no one rly cares so im writing a post anyways
my inbox is rly filled with content to reminisce. i'll remember wonderful, good things.. or come across "did i really say like that oh my god i hate myself" messages too.
im a rly big past person. i'll always want to rp but when it comes down to it i never rly commit because it's not rping that i miss but the people
i keep this account as a way to hold on
and my messages are a really good way to remind me of how great i had it. but its.. hard to come out of my little storage of letters. the reality is that im the only one who hasn't moved on yet
sometimes i rly hate that i keep this account while thinking its a pathway for those who lost touch with me can still reach me bc i set myself up for disappointment
even for those that do mssg me and we reconnect.. everything is so very temporary
i miss you
im still alive
always here
