JLSKpopFanfictions

Welcome to Jack'sLittleSally's Kpop Fanfictions! On this blog I will make all of your Kpop fantasies come to life. Please leave a request! I hope you enjoy the stories I write! Requests: OPEN!

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Time for an explanation:

When I started this blog I was in high school. I was depressed, anxious, and VERY insecure. It was my escape from the world, and my main coping mechanism. As this blog began to gain traction, my anxiety started flaring. I was worried about my parents finding out I wrote fanfiction (especially smut, and I was a minor… BIG anxiety trigger). I feared disappointing them. I feared my peers finding out, and the teasing they’d dish out (I wasn’t exactly a popular kid.).

I also feared disappointing you lovely people who took (and still take) the time to read what I wrote. Now, a fear of disappointment may not sound like much to most, but to me it mean I dreaded coming on here. Not because of any of you. A part of me just didn’t think I could do it without disappointing you. My mindset used to be so negative and toxic that I almost began to resent myself for not getting content out to you regularly. (Which was more than a little exhausting.) The long hiatuses were less because I was busy, and more because I was avoiding this blog. I didn’t want to disappoint you all so I figured I’d just not do anything. Again, toxic mindset, not exactly logical.

“What does this mean for the blog?” I hear you ask. Well, a lot has changed since high school. I’m a lot more optimistic and my mindset is less toxic. I’m a 21 year old adult now, and I’ve done some growing up. That being said, I can’t morally write for real people anymore. I don’t have their consent to be writing this, and that feels wrong. 

So, here’s the two step plan:

1. Revamping the stories I have on this blog and transferring them to Wattpad (The originals will remain here. Wattpad will just have 20 year old Bailey’s writing as opposed to 16 year old Bailey’s writing.)

2. Starting today (April 16th, 2020) Requests will be open for the final time until May 16th, 2020. You have a month to put whatever you’d like into my inbox, and I’ll write it. 

I want to end this chapter of my life with a bang. So make ‘em good darlings. I will write for any gender, any race, any sexuality, just make them legal if it’s smut you’re asking for. 

Writing has always been my dream. Starting this blog was the first step into fulfilling that dream. You all supporting me made me realize I wanted it forever. I’m more mentally healthy than I have EVER been. I’ve never been this happy. I still have bad mental health days, but I don’t let them get the better of me anymore. I can now look in the mirror and say the woman looking back is beautiful. Most importantly, the only person I care about pleasing now is me. I’ve learned that I can’t control how someone perceives me, I can only focus on being my best self. I’m not afraid of what people think of me, my parents included; I just want to be happy. I will never regret writing fanfiction. I’m blessed for the experience it’s given me and the backlog I now have to look back on when I become a New York Times Bestseller. 

I have no plans to delete this blog, or the stories on it. They will stay apart of Tumblr’s legacy until the internet finally meets its end. I just don’t plan on adding to it. My Wattpad will become my writing hub and my personal Tumblr is where you can find my wacky fandom and life bs. 

This blog and everyone I’ve interacted with has been beautiful. It’s been a blessing and I learned so much about myself because of it. If any of you have any questions about any of this, please feel free to ask me. You can send me a message here (I still plan on checking it for messages), on Wattpad, or my personal Tumblr. I truly love, and respect every single one of you and it means the world that you’d give your time to me. 

Thank you, Bailey (Jacky’s Little Sally)

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Hello! I was hoping you could continue the Chanyeol Wolf! AU story. I am extremely interested in the story. If not I understand, I've never requested anything so I dunno. I'm sorry if i waisted your time. ^v

You absolutely did NOT waste my time, lovey. I love writing that story! I’ve just been dealing with some mental health issues and it’s taken my time away from the things I love most. I plan on posting a personal post here soon detailing what’s been going on and why I keep disappearing. Much love, JLS

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O I'm so sorry I'm stupid I didn't notice you have one😖 I'm sorryyyyy

No need to be sorry and you are definitely not stupid. It likes to hide from people sometimes. Glad you found it, dearie.

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My fics from this blog are now available on Wattpad!

Here’s the link for you babies https://www.wattpad.com/772041764-kpop-fanfictions-sorry-sir-jungkook-m

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Wattpad

I’ve mentioned my Wattpad a couple times. I have some plans for it. I will keep this blog as well as my other writing blog up. The stories will be premiered here first, before being transferred to my Wattpad.

My Wattpad is going to hold all of my works from now on. They will be separated by band and member. All of Aoi from GazettE’s works will be together, all of Kai from EXO’s works will be together, etc. Malexmale/femalexfemale  stories will be separated from ofcxmale/omcxfemale. Basically, everything is going to be sorted and binge-worthy. I will post the links here when I get everything moved over. This may take a couple days but it will be worth it for me! 

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Also! The Wattpad editions will be updated versions from me proofreading as I post. I figure it’s only right to keep my originals here. I am really excited to see how I can make these stories better 

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How are you doing?

I am doing well! I’ve gone through a change of faith, a change of my view of myself, and a change of mindset. My depression, while still very much a thing, doesn’t rule my life like it used to. I don’t hate myself like I used to and I see things more positively than I used to. It’s safe to say, I’ve grown up a bit and lost who I was when I started this blog in the first place. My dreams have changed. My life situation has changed. I have changed and I’m trying to find myself again. I got rid of somethings and some people that used to mean everything to me. Now I’m learning who I am all over again. Learning what my creative outlets are and how they help me. I killed the person I used to be so proud to be. I burned her and rose from the ashes. Let it be known that change, though scary, is worth every second. It’s okay to grow up. It’s okay if she/he/they don’t come with you into this new life. What matters is that you choose a life path you find worth in. Hopefully that life path is loving yourself and seeing how amazing, talented, and worth it you are. 

I’m sorry it’s been so long. I got lost in me who got me through high school. I started drowning because my walls were crumbling. As soon as I stopped trying to rebuild it and hold onto the tiny shreds I have left, I realized that who I was no longer served who I now am. I am a phoenix, and I’m glad to see you are all still here. 

Jacky’s Little Sally

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hi, how are you? I wanted to ask you if you will still continue writing chanyeol's 'play'

I am! I took a break to grow up and find myself. (Full story as to why I’ve been gone to come.)

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P.S I LOVE YOU -Jae💖💖

P.S. I LOVE YOU TOO!

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Noona, I hope you're doing well!! I've been so busy that I've neglected to check up on you and I'm sorry about that. I hope you're eating well and resting properly! I've been so busy with school that internet has become a back burner thought. How have you been? -Jae💖💖

AW! Jae-jae! I’ve missed you! I’m sorry I haven’t been as active lately! Seeing your messages and everyone else’s have made me realize just how important these stories are. I’m hoping to start posting at least once a week either here or on my Wattpad (if anyone would like the link to that lmk). I hope you’ve been eating well and sleeping properly also! 

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Hello, My Darlings!

I apologize for not writing much. My Christmas Break was pretty tiring for me mentally and resulted in me focusing on a lot of things about myself and what I really want to do with my life. By the end of the break, I had changed my major, had a mental breakdown, was stronger set in my sexuality, and am now going through a possible religion change, though I am still trying to figure it out.

I had a very strong will to write before I was struck with these thoughts and a hundred others and spent all of my time trying to find myself. I hope you all can forgive me and stick around for the amazing scenarios I have to post. I hope you all are doing well and know that I love you all!

~Jacky’s Little Sally

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When you can write, could I request a fic? I have epilepsy and I'd love a story with Suga from BTS about it.. Please and thank you so much💜 -fem anon

I would be happy to write this! Go ahead and send in your request! 

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Fears: A Collection of Short Stories; Coming Out - Xiumin (EXO) [Slight M]

(I wrote this because it was something I felt I needed to. As a bisexual, this is a huge fear of mine; Coming out is one of the scariest things I have to do. Thanks for reading loves! ~JLS)

You stare down at your fingers. Your fingernails now bare due to you nervously pulling off your nail polish. You had begun focusing on your lips now, pulling at the dry bits of skin with your teeth. You had pulled a couple of pretty large chunks out, causing the painful cuts to well with blood. 

You knew this day would come eventually, the day you’d have to come out to your boyfriend of 4 months, Minseok.

You were hoping that you’d never have to come out to him; to tell him you were bisexual. You had planned on telling him when one of you were on your deathbed, that way, if you were still together by then, he’d know you were faithful to him the entire time. You didn’t want him to worry that you were cheating on him because of the stigma against bis or that you were checking out every person the two of you came into contact with. 

You knew how terrible the stigma against bisexuals is, you’ve been dealing with it for the last 6 years since you first came out. 

Every single one of your exes and, almost, every single friend had asked the offensive questions at least once.

“Aren’t bisexuals more likely to cheat?” Not any more than in any other form of relationship.

“You’re just bisexual because you can’t choose a side. One day you’ll find the right man/woman and realize that you are really straight/lesbian. Stop being so greedy and pick a side!” Uh, no. Guys, girls, and non-binary people are all beautiful. Why do you have to “pick a side”? This is your sexuality, not the Twilight saga. 

“All bisexuals have threesomes/are in polyamorous relationships.” Um, no. You like keeping your partners to yourself. You don’t like having to share what’s yours. If you’re dating a guy or girl, or non-binary person, You want them all to yourself; You’re greedy in that respect.  While threesomes do sound interesting to you, they don’t to every bisexual. “Hell,” you think, “I’d only engage in one if my lover asked and was okay with it.”

Each of these stigmas, as well as the many unsaid others only paint you and others like you in a bad light. You didn’t want to tell Xiumin lest he believed one or more of these stigmas.

Sadly, your plans had been foiled. A coworker of yours, a devil of a woman who wore way too much of whatever cheap perfume she owns, found out about you being bisexual and has been holding it above your head as blackmail. You decided that the only way you could thwart her plans would be to tell anyone who didn’t already know. 

You told your boss, who patted you on the back and told you it wasn’t a problem at all.

You told your friends, who stared at you in confusion and asked a lot of questions but were otherwise very accepting.

You even told your nice, old landlady, who patted you on the head, leaned in real close and whispered, “Me too.”

So far everyone has been very accepting, but telling Minseok has been your biggest fear since your coworker cornered you on Monday.

You jump as you hear the bathroom door open. You look up and watch as Minseok steps out of the bathroom, only a towel hiding his nakedness from you.

“Baby? Are you okay? You’re bleeding,” he says, rushing over to you.

You feel his thumb swipe over your lower lip, along with the feeling of your blood being smeared across your lip and cheek. Minseok swears under his breath and pulls his towel off, leaving him naked before you. He cleans the blood off of your lip before staring into your eyes.

“What’s wrong?” he asks, his perfect eyebrows furrowing.

“I... I have... I have something to tell you. It’s... It’s nothing bad, just... just something about me,” you stammer out.

“Are you pregnant?” Minseok asks, a mix of fear and excitment swirling in his eyes.

You laugh.

“No. I’m not pregnant,” you say, pinching Minseok’s cheek. “Just bisexual.”

Minseok looks up at you, his head tilting to the side.

“That’s what you were afraid of telling me?” he asks.

You nod.

“I knew,” Minseok says with a laugh.

“You knew?” you ask, flabbergasted.

“Yeah,” he says. “You point girls out to me all the time. Not to mention I’ve watched your eyes linger on a girl for longer than normal. I knew you weren’t a lesbian though because no matter how much you look at girls, you never look at them like you look at me. Plus, you’re so cock hungry it’s not even funny. You love cock about as much as you like food, and that’s saying something.”

You blush at Minseok’s bluntness and smack his bare chest lightly. Minseok just laughs and kisses you.

“It’s no big deal baby. Never be scared to tell me things like this. I’m your boyfriend. If I can’t accept you for these beautiful little things that make you... you, I’m not a very good boyfriend. Now, talking about you looking at girls and being cock hungry has woken the beast and I need some help. Think you can give me a hand?” Minseok asks, his eyes darkening as a dangerous smirk pulls at his lips.

“Yes, sir,” you purr, dropping to your knees as Minseok stands up.

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Fluffiest Xiumin fic where the reader is in the hospital due to surgery and the reader is WAY out of it and keep hitting on Xiumin and he thought it was beyond hilarious. The the reader does something (cough, sneeze, ect) and they're body jerks, they show a visible sign of pain and Xiumin baby's them (Fem anon, I've had a similar situation but it was with a male nurse -/////-)

Here you have it lovey!

Surgery

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Surgery - Xiumin (EXO)

(For Fem Anon! ~JLS)

You have always been healthy, so finding out that your left kidney was shutting down was a complete surprise. You had sat down with your doctor, what seemed like a million times, to talk about what could be done. It was finally decided that a transplant would be done, and you were placed on the waiting list.

It’s been a couple months since this decision was made. 

You are standing in the kitchen, making a cup of hot chocolate when you hear your phone ringing. You grab your phone from the counter, check the caller ID, and slide your finger across to accept the call.

“Hello?” you ask.

“Hello, Ms. ________?”

“Yes?” 

“It’s Dr. Montgomery. We have received information that a kidney that matches your blood type has been donated. Would you like to set up an appointment to undergo the surgery?” Dr. Montgomery asks.

You squeal and begin laughing.

“Yes! Yes, I’d love to set up an appointment! Let me get my calendar,” you say, rushing over to the calendar on the wall. “When’s the earliest you can do the operation?”

“Let me look,” your doctor says.

You can hear the sound of papers shuffling and a chair rolling along linoleum. I a couple of seconds pass before Dr. Montgomery asks, 

“The earliest is next Tuesday at 12 pm, is that okay?”

You look at the calendar and say, “That sounds perfect, thank you!” 

“Perfect. I will set up the appointment. I will have my secretary call you Monday morning to tell you what you need to do. See you next Tuesday.”

“See you next Tuesday. Thank you, Dr. Montgomery.”

The line goes dead and you jot down the appointment on your calendar. You then jump around, squealing excitedly. You unlock your phone, go to the dial pad and type Minseok’s number in.

It rings once before your baby-faced boyfriend picked up.

“Hey, baby girl,” Minseok says.

“Hey! I just got some AMAZING news!” you cheer.

“What? What is it?” Minseok asks, his voice intrigued.

“I’m getting my kidney surgery done! They found a match! I’ll be going in for surgery on Tuesday!” 

“Oh my God! Baby that’s amazing! I’m so happy. I’ll talk to my manager about taking off so I can come with you.”

“Alright! Thank you, Seokie! I’ll see you later. I love you!” 

“I love you too,” Minseok responds, blowing you a kiss through the phone.

~~~

Tuesday came quicker than you expected and before you knew it, you were being whisked back for surgery.

You wake up post surgery and look around the blindingly white room surrounding you. You look to your right and see a very handsome man standing next to your bed.

Minseok 

Your mind tells you. You’ve never seen such a handsome man in your life! Is he single? 

“Are you single?” you ask, your voice slurred and tired.

“Hmm?” Minseok asks, his dark eyes meeting yours.

“Single. Are you single? Because you are the most handsome man I’ve ever seen in my whole life!” you exclaim, “No one should be this handsome! It’s il... il...illegal.”

Minseok laughs, quickly realizing that your anesthesia definitely hasn’t worn off yet. He decides to play along.

“Sadly, I’m not. I’ve got a very beautiful girlfriend named ________. She just got a new kidney this morning,” Minseok says, sitting on the edge of your bed and pushing a piece of hair out of your face.

“_______? That’s my name! What a coincidence!”

“What a coincidence, indeed. How are you feeling baby, any pain?” Minseok asks, scanning your face for any signs of discomfort.

“Baby? You just called me baby! Your girlfriend is gonna KILL me!” you say, your eyes wide in fear.

Minseok clutches his stomach as he shakes with silent laughter. He’s never laughed so hard in his life. You’re just too cute. Minseok examines you once his laughter subsides. Your white gown is just a bit too big and is falling off your right shoulder, your hair is pulled up into a messy bun atop your head, a few strands falling around your face. You’ve never looked so beautiful than in this moment. 

“You are my girlfriend, baby. You don’t need to worry about you beating yourself up. I won’t let you!” Minseok says, kissing your cheek.

You get a strong whiff of his cologne as he leans in and it causes your nose to tickle. Before you can brace yourself, you sneeze and a shock of pain shoots up your back.

“Ow!” you exclaim, tears streaming down your face! “It hurts!”

Minseok jumps up and runs to get a nurse. He’s back at your side a quickly as he left it. He takes your face in his hands, smoothing his thumbs over your cheeks. 

“It’s okay, baby. I went and got the nurse. She’s gonna bring you some medicine to make it stop hurting. Are you okay?” He asks, his eyes filled with worry and darting back and forth across your face.

You feel your lower lip quiver, and you sniffle. 

“It hurts,” you whisper.

“Oh, baby girl!” Minseok says, laying down beside you and holding you close.

 You snuggle into him, burying your face in his neck. Minseok smooths his hand over your neck and shoulders over and over again until the nurse comes in. Minseok moves to get up, but the nurse gestures for him to stay.

“If she feels better in your arms, stay there,” the nurse says.

Minseok nods and begins rubbing your neck again. You hear the nurse tap a syringe and then you feel your eyes begin to droop. You’re asleep before the nurse even leaves the room.

Minseok continues to lay with you, gently rubbing your neck and upper back. He too feels his eyes getting heavy, and before he can pull himself up and off the bed, he’s fast asleep with you safe in his arms.

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Noona, you could message my friend! She's really cool and helps me though my depression, do you want to talk to her?? -Jae💖💖

That’s very sweet, Jae Jae. I just don’t feel comfortable bothering someone else with my problems, well someone I’m not paying to sit and listen to me bitch and complain. I’m glad you have such amazing friends! Keep them close!

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Noona, make sure to take care of yourself! I'm glad you're seeing someone so you're not so sad anymore. Just remember that I love you very much! -Jae💖💖

I’m still sad. I have a counselor, but I haven’t had the time to go see her. I haven’t had the time to be fully depressed either, so the first few days after finals are going to be absolute hell. It would be great if I had a boyfriend, girlfriend, or non-binaryfriend to help me deal with this, but I don’t, so I’m stuck fighting my demons relatively on my own. 

I’ve found some shows that help me cope though. Geek and Sundry’s Critical Role, Stranger Things, Riverdale, Supernatural, and Friends have been my distractions lately. Riverdale especially. I’ve rekindled my huge crush on Dylan Sprouse lately, and it’s the best problem I’ve ever had in my life! Look at him!

Thank God for beautiful people who distract me from my mind

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Noona how are you? Are you eating correctly? Are you happy? Also, I miss you!!! -Jae💖

JAE! I’ve missed you, darling! I am doing good! I ended my first semester of University today! I am trying very hard to eat correctly and healthily. I am more depressed than normal sadly. My first semester has taken a toll on my mental health to the point that I am planning on switching from a counselor to a psychiatrist here soon. I don’t want to have to take meds but if It’s going to help me, I should probably do it. 

I have gotten SUPER into Riverdale lately. Sweet Pea and the Southside Serpents are my babes!