martin always finding a way back to each other.
nothing else matters.
you eventually get back to work and while working on a demo, he suddenly grabs your hand.
reassuring you that he’ll never let go ever again.
you smiled at him and his eyes filled up with an overflowing love.
he promised to himself that he’ll always look at you as if you’re the most precious thing to bless this earth.
so that’s exactly what he did.
kept his eyes locked on you for the rest of the day.
never looking away.
♪‧₊˚ the heart takes what it wants - martin edwards
pairing producer!martin edwards x songwriterfem!reader
synopsis your coworker boyfriend martin suddenly breaks up with you and you have to go into work the very next day and see him again. will this separation be able to last?
warnings angst, crying, fluff, sfw, cussing, skinship, kissing, slightly rushed, happy ending guys plz don’t shoot me
author’s note this is my first time writing angst so bear with me😭anyway who else is obsessed with steve lacy and his new song???
now playing…the feeling by steve lacy
taglist: @eoduuung @yvesismylove @cortisen5
you had a feeling this would happen.
it just sounded too perfect to you. it felt too perfect to you.
a well known producer and his songwriter girlfriend. how lucky are they to be under the same label, always together and just..inseparable. right?
wrong.
it’s finally winter. probably the coldest one you’ve ever experienced. snow lightly filled the city, while he tragically emptied your heart.
“let’s break up.”
“…what?”
“i just think it’s not working between us.”
you scoffed at him.
“and what exactly isn’t working?? you see—that’s your problem martin, you come up with all these stupid ideas on your own and then expect me to understand you. i thought we were doing good.”
“look, i thought we were doing good too. but i feel like i can’t make you truly happy as your boyfriend. i’m scared of that commitment. i took a lot of time to think about us and came to the conclusion that maybe i’m not fully ready. i think it’s best we stay as friends for now.”
you stare at him. tears beginning to blur your vision.
“why is everything always uncertain with you?”
he looks down at the ground, refusing to meet your devastating gaze.
“i’m sorry, y/n.”
you’re just completely silent. in shock. a tear slowly gliding down your face.
“i knew you would do this to me.”
you walk right past him in tears, hoping that he would just run after you and stop you. you began to think to yourself.
“call out my name. just once. i’ll forgive you. i promise i’ll forgive you.”
but the further you got, the more unlikely everything became.
you could barely breathe. your face was soaked from the tears and the cold just made it even worse. you felt like a ghost walking into your apartment before completely collapsing and sobbing uncontrollably.
“stupid. so. fucking. stupid. i should’ve known.”
you lean against the wall as you wipe your tears away. you couldn’t help but think,
“where did everything go wrong?”
it’s the next morning and you woke up feeling like a zombie. you sluggishly get out of bed to get ready for work as the same words circled around in your mind,
“let’s break up.”
you never felt more disappointed in yourself than you did today. how could you waste so much time on him? now you have to go to work just to see him again? not even a full 24 hours after the break up?
what great luck you have.
you arrive to the studio pretty early and that just made you feel even more uncomfortable.
“i should’ve called in sick.”
you groan while leaning your head back into the office chair.
then you hear a faint knock, making your heart drop to your stomach.
it’s martin.
your eyes meet his for a split second before you quickly turn your head. he softly closes the door before greeting you.
“hey.”
“hi.”
“you’re early today.”
“i wasn’t trying to be, but yeah.”
you look down and start fidgeting with a loose string on your sweater. he sits down next to you.
“are you okay?”
“yeah. why wouldn’t i be?”
“i’m talking about yesterday.”
“i’m fine.“
“look, i just wanted to apologize again.”
“martin. can we not do this right now?”
he looks at you and then nods his head.
“okay.”
you get up and start heading for the door.
“where are you going?”
“just to get some air. i’ll be back in a few.”
you make it to the balcony and let the cold breeze swiftly pass you by. you had to admit, you did let your thoughts get the best of you. because all you could think about was how casual he was being with everything. he broke up with you, and now he has the nerve to ask if you’re okay? does he not regret anything at all?
tears start to well up in your eyes and you just look up at the sky to let them fall.
you missed him. a lot. you miss what the two of you had. all of this just made you come to the realization that you can’t go a second without having him right next to you. he was your rock, your whole world. how can you possibly pretend like you don’t care when he is the only one you truly love?
you sigh while wiping away your tears before turning around back into the building.
you make it back, taking a deep breath before opening the door of the studio.
“it’s okay. i’m okay.”
you click the door open and avoid any kind of eye contact with your coworkers and obviously, with martin.
you sit down in your original spot right next to him before clapping your hands together and faking a smile.
“okay! let’s get started shall we?”
martin has not taken his eyes off you for a second, his face expression slowly softening.
he knew you were crying.
he knew you.
it made him feel like his heart split in two as the guilt fully consumed him.
it’s like a force took over him because all of a sudden he’s grabbing your hand and dragging you out the door with him.
and you let it happen.
now you’re both in the hallway, still holding hands.
you aggressively let go and attempt to go back inside but he grabs you again.
“just hear me out please.”
“why should i martin.”
“i’m a dumbass okay?”
“yes. you are.”
“and i’m scared.”
your mind goes blank.
he looks at you with those eyes. those very familiar eyes that only you know.
“i’m scared that i can’t protect you. i’m scared of the future. i’m scared of fucking up. so i just ran away. that’s the only thing i’ve ever known how to do.”
“martin, can’t you see how that’s not fair? you were scared you couldn’t protect me, so you left me?”
“i know, and i’m sorry. i’ll continue to say sorry for the rest of my life so please—”
he looks up at the ceiling.
“please forgive me. i love you.”
you look to the side before meeting his gaze once again.
“if you love me so much, then why did you choose to break up with me? why couldn’t you just tell me what was on your mind? i just don’t understand. we always go through everything together.”
“i didn’t want to seem like a fool infront of you.”
he stares at you as tears begin to fill his eyes.
and in that moment, every memory with him that you hold close to your heart came flooding in.
the times he would randomly hold your hand, not for any particular reason, but just because he wanted to feel the warmth in your palms.
whenever he would always buy your favorite pastry from the cafe even if you weren’t hungry.
when he would show up at your apartment with flowers, standing at the door with his arms wide open, waiting for you to jump into them so he can embrace you.
you can never get enough of that. never.
so you accept it. you accept that you can’t be without him.
you walk towards him to hug him but he grabs your hand and lightly pulls you into his chest.
his chin automatically rested on the top of your head, like it was second nature to him. he sighs as a tear rolls down his cheek.
“i missed this. i missed you. i’ll never hurt you ever again, i promise you. i love you.”
“i love you too, martin.”
you knew that you were gonna forgive him.
every. single. time.
you believe that there’s no one in the world who truly understands you the way martin does.
he’s literally half of you, and he knows it.
he pulls away just enough to see your face, before cupping your cheeks and kissing you.
a kiss that lingered for longer than usual.
a kiss that said everything, but also nothing at all.
his tear stained cheeks brushing against yours, fully enamored by the touch of your lips on his.
he breaks away to look you in your eyes before softly planting a kiss on your forehead and pulling you into his chest again.
you wish you could stay like this forever. it felt like you were the only two people in the world.
just you and martin.
“do you want to go back in?”
“no, let’s just stay like this.”, most of your words muffled into his chest.
he chuckles and plants a kiss on the top of your head.
this wasn’t how you expected the day to go, but at the same time it’s all you could ever wish for.
you and martin always finding a way back to each other.
nothing else matters.
you eventually get back to work and while working on a demo, he suddenly grabs your hand.
reassuring you that he’ll never let go ever again.
you smiled at him and his eyes filled up with an overflowing love.
he promised to himself that he’ll always look at you as if you’re the most precious thing to bless this earth.
so that’s exactly what he did.
kept his eyes locked on you for the rest of the day.
never looking away.
i love juhoon so much guys holy moly
⊹ ࣪. ᵎᵎ self control - ahn keonho
pairing ahn keonho x fem!reader
synopsis you and your friend decide to practice kissing on each other out of boredom, but end up getting too carried away.
warnings based in the 90s, fluff, sfw, kissing, skinship, some cussing, friends w/ benefits🫣🫣, not proofread since i just wanted to post something rq!!
author’s note ngl i’m a sucker for fwb tropes👀👀hope u guys like this little short one i wrote :p
now playing…dreams by the cranberries
taglist: @eoduuung @yvesismylove
keonho was over at your house again.
it quickly became a common occurrence between you two. he would always show up at your house unannounced and you would always show up at his.
sometimes your mom would even ask where keonho was whenever he wasn’t around like he normally would be.
but now here he is, laying on your bedroom floor flipping through some lousy magazine you had laying around somewhere. you’re right next to him reading a comic but occasionally getting closer to check what cheesy ad he was looking at.
“i feel like i already read this one.”
you snort and turn to look at him.
“you probably have.”
it was so comfortable being around him. a little too comfortable. you and keonho quickly developed a type of bond where you could just lay right next to each other and not even say a word. other people might say that stuff like that is “intimate”, but you and him have always been like this. yes, there were times where you thought that maybe friends don’t do things like that but..it was so casual that you quickly brushed those thoughts off and just assumed it was a mutual thing between close friends.
he cartoonishly sighs before closing the magazine and throwing it to the side. then he gets up and starts pacing around your room. you’re so puzzled by his random shuffling that you close your comic just to stare at him.
“what’s the matter with you? you’re making me anxious.”
“i’m just incredibly bored and this is the only thing i can think of.”
“you’re a weirdo.”
“i said i’m BORED and you don’t have anything fun for your guest to do?”
“you’re the one who came here unannounced, so accept the consequences.”
he groans before dramatically plopping to the floor again. he stares at the ceiling and then starts fake crying.
“what the hell are you doing?”
“trying to make you feel bad.”
“oh my god keonho, grow up.”
“y/n seriously. i’m thinking that maybe i should stop coming over here. there’s nothing for me to do anymore. i read every magazine, every comic, listened to every cd, watched every movie, and—“
“okay, okay. i get it. i’ll think of something for us to do, so stop whining.”
you get up to sit on your bed, the sound of it being the only thing that filled the room. you begin to think, really hard actually. you’re so deep in thought someone might assume that you’re trying to solve a mystery. that’s when it hits you. the craziest idea. your face expression noticeably changes before you shoot a silly smirk at keonho.
“why…are you looking at me like that?”
“okay, i have something for us to do but i’m gonna ask you a personal question first.”
“alright..ask away.”
“have you ever had your first kiss before?”
his whole body goes stiff.
“uhhh—no, not yet. why?”
“well i haven’t either and this might be the craziest thing i’ve ever asked you and obviously you don’t have to say yes, but it’s just that i feel very comfortable around you so i don’t mind doing—“
“y/n. stop beating around the bush and just say it.”
you awkwardly smile.
“how would you feel practicing kissing with me??”
“practice? kissing?”
“yeah, you know. so we can be prepared whenever someone else wants to kiss us.”
he laughs before nodding his head.
“okay sure, why not?”
he gets up and starts walking towards you. you started to wonder why your heart was beating so fast when you were the one who asked him.
he sits right next to you as nothing but silence lingered around the two of you. he shifts his whole body in your direction and that subtle movement made you even more nervous.
“so..what now?”
you turn your head to look at him.
“i guess this is when you’re supposed to kiss me.”
“okay.”, he replies while trying his best to hold in his smile.
he raises his hand before shyly putting it back down.
“i don’t know what to do with my hands. do you care if i place my hand on your cheek?”
“no i don’t care, this is a learning experience after all.”
“alright, then i’m going in.”
“okay.”
he puts his hand on your cheek as his gaze switches to your lips, then your eyes, not sure on which one to focus on. he gradually starts leaning in before eventually your lips met his. it was a very quick peck. a kiss that could easily go unnoticed.
the silence became way too loud that you could barely breath. but even so, he hasn’t taken his eyes off of you once.
“how was that?”
you playfully hit him while laughing hysterically.
“that was incredibly quick keonho, i didn’t even realize you kissed me.”
he starts to laugh back.
“i knowww, but i got too nervous.”
“it’s okay, i’m nervous too. but let me just say this, you don’t have to walk on eggshells while we kiss. just do whatever feels right in the moment, and i’ll do the same.”
“okay, noted.”
this time he puts his hand on your waist. it obviously took you by surprise, but what did you expect? next thing you know, he’s kissing you like the world was gonna end. by instinct, you wrap your arms around his neck and kiss him back. but that small detail made him kiss you even more passionately. you two finally pull away to catch your breath. faces still centimeters away.
“how was it that time?”
“way better.”
you grab him by the collar of his shirt and kiss him again. he instantly melts into the kiss before his left hand finds your waist again, his right gliding up to the back of your neck.
you couldn’t believe what you just got yourself into. you and keonho just reached a point in your friendship that you can’t even begin to comprehend. is kissing your friend going way too far? are you two maybe enjoying this way too much? who knows..all you know is that you’re kissing him right now, and he’s kissing you.
a kiss that was lasting longer than expected but you couldn’t help it. if it was for the sake of “practice”, then who cares? you felt like nothing in the world could ever stop you two.
knock. knock. knock.
the sudden sound startles you both and you break away from each other faster than the speed of light. you stare at the direction of the door looking disheveled as ever, and incredibly embarrassed.
it was your mom. absolutely clueless of what her daughter was hiding from her.
“what are you two doing in here, wrestling?”
you both stare at her then back at each other before bursting out into laughter.
“okay..well keonho, your mom called. she said dinner will be ready soon and that you should be heading back.”
“yes mrs. l/n, i’ll be on my way.”
he gets up and walks towards the door before turning around and making direct eye contact with you.
“we should practice again tomorrow.”
all you could do was smile.
“okay, i’ll see you then.”
he smiles back at you before walking out the door.
your mom was still leaning on the doorframe, giving you a suspicious look.
“practice? what practice?”
“nothing. just something with school.”
“mmm okay.”
she closes the door and you stare at it in complete disbelief.
you were just kissing ahn keonho. and he said it himself that he wanted to practice again tomorrow.
what kind of friendship dynamic is this?
⊹ ࣪. ᵎᵎ self control - ahn keonho
pairing ahn keonho x fem!reader
synopsis you and your friend decide to practice kissing on each other out of boredom, but end up getting too carried away.
warnings based in the 90s, fluff, sfw, kissing, skinship, some cussing, friends w/ benefits🫣🫣, not proofread since i just wanted to post something rq!!
author’s note ngl i’m a sucker for fwb tropes👀👀hope u guys like this little short one i wrote :p
now playing…dreams by the cranberries
taglist: @eoduuung @yvesismylove
keonho was over at your house again.
it quickly became a common occurrence between you two. he would always show up at your house unannounced and you would always show up at his.
sometimes your mom would even ask where keonho was whenever he wasn’t around like he normally would be.
but now here he is, laying on your bedroom floor flipping through some lousy magazine you had laying around somewhere. you’re right next to him reading a comic but occasionally getting closer to check what cheesy ad he was looking at.
“i feel like i already read this one.”
you snort and turn to look at him.
“you probably have.”
it was so comfortable being around him. a little too comfortable. you and keonho quickly developed a type of bond where you could just lay right next to each other and not even say a word. other people might say that stuff like that is “intimate”, but you and him have always been like this. yes, there were times where you thought that maybe friends don’t do things like that but..it was so casual that you quickly brushed those thoughts off and just assumed it was a mutual thing between close friends.
he cartoonishly sighs before closing the magazine and throwing it to the side. then he gets up and starts pacing around your room. you’re so puzzled by his random shuffling that you close your comic just to stare at him.
“what’s the matter with you? you’re making me anxious.”
“i’m just incredibly bored and this is the only thing i can think of.”
“you’re a weirdo.”
“i said i’m BORED and you don’t have anything fun for your guest to do?”
“you’re the one who came here unannounced, so accept the consequences.”
he groans before dramatically plopping to the floor again. he stares at the ceiling and then starts fake crying.
“what the hell are you doing?”
“trying to make you feel bad.”
“oh my god keonho, grow up.”
“y/n seriously. i’m thinking that maybe i should stop coming over here. there’s nothing for me to do anymore. i read every magazine, every comic, listened to every cd, watched every movie, and—“
“okay, okay. i get it. i’ll think of something for us to do, so stop whining.”
you get up to sit on your bed, the sound of it being the only thing that filled the room. you begin to think, really hard actually. you’re so deep in thought someone might assume that you’re trying to solve a mystery. that’s when it hits you. the craziest idea. your face expression noticeably changes before you shoot a silly smirk at keonho.
“why…are you looking at me like that?”
“okay, i have something for us to do but i’m gonna ask you a personal question first.”
“alright..ask away.”
“have you ever had your first kiss before?”
his whole body goes stiff.
“uhhh—no, not yet. why?”
“well i haven’t either and this might be the craziest thing i’ve ever asked you and obviously you don’t have to say yes, but it’s just that i feel very comfortable around you so i don’t mind doing—“
“y/n. stop beating around the bush and just say it.”
you awkwardly smile.
“how would you feel practicing kissing with me??”
“practice? kissing?”
“yeah, you know. so we can be prepared whenever someone else wants to kiss us.”
he laughs before nodding his head.
“okay sure, why not?”
he gets up and starts walking towards you. you started to wonder why your heart was beating so fast when you were the one who asked him.
he sits right next to you as nothing but silence lingered around the two of you. he shifts his whole body in your direction and that subtle movement made you even more nervous.
“so..what now?”
you turn your head to look at him.
“i guess this is when you’re supposed to kiss me.”
“okay.”, he replies while trying his best to hold in his smile.
he raises his hand before shyly putting it back down.
“i don’t know what to do with my hands. do you care if i place my hand on your cheek?”
“no i don’t care, this is a learning experience after all.”
“alright, then i’m going in.”
“okay.”
he puts his hand on your cheek as his gaze switches to your lips, then your eyes, not sure on which one to focus on. he gradually starts leaning in before eventually your lips met his. it was a very quick peck. a kiss that could easily go unnoticed.
the silence became way too loud that you could barely breath. but even so, he hasn’t taken his eyes off of you once.
“how was that?”
you playfully hit him while laughing hysterically.
“that was incredibly quick keonho, i didn’t even realize you kissed me.”
he starts to laugh back.
“i knowww, but i got too nervous.”
“it’s okay, i’m nervous too. but let me just say this, you don’t have to walk on eggshells while we kiss. just do whatever feels right in the moment, and i’ll do the same.”
“okay, noted.”
this time he puts his hand on your waist. it obviously took you by surprise, but what did you expect? next thing you know, he’s kissing you like the world was gonna end. by instinct, you wrap your arms around his neck and kiss him back. but that small detail made him kiss you even more passionately. you two finally pull away to catch your breath. faces still centimeters away.
“how was it that time?”
“way better.”
you grab him by the collar of his shirt and kiss him again. he instantly melts into the kiss before his left hand finds your waist again, his right gliding up to the back of your neck.
you couldn’t believe what you just got yourself into. you and keonho just reached a point in your friendship that you can’t even begin to comprehend. is kissing your friend going way too far? are you two maybe enjoying this way too much? who knows..all you know is that you’re kissing him right now, and he’s kissing you.
a kiss that was lasting longer than expected but you couldn’t help it. if it was for the sake of “practice”, then who cares? you felt like nothing in the world could ever stop you two.
knock. knock. knock.
the sudden sound startles you both and you break away from each other faster than the speed of light. you stare at the direction of the door looking disheveled as ever, and incredibly embarrassed.
it was your mom. absolutely clueless of what her daughter was hiding from her.
“what are you two doing in here, wrestling?”
you both stare at her then back at each other before bursting out into laughter.
“okay..well keonho, your mom called. she said dinner will be ready soon and that you should be heading back.”
“yes mrs. l/n, i’ll be on my way.”
he gets up and walks towards the door before turning around and making direct eye contact with you.
“we should practice again tomorrow.”
all you could do was smile.
“okay, i’ll see you then.”
he smiles back at you before walking out the door.
your mom was still leaning on the doorframe, giving you a suspicious look.
“practice? what practice?”
“nothing. just something with school.”
“mmm okay.”
she closes the door and you stare at it in complete disbelief.
you were just kissing ahn keonho. and he said it himself that he wanted to practice again tomorrow.
what kind of friendship dynamic is this?
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ִ ࣪𖤐.ᐟ boys don’t cry - eom seonghyeon
pairing eom seonghyeon x fem!reader
synopsis it’s your first scary movie night with your boyfriend, seonghyeon. but as the night goes on, you quickly start to realize how much of a scaredy cat he really is. 🤭
warnings fluff fluff fluff fluffity fluff, skinship, sfw, est. relationship, not much kissing just one little peck, another short one..
author’s note i laughed so hard writing this because for some reason i can imagine it vividly
playlist
boys don’t cry - the cure
stand by me - oasis
on melancholy hill - gorillaz
how deep is your love - bee gees
watermelon - john + jane q. public
you feel like you’ve been waiting for this day since the beginning of time. finally. a movie night with seonghyeon. here you are, both sitting on the couch, scrolling through a bazillion options of movies to watch.
you scroll for what seems like hours until you find the perfect movie.
IT.
you smirk before turning to look at him, cartoonishly raising your eyebrows as an attempt to gain approval. he stares at the screen then back at you, before nonchalantly shaking his head up and down.
“yeah this one’s cool, not that scary. let’s watch it.”
“okay!”
you press play and excitedly jump up to grab the popcorn from the table. you place it between you two as you quickly grab a few to munch on while fully immersing yourself in the film.
then it happened.
one little jumpscare. nothing too serious for you because you LOVE horror films, to the point where you’ve become pretty much immune to the traditional jumpscares. but in the moment, you can’t help but notice seonghyeon’s whole body jump in the corner of your eye. either way, you chose to ignore it as it fairly was a pretty startling scene. but then, he quickly grabs your hand and looks at you. like he was trying to hide the fear in his eyes by pretending like he was comforting you.
you couldn’t help but giggle at the sight of your boyfriend trying to comfort YOU when you weren’t even the one scared.
you were genuinely getting a kick out of it, so you paid no mind and continued to watch the movie.
but as the movie went on, he has yet to let go of your hand. like you’re bound to each other for eternity with no way of letting go. eventually, your hand starts to get sweaty but once again, you try your hardest to ignore it.
then it happened again. this time it was even worse.
you feel his grip on your hand tighten. then he looks at you like you’re the one who needs comfort and protection. even though you can clearly see the total fear in his gaze. you finally take it upon yourself to break the silence by grabbing the remote and pausing the movie.
“are you okay?”
“yeah, i’m fine. why?”
you can feel his breath hitch and the nervousness radiating off of him.
“well i mean—it seems like you want to cut off my circulation.”
he looks down at your hand then back at you before letting go.
“whoops.”
you giggle as you reach for the remote again.
“we only have like 30 minutes left, so hang in there okay?”
“why would i need to hang in there?? it’s not even that scary of a movie. i can handle it.”
“seonghyeon.”
“what?”
“nevermind.”
you sigh before pressing play again.
sooner than later. it’s finally over.
there were a few big jumpscares at the end, but it didn’t seem to affect seonghyeon as much as you thought it would. you did notice that he got quieter though. so you turn to look at him, to see his reaction to the end of the movie of course, but something seems..off. his eyes appear to be a little glossy..?
“are you crying??”
“what? no-no- i’m just tired y’know? maybe we should just head to bed.”
you quickly turn your head away from him to hide your laugh, but it slips out anyway.
“you were totally crying.”
“no i wasn’t! swear.”
you grab his face to cup his cheeks aggressively, before going in for a hug.
“you don’t have to lie because you’re embarrassed. you’re so cute when you’re like that.”
he immediately softens in your hold and hugs you back.
“that makes me feel better even though i’m still embarrassed.”
“it’s okay. we can just stay like this until it goes away completely.”
he chuckles into your hair.
you pull away to give him a quick peck before going back in for another hug.
“we should watch the second movie next.”
“PLEASE NO.”
you cackle as you squeeze him even tighter than before, pledging to yourself to never forget this silly memory that you and seonghyeon share together.
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ִ ࣪𖤐.ᐟ boys don’t cry - eom seonghyeon
pairing eom seonghyeon x fem!reader
synopsis it’s your first scary movie night with your boyfriend, seonghyeon. but as the night goes on, you quickly start to realize how much of a scaredy cat he really is. 🤭
warnings fluff fluff fluff fluffity fluff, skinship, sfw, est. relationship, not much kissing just one little peck, another short one..
author’s note i laughed so hard writing this because for some reason i can imagine it vividly
playlist
boys don’t cry - the cure
stand by me - oasis
on melancholy hill - gorillaz
how deep is your love - bee gees
watermelon - john + jane q. public
you feel like you’ve been waiting for this day since the beginning of time. finally. a movie night with seonghyeon. here you are, both sitting on the couch, scrolling through a bazillion options of movies to watch.
you scroll for what seems like hours until you find the perfect movie.
IT.
you smirk before turning to look at him, cartoonishly raising your eyebrows as an attempt to gain approval. he stares at the screen then back at you, before nonchalantly shaking his head up and down.
“yeah this one’s cool, not that scary. let’s watch it.”
“okay!”
you press play and excitedly jump up to grab the popcorn from the table. you place it between you two as you quickly grab a few to munch on while fully immersing yourself in the film.
then it happened.
one little jumpscare. nothing too serious for you because you LOVE horror films, to the point where you’ve become pretty much immune to the traditional jumpscares. but in the moment, you can’t help but notice seonghyeon’s whole body jump in the corner of your eye. either way, you chose to ignore it as it fairly was a pretty startling scene. but then, he quickly grabs your hand and looks at you. like he was trying to hide the fear in his eyes by pretending like he was comforting you.
you couldn’t help but giggle at the sight of your boyfriend trying to comfort YOU when you weren’t even the one scared.
you were genuinely getting a kick out of it, so you paid no mind and continued to watch the movie.
but as the movie went on, he has yet to let go of your hand. like you’re bound to each other for eternity with no way of letting go. eventually, your hand starts to get sweaty but once again, you try your hardest to ignore it.
then it happened again. this time it was even worse.
you feel his grip on your hand tighten. then he looks at you like you’re the one who needs comfort and protection. even though you can clearly see the total fear in his gaze. you finally take it upon yourself to break the silence by grabbing the remote and pausing the movie.
“are you okay?”
“yeah, i’m fine. why?”
you can feel his breath hitch and the nervousness radiating off of him.
“well i mean—it seems like you want to cut off my circulation.”
he looks down at your hand then back at you before letting go.
“whoops.”
you giggle as you reach for the remote again.
“we only have like 30 minutes left, so hang in there okay?”
“why would i need to hang in there?? it’s not even that scary of a movie. i can handle it.”
“seonghyeon.”
“what?”
“nevermind.”
you sigh before pressing play again.
sooner than later. it’s finally over.
there were a few big jumpscares at the end, but it didn’t seem to affect seonghyeon as much as you thought it would. you did notice that he got quieter though. so you turn to look at him, to see his reaction to the end of the movie of course, but something seems..off. his eyes appear to be a little glossy..?
“are you crying??”
“what? no-no- i’m just tired y’know? maybe we should just head to bed.”
you quickly turn your head away from him to hide your laugh, but it slips out anyway.
“you were totally crying.”
“no i wasn’t! swear.”
you grab his face to cup his cheeks aggressively, before going in for a hug.
“you don’t have to lie because you’re embarrassed. you’re so cute when you’re like that.”
he immediately softens in your hold and hugs you back.
“that makes me feel better even though i’m still embarrassed.”
“it’s okay. we can just stay like this until it goes away completely.”
he chuckles into your hair.
you pull away to give him a quick peck before going back in for another hug.
“we should watch the second movie next.”
“PLEASE NO.”
you cackle as you squeeze him even tighter than before, pledging to yourself to never forget this silly memory that you and seonghyeon share together.
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༉‧₊˚. you gotta keep it.. hush - zhao james
pairing secretbf!james x danceinstructor!reader
synopsis your boyfriend james is being risky at dance practice, almost getting you two caught.
warnings fluff, sfw, est. relationship, secret relationship, kissing, VERY VERY short
author’s note thought abt this while listening to hush by the marías..it came to me like a damn vision
now playing… hush by the marías
you’re a dance instructor for bighit who only manages cortis. they’re preparing for their comeback, so you’re in the practice room trying to teach them the choreography. suddenly the members decide that they’re thirsty and that they’re gonna get something to drink from the vending machine. you approve and give them a 10 minute break. the members look at you to ask if want anything.
“sure! maybe something sweet? i don’t care what it is.”
james walks up to you and puts his arm around your shoulder.
“i’ll stay back too, so she can help me.”
you shoot him a quick look then back at the members as they nod their heads and leave out the door. the staff also uses this as an opportunity to take a quick break and head out as well. leaving only you and james in the studio. alone.
“why are you lying? saying that you need help. you’ve been doing the choreography perfectly so far.”
“anything for an excuse to be next to you. and hey i can still get a little help in the process.”
“oh please. you know you don’t need my help. i’m surprised they didn’t question you putting your arm around me.”
james is silent for a second but still keeping his gaze on you. he instinctively gets closer.
“give me a kiss.”
your eyes widen.
“are you crazy? they could be coming back any minute now. what if the staff catches us?”
“well then hurry up.”
he grabs you by the waist and starts kissing you. you start to kiss back before quickly breaking away.
“james you’re being way too risky right now.”
“well i mean it’s only us in here.”
“so? there’s security cameras in here too.”
“don’t worry they never check them, i promise.”
“how do you know?”
“i just do.”
“hm..right..”
he pulls you closer again and gives you a kiss on your forehead. soon after, you hear the door open and immediately separate, trying your hardest to keep your composure.
martin starts walking towards you with a drink in his hand.
“i got you apple juice if that’s alright.”
“yeah that’s fine, thank you so much!”
the 10 minute break ends and you start practicing again. as the practice went on, you and james continued to give each other subtle looks during choreography and throughout the rest of the session.
᭝ ᨳଓ ՟ I KNEW I LOVED YOU - kim juhoon
pairing bff!juhoon x fem!reader
synopsis you’re a member of cortis trying to prepare for your nearing debut. emotions are at an all time high and the atmosphere is incredibly hard to ignore. especially between you and juhoon, your bestfriend/crush whom you’ve liked since the two of you started training together. are you going to be able to hold in your feelings before this next chapter of your life begins, or is the truth finally going to come to light?
warnings fluff, sfw, skinship, confession, lots of kissing, some cuss words, maybe typos???, mini smau (texting)
author’s note ahhh my very first post!! i’m absolutely over the moon and super excited to share it with you guys!! hope this one makes you blush and kick your feet just like i did while writing it !! enjoy :))
playlist
i knew i loved you - savage garden
the lady in my life - michael jackson
by your side - sade
straight from the heart - con funk shun
slow jam - midnight star
you debut in one week. just one more week.
you never really imagined this day would come so quickly, but here you are. at practice, dozing off actually.
lately, days have been blending together since you’ve only really been going to practice, the recording studio, some random niche restaurants that martin always ends up finding, and back home. an unforgiving, endless cycle.
lost in thought, you inevitably start to feel sleep pull you under until a loud clap startles you awake.
“okay guys breaks over! time to get back to work.”, a staff member announces to the room.
you audibly sigh before getting up and walking towards your spot. the instructor insists that you guys practice GO!, what you want, and a little bit of fashion, then they’ll let you leave. you thought this process would take forever, but surprisingly it ends up going by faster than you thought.
only because you spent the whole time looking at him.
i mean—god, how could he be such a distraction?? it’s like whenever he’s around, time simply flies away. you two genuinely spent the whole day swapping looks with each other, smiling, and giggling whenever your eyes met. is it something in the air today? do best friends typically have this kind of energy towards each other?
“FINALLY. OVER.” , keonho shouts out loud (insanely out of breath), before plopping on the ground.
you’re out of breath as well so you quickly rest your back on the wall and drink some water as an attempt to regulate your breathing. juhoon walks up and sits next to you.
“you look like you’re dying.”, he says while chuckling under his breath.
“and you look worse.”, you snap back.
“yeah keep telling yourself that..”
you roll your eyes at him and kneel down to sit next to him.
“do you have to be so mean to me? after i just fought for my life today?”, you begin to wipe fake tears from your face. (or maybe it was sweat)
“well hey, honesty is the best policy. but i was also joking..wow your bestest friend can’t even joke around with you anymore? sensitive much?” he says in a purposely annoying tone.
you try your best to hide your smile by looking away and refusing to meet his gaze, but he scoots your way to lean in closer. he’s so close that both of your knees are touching, none of you choosing to move.
“i was just messing with you.” , he says in a soft whisper, like he wanted his words to reach you, and you only.
you turn your head and are immediately met with his face just a few inches away from yours. you felt your heartbeat go to a complete stop, the eye contact was just too much for you to handle. before you know it, his eyes start trailing down towards your lips. it’s like time stopped around you two, like you were the only two people in the room. he slowly starts to lean in and then..
“ALRIGHT GUYS LET’S GO GET SOMETHING TO EAT, I’M STARVING.”, martin’s voice loudly roared across the room.
time began to move again.
you quickly got up and surprisingly stopped holding your breath, only realizing you were doing it right after the fact.
after practice, you and the members decide go to a convenience store together to get ramen and snacks. while you’re out walking, juhoon gives you his jacket and tells you to put it on. you try not to think too much about his actions today, but it’s like a switch flipped in him that you simply can’t ignore it. when you guys arrive everyone immediately starts rushing to decide which ramen to pick.
“which one do you want?”, juhoon asks you with an eager expression.
“i’m kinda craving carbonara.”
“that’s not a bad choice, i think i want that one too.”
he grabs two buldak carbonara packs and starts walking to the counter.
“where are you going?”
“oh, i was going to make yours for you..if you want.”
“oh uh..sure, in that case, can you make it less spicy? i still want some but not that much.”
“okay i’ll do that, and don’t worry it’ll be extraaa delicious”
you giggle a little and he smiles back at you.
“well, i’ll take your word for it.”
you walk towards the other members who are debating on what snacks to get.
once you all finish making your ramen and buying the snacks, you all sit together on the bench outside the convenience store. you have funny conversations and talk about completely everything while vlogging. eventually, you finish your food and walk back to the dorm.
you all make it home safely and get ready for bed. it’s almost midnight and you’re still up watching tiktok on your phone (your favorite part of the night), when you suddenly get a text from juhoon.
you quickly sit up on your bed, ready for whatever it is he needs to tell you. he leaves you on read and you’re just left staring at the screen for like 30 seconds wondering why he wasn’t texting back before you hear a knock on your door. you get up to open it and obviously it’s juhoon. you quickly rush him to come in because it would be weird if the members caught him coming into your room so late at night.
“you had to come in here to tell me?? this late at night?” you ask him very seriously.
“i’m sorry. i felt like it would’ve been easier to tell you in person.”
“wow it must be serious then.”
you begin to get nervous because you don’t know what he needs to tell you but you think you have an idea. he walks towards your bed and lays down on it while he stares at the ceiling.
“is everything alright? did something happen?”, you ask in a worried tone.
“no actually everything’s fine. it’s nothing bad, i promise.”
“then why aren’t you telling me straight up. you’re making me nervous.”
you sit down right next to him and just look at him with a confused face.
“i can’t lay down here anymore and try to think before i speak?”
“ju, seriously..stop messing around and tell me what’s the matter.”
he sits up and looks you in your eyes, then at your lips.
“i couldn’t think properly today. you looked…good. it was hard to focus because of you.”
you could feel your heart skip a beat. you instantly forgot how to breathe. that’s when you definitely knew where this conversation was going.
“that’s..very sudden of you to say juhoon.” you respond, completely stunned.
“i know. i’m sorry if that makes you uncomfortable.”
“no it doesn’t, it’s just..surprising.”
“i kinda want to talk about today. the tension between us was hard for me to ignore and i just wanted to know if you felt the same way.” he asks.
“i mean—yeah, i did but i obviously wasn’t gonna bring it up. i’m scared of ruining our friendship. i’m sorry if i didn’t fully accept those gestures you did for me today, i’m just not used to you being that attentive towards me..i think i was mostly scared so i tried my best to brush it off.“
“no no, don’t apologize, please don’t apologize. i wanted to talk to you about it because…i don’t mind doing things for you. i know this might be wrong but, i like when you rely on me—with anything really, not just physically but also mentally. i love our bond right now and i don’t want to ruin it either, but i can’t help but want more. is that wrong?”
you shake your head no and your eyes soften as they meet his.
“it’s not wrong ju, nothings wrong. i’m actually glad you told me that. honestly a lots been on my mind lately, and i kept telling myself not to do anything stupid, to just hold back. but..you just made me more confident in myself and my feelings. you reassured me that it’s possible for us to deepen our relationship.”
he smiles at you and lifts his hand up to caress your cheek. you become as stiff as a rock because it’s the only physical reaction one could have to him initiating contact like that.
“can…i kiss you?” he kindly asks for permission.
you shake your head yes and struggle to meet his gaze.
he slowly leans in for a kiss and you just stay still and close your eyes. the kiss was quick yet gentle. it felt like your heart was melting. he breaks away from the kiss first then looks down at the ground. you’re still looking at the side of his face. he starts smiling as his ears turn incredibly red.
“i’ve been wanting to do that so bad.”, he sheepishly admits.
“then do it again.”
he looks at you again with a soft expression before slowly going in for another kiss. this time the kiss was different. more passionate and full of yearning, like he was trying to read every part of your soul. like he was trying to make up for all those times he couldn’t show you affection the way he truly wanted. he tilts his head slightly to deepen the kiss. you lift your arms up to put them over his shoulders and run your fingers through his hair as you continue to kiss. he instinctively rests his hands on your waist and tightens his hold on you. like he was letting you know that he’ll never let go of you. ever. he pulls away, eyes still half-lidded then goes back in one last time for a quick peck before fully breaking away. both of you out of breath and disoriented, hearts still racing.
“i can’t believe we just did that.”
you stare at each other in disbelief.
“i know but, it felt.. right. would you believe me if i told you that was my first kiss.”
“that was my first kiss too but you seemed like a natural.”
“look who’s talking.”
he chuckles a little before taking a deep breath and looking at you.
“y/n i have feelings for you.”
“i have feelings for you too juhoon.”
“but you know-“
“i don’t care. and i don’t want to hear it. can’t we just try juhoon? i want to be with you.”
he is silent for a second then looks at you to nod his head.
“okay. let’s try. i want to try. can i be your boyfriend?”
“wow i wasn’t expecting you to ask me straight up like this.”
you try your best not to smile but it’s just impossible.
“well..can i?”
“of course you can. that’s something i would literally never say no to.”
he laughs and kisses you again. noticeably getting more comfortable with each kiss.
“man this doesn’t feel real.”
he lays back down and you follow right after him.
“tell me about it. one second we’re friends and now we’re dating just like that? i can’t even wrap my head around what just happened.”
“we’re definitely gonna have to keep this from the members.”
“i know. i don’t want to do anything stupid right before debut.”
“we’re good at keeping secrets right..?”
“duhhh..don’t worry, no one’s gonna find out. and we can just do stuff like this for the meantime..”
“i think i’d prefer that actually.”
he turns to face you and kisses you even more as you makeout for a good minute or two. occasionally breaking away for air and making sure you don’t make too much noise. everytime you would break away he would lean his forehead on yours just to tell you how beautiful you are and how happy he was. he pushes his face into the crook of your neck and rests his head there. the feeling of his warm breath touching your skin and him being this close had you on cloud 9. he lifts his head up to plant kisses all over your cheek.
“i never had someone kiss me this much before.”
“i seriously can’t help it.”
you giggle while trying not to make much noise then go to check the time to realize that it’s very late.
“juhoon i think you have to go back.”
“noooo the fun’s over.” he says as he tightens the grip he has around your waist. refusing to let go.
“yes it’s over. it’s getting late and we still need to get a little sleep anyways.”
“but we’re idols. we never sleep.”
“well we’re not idols yet, so please?”
“just because you asked nicely.”
“liar.”
he smiles at you and leans in for one more kiss before he gets up and walks towards the door. before he reaches for the knob he turns back around and rushes towards you to give you a big hug, squeezing you like if he lets go you might turn into dust and disappear.
“okay now i’m actually leaving.”
“you’re so silly.”
“i can get carried away sometimes.”
you smile at him and his gaze softens as he turns to walk towards the door.
“turn off the lights” you say in a soft whisper.
he puts up an 👌 sign before turning off the lights and quietly exiting. the second you hear the door click, you quickly bury your head into your pillow to crazily scream into it and kick your feet under the covers.
it felt like you were dreaming.
you had to keep slapping and pinching yourself just to confirm if what just happened was even real.
it was like a huge weight lifted off your shoulders. knowing that juhoon shared the same feelings as you and that the two of you are officially a couple,
you fell asleep in absolute peace.
༉‧₊˚. you gotta keep it.. hush - zhao james
pairing secretbf!james x danceinstructor!reader
synopsis your boyfriend james is being risky at dance practice, almost getting you two caught.
warnings fluff, sfw, est. relationship, secret relationship, kissing, VERY VERY short
author’s note thought abt this while listening to hush by the marías..it came to me like a damn vision
now playing… hush by the marías
you’re a dance instructor for bighit who only manages cortis. they’re preparing for their comeback, so you’re in the practice room trying to teach them the choreography. suddenly the members decide that they’re thirsty and that they’re gonna get something to drink from the vending machine. you approve and give them a 10 minute break. the members look at you to ask if want anything.
“sure! maybe something sweet? i don’t care what it is.”
james walks up to you and puts his arm around your shoulder.
“i’ll stay back too, so she can help me.”
you shoot him a quick look then back at the members as they nod their heads and leave out the door. the staff also uses this as an opportunity to take a quick break and head out as well. leaving only you and james in the studio. alone.
“why are you lying? saying that you need help. you’ve been doing the choreography perfectly so far.”
“anything for an excuse to be next to you. and hey i can still get a little help in the process.”
“oh please. you know you don’t need my help. i’m surprised they didn’t question you putting your arm around me.”
james is silent for a second but still keeping his gaze on you. he instinctively gets closer.
“give me a kiss.”
your eyes widen.
“are you crazy? they could be coming back any minute now. what if the staff catches us?”
“well then hurry up.”
he grabs you by the waist and starts kissing you. you start to kiss back before quickly breaking away.
“james you’re being way too risky right now.”
“well i mean it’s only us in here.”
“so? there’s security cameras in here too.”
“don’t worry they never check them, i promise.”
“how do you know?”
“i just do.”
“hm..right..”
he pulls you closer again and gives you a kiss on your forehead. soon after, you hear the door open and immediately separate, trying your hardest to keep your composure.
martin starts walking towards you with a drink in his hand.
“i got you apple juice if that’s alright.”
“yeah that’s fine, thank you so much!”
the 10 minute break ends and you start practicing again. as the practice went on, you and james continued to give each other subtle looks during choreography and throughout the rest of the session.