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@jlsjrockfanfictions
About the JrockKpop blog, she deleted it a few years ago and everything was lost. I’m still sad about it
I knew she deleted the blog. I just don’t know if she had another place. She was a very close friend to me and I was sad to see the page go but happy to see her find her happiness elsewhere.
Time for an explanation:
When I started this blog I was in high school. I was depressed, anxious, and VERY insecure. It was my escape from the world, and my main coping mechanism. As this blog began to gain traction, my anxiety started flaring. I was worried about my parents finding out I wrote fanfiction (especially smut, and I was a minor... BIG anxiety trigger). I feared disappointing them. I feared my peers finding out, and the teasing they’d dish out (I wasn’t exactly a popular kid.).
I also feared disappointing you lovely people who took (and still take) the time to read what I wrote. Now, a fear of disappointment may not sound like much to most, but to me it mean I dreaded coming on here. Not because of any of you. A part of me just didn’t think I could do it without disappointing you. My mindset used to be so negative and toxic that I almost began to resent myself for not getting content out to you regularly. (Which was more than a little exhausting.) The long hiatuses were less because I was busy, and more because I was avoiding this blog. I didn’t want to disappoint you all so I figured I’d just not do anything. Again, toxic mindset, not exactly logical.
“What does this mean for the blog?” I hear you ask. Well, a lot has changed since high school. I’m a lot more optimistic and my mindset is less toxic. I’m a 21 year old adult now, and I’ve done some growing up. That being said, I can’t morally write for real people anymore. I don’t have their consent to be writing this, and that feels wrong.
So, here’s the two step plan:
1. Revamping the stories I have on this blog and transferring them to Wattpad (The originals will remain here. Wattpad will just have 20 year old Bailey’s writing as opposed to 16 year old Bailey’s writing.)
2. Starting today (April 16th, 2020) Requests will be open for the final time until May 16th, 2020. You have a month to put whatever you’d like into my inbox, and I’ll write it.
I want to end this chapter of my life with a bang. So make ‘em good darlings. I will write for any gender, any race, any sexuality, just make them legal if it’s smut you’re asking for.
Writing has always been my dream. Starting this blog was the first step into fulfilling that dream. You all supporting me made me realize I wanted it forever. I’m more mentally healthy than I have EVER been. I’ve never been this happy. I still have bad mental health days, but I don’t let them get the better of me anymore. I can now look in the mirror and say the woman looking back is beautiful. Most importantly, the only person I care about pleasing now is me. I’ve learned that I can’t control how someone perceives me, I can only focus on being my best self. I’m not afraid of what people think of me, my parents included; I just want to be happy. I will never regret writing fanfiction. I’m blessed for the experience it’s given me and the backlog I now have to look back on when I become a New York Times Bestseller.
I have no plans to delete this blog, or the stories on it. They will stay apart of Tumblr’s legacy until the internet finally meets its end. I just don’t plan on adding to it. My Wattpad will become my writing hub and my personal Tumblr is where you can find my wacky fandom and life bs.
This blog and everyone I’ve interacted with has been beautiful. It’s been a blessing and I learned so much about myself because of it. If any of you have any questions about any of this, please feel free to ask me. You can send me a message here (I still plan on checking it for messages), on Wattpad, or my personal Tumblr. I truly love, and respect every single one of you and it means the world that you’d give your time to me.
Thank you, Bailey (Jacky’s Little Sally)
Omg glad to see you’re back! I was JUST looking through your fics yesterday, long time follower! I hope all is well
I’m a queen at timing, apparently lol! I’m glad you enjoy. I’m doing very well. I’m getting ready to drop a personal post detailing how I’ve been and where I’ve been and what I’ve been up to. The mind of an anxious depressed writer is a messy one, sadly, but the light is definitely shining through.
Hi! I just recently found your page like a pirate in search of long lost treasure (Kai fics) *ehem* Did you know how much of an oasis in a dry desert you are for a lonely traveller like me? :( Anyway! I just wanted to say THANK YOU && want to let you know that you are an angel to me for these KaixReader fics! ♥
I am gonna cry! You sweetie! I am so happy that you enjoy my work. I’m also very thankful for your support.
Is there any requests in the ask box?
A very VERY long list. I got very depressed after my last posts and am just now feeling a passion for writing again. I’m putting a hold on writing any new content while I revamp and move things over to my Wattpad.
Hello, this might sound weird, but if I remember right this blog was close with jrockkpop before it was taken down, right? I know she said the scenarios would be up somewhere else but I can't seem to remember where or under what name. Do you happen to know?
I am! I genuinely don’t know if they are up somewhere else. Last I knew she had stopped writing altogether, but I could be wrong. It’s been a long time since we’ve spoken about it honestly.
Can you do more of X Japan’s Hide pleaseeeee
I absolutely can! Requests are currently closed as I work on revamping my stories and adding them to Wattpad, but when I open them up again, feel free to send in some requests for him.
idk if you use this blog anymore, but I just wanted to let you know that even though I'm not super into visual kei anymore I still come back to your blog and reread all your imagines bc I love them so much
Hello, Love! This is so sweet. I don’t use this blog much anymore. The person I was when I used it regularly was very sad and used Tumblr as an escape from the real world. I’m doing better now, and I have a blog I use more regularly (baylishh, if you’d like to follow). Neglecting this blog is something I’m very ashamed of. It meant a lot to me back then, but I felt guilty and ashamed. Like if anyone found out that I wrote fanfiction they’d be disappointed. I’m not afraid of showing my face or telling my story anymore, so feel free to follow my personal blog if you’d like and my Wattpad @ JackysLittleSally
I’ve grown a lot since then. Fanfiction means something different to me now. I’m going to try and write more. I know I’ve said this a lot, and then disappeared. For that, I apologize. I’m glad that my writing means so much and is so enjoyable to so many people. I never imagined that anyone but me would care about my writing. The love you’ve all sent means more than you know, but it also terrifies me. I worry I let you all down sometimes.
Anyway, Thank you so much for your support, nonny.
Much love, Bailey (JLS)
Are you posting the wattpad link soon?
Hello! I will be. I fell into a deep depression after I posted that and I’m behind on my moving. My Wattpad is JackysLittleSally.
Wattpad
I’ve mentioned my Wattpad a couple times. I have some plans for it. I will keep this blog as well as my other writing blog up. The stories will be premiered here first, before being transferred to my Wattpad.
My Wattpad is going to hold all of my works from now on. They will be separated by band and member. All of Aoi from GazettE’s works will be together, all of Kai from EXO’s works will be together, etc. Malexmale/femalexfemale stories will be separated from ofcxmale/omcxfemale. Basically, everything is going to be sorted and binge-worthy. I will post the links here when I get everything moved over. This may take a couple days but it will be worth it for me!
Also! The Wattpad editions will be updated versions from me proofreading as I post. I figure it’s only right to keep my originals here. I am really excited to see how I can make these stories better
Wattpad
I’ve mentioned my Wattpad a couple times. I have some plans for it. I will keep this blog as well as my other writing blog up. The stories will be premiered here first, before being transferred to my Wattpad.
My Wattpad is going to hold all of my works from now on. They will be separated by band and member. All of Aoi from GazettE’s works will be together, all of Kai from EXO’s works will be together, etc. Malexmale/femalexfemale stories will be separated from ofcxmale/omcxfemale. Basically, everything is going to be sorted and binge-worthy. I will post the links here when I get everything moved over. This may take a couple days but it will be worth it for me!
Good to see you back will you be working on any blog requests?
I’m going to try and get a few out both here and on jlskpopfanfictions. I would like to state that for my precious gaybies in the fandom I am now more comfortable writing malexmale and femalexfemale relationships. Trans OC’s are acceptable as well. Just tell me in your request what kind of OC and pairing you want :D
hey! I was just wondering if you write for Archemi?
I will write for anyone, honestly :D
Hi, are you ok? It's been awhile since you posted something 😥
As I mentioned in the last ask, I spent some time growing up. I’m relearning how to find joy in my creative outlets again. I definitely won’t be posting daily, but I will try and post at least once a week, if not on here then on Wattpad. I am also willing to talk about myself a little bit more if anyone has any personal questions for me. Consider this my “I’m back!” gift!
Jacky’s Little Sally
How are you doing?
I am doing well! I’ve gone through a change of faith, a change of my view of myself, and a change of mindset. My depression, while still very much a thing, doesn’t rule my life like it used to. I don’t hate myself like I used to and I see things more positively than I used to. It’s safe to say, I’ve grown up a bit and lost who I was when I started this blog in the first place. My dreams have changed. My life situation has changed. I have changed and I’m trying to find myself again. I got rid of somethings and some people that used to mean everything to me. Now I’m learning who I am all over again. Learning what my creative outlets are and how they help me. I killed the person I used to be so proud to be. I burned her and rose from the ashes. Let it be known that change, though scary, is worth every second. It’s okay to grow up. It’s okay if she/he/they don’t come with you into this new life. What matters is that you choose a life path you find worth in. Hopefully that life path is loving yourself and seeing how amazing, talented, and worth it you are.
I’m sorry it’s been so long. I got lost in me who got me through high school. I started drowning because my walls were crumbling. As soon as I stopped trying to rebuild it and hold onto the tiny shreds I have left, I realized that who I was no longer served who I now am. I am a phoenix, and I’m glad to see you are all still here.
Jacky’s Little Sally
Long time no see, Loves!
I am sorry for the “I’m back, oh actually I’m busy again” bullshit I keep pulling. Such is life I suppose. I wanted to let you all know that I am currently working on an original story over on my Wattpad.
If any of you are interested in checking it out, you can find it here! https://www.wattpad.com/760888851-the-supernaturals-of-the-apocalypse-prologue If you decide to pop over and check it out, I will be very grateful! If you’d rather check out my Sons of Anarchy fic it is also available on my Wattpad. I’m kind of in a Mayans MC mood lately as well and am considering starting up a fic for it when I finish my SOA fic. You can check out Love Can Be Torture ~ A Happy Lowman Fanfiction if that’s your shit :D
Thank you all, Jacky’s Little Sally
Hello, Dears!
Guess who found her will to write, right next to her will to live and her determination?! It’s me!
I’ve missed you guys a whole bunch and I feel so bad for neglecting my writing blogs! I hope you all can forgive me for my absence and are still following me and ready for some scenarios!
I’m gonna try and balance myself a bit better.
I’m in a much better mental state lately and when I got to thinking about how I’ve neglected you guys, I started crying!
I hope you thirsty little babes are ready, because I’m gonna post a smut first in dedication to my dearest Masashi’s birthday!
Much love,
~Jacky’s Little Sally
